Chapter 128 He died
Chapter 128 He passed away
"Of course, long time no see."
When he met Lin Lu again, Cheng Suiran never expected that he would be in a place like a cemetery. The girl in front of him had changed a lot. The agility in her eyes had all faded away, replaced by boundless confusion and numbness.
She had lost a lot of weight, and her skin was so pale that there was no color at all.
Cheng Suiran was stunned and smiled at her: "Long time no see."
It has been two years since we last met. In the second half of the third semester of high school, Lin Lu suddenly took a break from school. The class teacher just mentioned it and said that she would study at home and take the college entrance examination directly. She even
I didn't even come back the day I took my graduation photos.
She originally thought she would see her on graduation day, but she didn't expect that her last meeting with Lin Lu would be at the police station that night. From then on, she never saw Lin Lu again.
Now, after meeting her again after two years, and she still looked so haggard, Cheng Suiran's mood was a bit complicated.
"I'm sorry..." Lin Lu looked at her with tears in his eyes and said sincerely apologetically.
Cheng Suiran frowned slightly: "I'm sorry for what?"
Hearing this, a trace of sadness flashed in Lin Lu's eyes. She raised her eyes and glanced at Li Qizhi standing beside her. He hesitated to speak. In the end, he just forced a smile that was not pretty and said slowly: "It's nothing.
How have you been these past few years?"
She knew that the man in front of her didn't want her to bring up what happened back then. He wanted Ranran to have good memories of high school, not to let Ranran know about the dirty things she had done back then.
"Very good, how about you?" Cheng Suiran looked at the girl in front of him, with mixed feelings in his heart. It turned out that the two people who were so good friends back then, after several years of baptism, were so unfamiliar when they met again.
Lin Lu looked up at the sky, sighed softly, and said calmly: "That's how I live."
Maybe it was God's punishment for her. In fact, she had a very bad life, but it can't be said that way.
Cheng Suiran nodded, not knowing what to say, and the two of them were speechless.
Suddenly, Lin Lu changed the topic, smiled softly, and asked, "Are you here to see him too?"
"he?"
Cheng Suiran was startled for a moment, obviously not sure who the "he" she meant was referring to.
Seeing her confused reaction, Lin Lu immediately reacted, pursed his lips, and explained: "Yu Sui passed away, didn't you know?"
Hearing the news, Cheng Suiran's face changed slightly and he was shocked. He couldn't help but murmured to himself: "Has Yu Sui... passed away?"
The boy in her memory was always silent, but whenever she encountered difficulties, he always had a way to help her resolve them.
The evening breeze on the top of the mountain that night made his soft words seem like yesterday. He said: "Because the moon is very much like you, bright, gentle and pure, it makes me feel very at ease."
She often thinks about what Yu Sui will look like now, but she doesn't expect that Yu Sui has already passed away.
The news was so sudden that she was completely defenseless and unable to resist the suffocating news.
"Yes, he committed suicide." Lin Lu nodded, a trace of sadness flashed across his eyes, and his voice was unconsciously choked: "In the winter after finishing the college entrance examination."
"..."
Cheng Suiran opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but she didn't know how to say it. She hadn't even fully digested the sad news yet.
"Are you going to see him?"
Lin Lu seemed to have adapted to the current situation, showing a shallow smile with a calm expression: "He should really want you to go see him."
She paused and then said: "He once told me that you are his moon, his untouchable delusion, and his childhood secret love. Go and see him. At least, let him stay in this cold world."
In the winter, you won’t feel lonely.”
As Lin Lu spoke, her eyes were filled with the sorrow that nothing could be greater than the death of her heart. She was so powerless over all this.
"good."
Cheng Suiran lowered his eyelids and responded in a low voice.
Lin Lu smiled softly and led her towards a tombstone in the corner not far away.
Cheng Suiran looked at the black and white photo on the tombstone and felt heavy in her heart. The young boy in the photo had clear and resolute features. She remembered the origin of this photo of Yu Sui. It was when she was in the class in her sophomore year of high school.
I took this photo when I was not paying attention when I was on an outing.
The sunshine that day was very bright, shining warmly on the treetops and leaves. Yu Sui was sitting on the bench in his school uniform, looking into the distance, which was particularly attractive.
She couldn't hold it back, so she took this photo of him with her mobile phone. When she sent it to him, his reaction was mediocre. She thought he was angry, so she apologized to him for a long time.
But she didn't expect that when she saw this photo again, it would become his last photo.
"Yu Sui, Ranran came to see you."
Lin Lu stood beside her, stretched out his hand to touch the photo, and murmured to himself in a low voice: "Are you very happy now?"
Cheng Suiran looked sideways at her, her eyes were red and her heart ached. She pursed her lips and suppressed the pain that poured into her throat. She walked slowly over and squatted in front of the tombstone, saying softly: "Yu Sui, I'm sorry...I
I didn’t know the news until so late..."
I'm sorry, she just came to see him now.
She is now thinking that if she had not spoken so heartlessly, Yu Sui's ending would have been different.
"Of course, he probably doesn't want to see you looking sad and guilty." Lin Lu's tears fell uncontrollably, but he still comforted him: "You are his little moon. He wrote a sentence in his suicide note that he hoped
His little moon can be happy forever..."
She said, paused, and continued choking: "So Ranran... you must be happy."
Cheng Suiran's eyes were slightly moist and her vision was a little blurry. She blinked hard and tried not to let the tears fall. She choked and said: "Yes... I will."
As she responded, her tears fell down her cheeks to the ground, wetting her clothes and staining the cold stone bricks.
Cheng Suiran squatted on the ground and cried for a long time. When the pain in his heart gradually eased, he raised his head, wiped the tears on his face, and asked bitterly: "Lu Lu, how did Yu Sui leave?"
Lin Lu lowered his head and did not answer immediately. He was silent for a moment and then slowly asked: "It was gone when we were sent to the hospital for rescue. The doctor said..."
Halfway through her words, she took a deep breath and then continued to speak with difficulty: "The doctor said... he took a large dose of sleeping pills before cutting his wrists, because he was determined to die."
Cheng Suiran froze on the spot, feeling dizzy and sluggish.
Not far away, Cheng Siyan withdrew his gaze, turned his eyes somewhat complicatedly and looked at Li Qizhi beside him. Seeing the indifferent expression on the latter's face, he couldn't help but ask: "Don't you feel it?"
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