Chapter 10 Hug
The chilly wind ruffled Qi Yue's hair, and her hair flew as freely as the wind. Shen Jinyu always felt that Qi Yue should be free. Like this wind, she should not stay in Changlin. She should Navigate the world like a knight.
Shen Jinyu closed his eyes, wanting to greedily enjoy this moment of relaxation. Suddenly, a pair of hands pressed the broken hair on his forehead upwards, and he opened his eyes suddenly. Qi Yue's face was so close that he could even breathe. feel.
Shen Jinyu reflexively wanted to avoid it, but his hands and feet were frozen and he allowed Qi Yue to play with his hair.
"Such a pretty face should be exposed openly. Although you are pretty enough now, you would be even more handsome if you tied up all your hair!" Qi Yue sighed and shook his head, "Sure enough, you are. Only people in books can look so good-looking!"
The corners of Shen Jinyu's mouth rose almost imperceptibly, but there was a sense of disappointment in her tone, "Others will only think that this is the sign of a disaster star, which is deceiving people."
"They are jealous of you, because they are all ugly, so they hold grudges against those who are prettier than them!" Qi Yue acted like she was coaxing a child, with an exaggerated expression. Shen Jinyu was indeed made laugh by her. The bewitching eyes were curved into beautiful curves, and the corners of the mouth were raised. Qi Yue looked at him, and the word "bewitching" flashed through his mind. He is really a good-looking person like a monster.
"Actually, I was often bullied when I was a child." Qi Yue looked at this as an opportunity and wanted to try to dilute some of Shen Jinyu's depression. "I have a stepmother who gave birth to a daughter after she married my father. , since then I have become the most unnecessary person in the family. They are so partial that they can only wear clothes that don’t fit, snacks are leftover from my sister, and I can only wear a single coat in the winter. I had a low self-esteem at that time. , the children around me also felt that I was easy to bully, and they jointly refused to play with me, so I could only squat in the corner and talk to Xiaocao."
Although it was to enlighten Shen Jinyu, these things were the most painful facts in Qi Yue's heart.
Shen Jinyu couldn't believe it. He couldn't relate the lively, optimistic and bold woman she was now to her experiences.
"Later, I was really annoyed when I was bullied. I learned to fight back. If they didn't play with me, I would make other friends. My parents would hide the snacks for my sister to eat, so I would steal them when they weren't paying attention. Eat. If my single clothes don’t keep me warm in winter, I’ll wear more layers. Since I can’t change my current situation, I’ll make myself better off. If they scold me, I’ll scold them back. If I can’t stand it, I’ll fight with them. If I can’t beat them, I’ll bite them. Gradually They don't dare to bully me anymore, they all think I'm like a lunatic, but so what, you don't have to take the opinions of unimportant people to heart. So Shen Jinyu," Qi Yue turned around with a look on his face There is no longer a playful expression, "They call you a disaster star, you can also call them a broom star. If they lose their temper at you, just hit them back. Don't suppress all these emotions in your heart. A single spark can start a prairie fire." There is a lot of resentment in my heart, and if it is vented in the future, it may cause serious consequences. In life, the focus is on the present, but we must also remember that we only seek revenge and do not hurt innocent people."
Shen Jinyu didn't speak for a long time, and Qi Yue's words were like needles, piercing into his heart. At that moment, the evil that had been hidden in Shen Jinyu's heart for many years was seen through. Qi Yue asked him before if he hated it, but he didn't say, but Qi Yue knew what he was thinking. The feeling of being seen through made the hatred in his heart invisible, and Shen Jinyu felt deeply at a loss.
Qi Yue looked at him and suddenly stretched out her hand to hug him. Her hand patted Shen Jinyu's back, "Don't be blinded by hatred. I know there are not many people around you who are good to you, but it's okay to look around more." Okay. Promise me, don’t let hatred trap you!”
Shen Jinyu seemed to be suppressing something, so hard that he was shaking all over. Qi Yue patted his back patiently, and then let him go after he recovered, "Shen Jinyu, no matter what, you have to be a good person. "
Qi Yue's eyes were full of expectation, but Shen Jinyu didn't dare to agree to her.
The atmosphere was just right. Qi Yue knew that change could not happen quickly, but she could wait. Aruo's voice sounded in her head at an inappropriate time,
"The host's words seem to be working."
"Shut up!" Qi Yue's face remained unchanged and he cursed in his heart, "Don't ruin the atmosphere. Hey, tell me, the last thing I said about being a good person is far-fetched, isn't it?"
A Ruo: "It seems a bit,"
"Damn! A smart person like Shen Jinyu must have heard it..." Qi Yue was frustrated in his heart, when Shen Jinyu in his field of vision suddenly nodded heavily, and Qi Yue was startled.
Is Shen Jinyu... agreeing?
Shen Jinyu took out a breath and said with difficulty, "Thank you for being willing to tell me this." Seeing the expectation on Qi Yue's face, Shen Jinyu couldn't say "I can't do it", so he could only agree. , secretly asking myself to do my best.
Qi Yue looked at Shen Jinyu. After receiving his agreement, Qi Yue was not happy as expected, but rather sad. Hey, it is not easy to make a person who has been hurt a lot become a good person. But Shen Jin still agreed to her, Qi Yue suddenly felt that he was a little despicable, approaching him with a purpose, and being kind to him also had a purpose.
But being burdened with different things means that you are bound to have to do many things that you cannot control yourself.
After watching the sunrise on the Zhuhai Cliff, Shen Jinyu got closer to Qi Yue.
But Qi Yue enjoyed Shen Jinyu's growing trust, and felt very scared in her heart. She was afraid that she would let down Shen Jinyu's cronies like Yue Ling, who was riddled with holes and gave her trust again and again. If If you are let down again, you may go crazy.
The day of the exam came in the blink of an eye, and all the departments were busy preparing. Shen Jinyu was worried that Qi Yue would really get the last place in the exam, so he took her to practice swordsmanship every night these days.
Fortunately, Qi Yue's qualifications are good, and the results of the past few days of additional training have been remarkable, and he can survive at least five moves from Shen Jinyu.
Qi Yue had seen Duan Mufeng and other disciples practicing swordsmanship, and Shen Jinyu's swordsmanship should be superior to his. But when she first met Shen Jinyu, he was beaten to the ground by Duan Mufeng in such an embarrassing state.
This made Qi Yue suspicious. During the break, Qi Yue asked tentatively, "Shen Jinyu, your sword skills are so good, why don't you beat them up and let them bully you so much." "
Shen Jinyu did not hide it, "Only if I am ordinary enough to be inconspicuous can I survive here smoothly."
"Huh?" Qi Yue didn't quite understand why she had to let others bully her in order to survive? She wanted to ask again, but out of the corner of her eye she suddenly caught a glimpse of a figure flashing past behind the tree on the opposite side in the dim light.
Chapter completed!