【July 1st, the weather is sunny.

School is on holiday today, it's summer vacation.

This year it was released later than in previous years. The classmates went to the stream to catch crabs. I didn’t like eating that, but he liked it very much, but he was too stupid and didn’t catch any. He was bitten by a small crab.

Today is the day to laugh at him.]

Who is this "he"?

Lin Xi flipped through a few pages. College was all about small things in daily life, and most of them were about "him".

[On January 3, the weather was cloudy.

I like orange very much recently. It must be winter. The winter in the pond is not as good as in the north, but we still feel very cold. Wearing a lot of clothes can’t stop the cold wind from inside. Brother A Cheng learned to knit sweaters. He

Why can I do everything?】

Ah...Brother Cheng...

Lin Xi's heart skipped a beat, and her blood surged rapidly. She flipped through most of the middle pages and opened to the latest page. There was no date or weather conditions, only a few words and a "photo"——

[They all said you were dead and I wasn’t sad, but when I saw you lying there cold and lifeless, I still cried.

The strawberry wine you promised me has not been brewed yet. I tasted it today and found that it tasted different from before. It was very astringent and bitter. I plan to brew it myself.

The wind is very gentle today. I got the admission notice, for both of us.】

However, Tangli is a small place where everyone basically knows each other. As time goes by, the atmosphere changes. People are fearful, and few people are willing to associate with the Jiang family anymore.

His half-brother - Cheng Ye.

That wasn't actually a group photo, it was just two ID photos with a blue background taken together. It was the boy and Jiang Shu he saw on the school bulletin board.

He had also checked Jiang Shu's information before when he was preparing to "get together" with Jiang Shu, but he did not check it in detail. He only checked it from the time she came to Nanshi to go to college. He did not know anything about her past life experience. He only knew that

She has a mother who is in a vegetative state and lives in the hospital in her hometown.

The small warm yellow chandelier on the balcony swayed in the wind. In November, the heating in the house was turned on fully, but Cheng Xiyu felt cold all over.

Love at first sight...ah...what a ridiculous word...

It should be a group photo taken in primary school. The other people were cropped out, leaving only eight or nine-year-old Jiang Shu? Her facial features when she was a child were not much different from what they are now, but they were rounder than now, with more of a child-specific sense of suddenness.

, very cute and quirky.

Later, when Dad Jiang passed away, she didn't realize it yet. She just thought that her father was out working. Her neighbor's grandmother and aunt would often give her delicious food and take good care of their family.

This is good, he will give Jiang Shu money, and Jiang Shu only needs to be with him for three years. It is a clear deal, and no one will bother her when they separate.

She fell in love with me at first sight.

Lin Xi: "…………"

Fortunately, everything got better after she entered junior high school. Jiang Shu had a friend-Cheng Ye.

Cheng Xiyu continued to look down, the smile on his lips gradually faded, and his face became colder and colder.

He opened the document bag and took out the thin information inside. He saw the town where Jiang Shu lived and attached a few photos.

People in the town introduced her to work as a waiter in a bar. At first, Jiang's mother was unwilling to go, but after job failures one after another, she still went, but she was just a simple cleaning waiter, and there was nothing out of line.

Do,

The last line of small words is very blurry, as if it has been washed with water:

【Cheng Ye, you broke your promise.】

………………

Nanshi.

When Cheng Xiyu returned to the military compound, it was not completely dark yet.

Since Jiang Shu moved away, he didn't go back to the Central Mansion very often. Wang Ye worked very quickly and had already put the found information on the table in the afternoon.

His eyes were scarlet, and he suddenly didn't dare to look any further. His trembling hands tried to put the information into the document bag, but they made it even more messy, and a large group photo fell out. At a glance, he saw Jiang Shu and the seven-year-old boy who looked like him.

A boy who looks alike,

Maybe...just a classmate, or a friend...

There are two document bags in total, one of which has "Jiang" written on it with a signature pen, which is Jiang Shu's information.

However, raising a child requires a lot of money. Jiang's mother has never worked outside for half her life. She has a college degree, but she can't find a good job in a small place like Tangli. She is beautiful, and some people think

He wanted to marry her, but Jiang's mother had a deep affection for Jiang's father and was worried that Jiang Shu would be wronged, so she refused.

So... is this your secret?

She held the group photo tightly and stared at the two people above gloomily. The resentment and strange excitement in her heart made her face distorted, almost scary in the dim environment.

Jiang Shu..., you are really going too far, that is Cheng Xiyu,

He had never believed it before.

Later, the boy failed to leave the Jiangnan water town in August, so the girl took him from his hometown and headed north with the wind.

Jiang Shu only had such a short period of happy childhood. During that short period of time, she ran around and played, smiling carefree,

She said...she said she had never been in love before.

There are so many people with the same name in the world, but when he saw this name for the first time, the only thing that came to his mind was the younger brother who had never been masked but who had left an indelible shadow in his life.

That is Cheng Xiyu whom I have loved for so many years but dare not get even close...

Her breath froze, and she picked up the "group photo" in disbelief, feeling mixed emotions in her heart.

………………

He had Jiang Shu transferred to the best hospital in Nanshi and gave her a black card. He knew that Jiang Shu was very poor, otherwise he would not have brought Jiang Shu to Nanshi without conditions.

she likes me,

Unexpectedly, Jiang Shu was just like an ordinary cute and playful girl when she was a child, but she was a little too pretty.

Jiang Shu said it.

Small bugs began to appear frequently in Jiang Shu's schoolbag, and she would be surrounded by children when she walked on the road. Although the children had a partial understanding of what the adults said, they also knew that they were not good words. These vicious words were like knives piercing the still young Jiang Shu.

Shu.

In his mind, he repeated the scene when Jiang Shu saw him for the first time. His face became paler and paler. His usually straight back was slightly arched, and his chest seemed to be strangled. The pain made him almost feel numb.

He paused for a moment, then walked over and turned on only a small warm-colored lamp on the balcony.

Looking at the camera and smiling with bright eyes, Cheng Xiyu touched the photo and raised the corners of her lips slightly,

He thought that when he was a child, Jiang Shu was a shy and silent Captain Snow, and that was why he grew up to be such a cold and beautiful little beauty today.

The information about Cheng Ye ended abruptly in August 2019, which was the day Jiang Shu left Tangli to go to college in Nanshi.

La la la~~

No no no no no, the diary has come out and will be delivered to Cheng Gou tomorrow.

He was very stimulated today, and he will do it again tomorrow!

small theater:

Cheng Gou No. 1: She fell in love with me at first sight.

Cheng Gou No. 2: She lied to me. She lied to my body. Looking up to the sky and screaming jpg.

Shu Bao: You are in good health. Don’t tell me. You really don’t want to tell me.
Chapter completed!