"Aru, don't take Xin Xin with you anymore." Shen Yunxin looked at the scenery outside and said in a calm tone.

Zhong Ru naturally understood what he meant, which meant that she could never see Xu Xin again.

This is definitely not possible!

"Jun Xin, you know. I can't get pregnant, so when I saw Shen Xin, I already regarded her as my own daughter." Zhong Ru looked at him with red eyes, looking pity for me. appearance.

When Shen Yunxin heard what she said, her eyebrows moved.

He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, lit it and put it to his mouth, his half-closed eyebrows blurred in the diffuse smoke rising from his fingertips.

Indeed, Zhong Ru couldn't get pregnant because of him.

"Yun Xin, I didn't mean to mention this. I don't regret helping you block that knife either. I did it voluntarily."

"Aru, forget it." Shen Yunxin let out a long sigh of smoke.

He admitted that he felt sorry for her, but feelings could not be controlled.

"Forget it? How can we forget it?" Zhong Ru turned her head and looked at him. She was startled for a moment, and then tears burst out of her eyes uncontrollably. "Junxin, it's been so many years. I've been with you for so many years. , can’t you still forget her?”

"I can satisfy you whatever you want."

"What do I want?" Zhong Ru sneered, "What I want is the title Mrs. Shen, can you give it to me?"

"Sorry, this won't work." He slowly turned around and glanced at her. There was nothing unusual in his eyes, as cold as ever.

This position belongs to her, his Mrs. Shen.

"Junxin, you need to know. Who was by your side more than ten years ago to accompany you through that dark time? Who told me that he would marry me? Is it true that all these years of companionship are worth it? Xu Siyi has been with you for more than a year?" Zhong Ru raised her head and asked Shen Yunxin.

"Then why did you leave me in the first place?"

Zhong Ru didn't expect Shen Yunxin to ask herself this question. She replied with a flash of her eyes, "My mother sent me abroad."

She is still lying to him to this day.

"Well, Aru, if you miss it, you miss it. Just let it all go." Shen Yunxin pinched the cigarette in his hand and turned away from the window sill.

Zhong Ru looked at his leaving figure, she couldn't help shouting loudly anymore, her delicate face was covered with hatred and despair, tears were streaming down her face, and she was on the verge of collapse.

Shen Yunxin! You forced me to do this!

"Miss Xu, sit here." The doctor lit a bottle of incense and said to Xu Siyi who was sitting on the sofa.

Yan Zhen saw that the doctor was about to start hypnosis, so he called Zhou Jia and left the office together.

"Ms. Xu, lie down on this couch, close your eyes gently, and cooperate with me to take a deep breath."

"Okay." Xu Siyi lay down on the couch and heard the metronome ticking as soon as she closed her eyes.

"Take a deep breath, inhale." The doctor sat next to him and guided softly, "Now you feel like you are five years old again."

After more than an hour of hypnosis, the doctor came out of the office.

His expression was very solemn. "Mr. Yan, it is exactly as I suspected. Miss Xu was hypnotized by others and forgot all the memories before the age of five."

"Can it be restored?"

The doctor nodded thoughtfully, "It can be recovered, but it may take a long time, and it will also cause Ms. Xu pain, especially during the period of recovering her memory."

"I see."

"Zhenzhen, let's go." Xu Siyi walked out of the doctor's office. She arranged her hair on her forehead and smiled.

There is a saying, after being hypnotized by the doctor, I felt very relaxed after waking up.

"Okay." Yan Zhen also smiled and then said thank you to the doctor and left the hospital with Xu Siyi.

"Master, the young lady is asleep." It was more than an hour after Shen Yunxin returned to the ward from the outside. He looked at the small sleeping pile on the sofa and directly held her in his arms.

"I'll take her back to the old house." After saying that, he turned around, left the ward, and rushed back to the old house.

The Shen family mansion.

"Master, are you back?" The housekeeper ran over quickly when he saw Shen Yunxin's car driving in.

Shen Yunxin carried Xu Xin to the housekeeper, "Take the little lady upstairs to sleep." After saying that, he lowered his head and kissed Xu Xin on the head, and then gave Xu Xin in his arms to the housekeeper.

The housekeeper took Xu Xin's hand lightly and said, "Okay, Master."

Shen Yunxin glanced at them and then walked up the stairs and returned to his bedroom.

He hasn't been back to his old house for a long time.

After a simple wash, Shen Yunxin went to the wine cellar to get a bottle of red wine and sat on the sofa drinking wine alone.

He poured one cup after another of enema into his stomach. He put down the cup only when he felt the alcohol on his head. He closed his eyes and put his hands on his temples. When he opened his eyes again, there seemed to be a layer of vague mist floating in his eyes, and a faint of worry.

He stood up and walked to the balcony, trying to blow the cold wind to wake himself up, but it started to rain lightly outside.

Listening to the sound of rain, thinking back to what Zhong Ru said today, his thoughts wandered further. The turbid old memories came one after another with the sound of rain, and he frowned in weariness.

12 years ago.

"Jun Xin, your father is gone. Now we are the only two mother and son left in this huge Shen family to depend on each other."

"Junxin, your uncle is not a simple person."

"Yun Xin, you must be upright and know how to love, and you must not hurt others."

"Jun Xin."

"Young Master, my wife hanged herself!"

At that time, Shen Yunxin was 17 years old and in her senior year of high school. Within one year, her father died of illness and her mother also hanged herself.

After suffering such a huge blow, he became depressed, like a withered tree, exuding a bluish-gray air of death all day long, giving the impression that it would wither and die at any time.

At this time, a girl broke into his world, making him happy every day and giving him love and care.

Her appearance was like a beam of light shining into his heart, saving Shen Yunxin from the darkness.

So from that moment on, Shen Yunxin vowed to become strong, protect this girl, and promised to marry her as his wife.

And that girl is Zhong Ru.

But just when he thought he had found the one he belonged to, Zhong Ru left him without a word, plunging him into the abyss again and extinguishing the light with his own hands.

From that day on, Shen Yunxin's temperament changed drastically, and only himself and revenge remained in his world.

Everyone in Dongcheng said that he had no heart, and he himself admitted that he had no heart. He did not understand love and thought that the time he spent with Zhong Ru was love.

It wasn't until later that he met Xu Siyi, and the year he spent with her made him understand what love is and what a man's true love for a woman is.

That kind of love includes anger, joy, sadness and happiness.

The time when he truly faced his own heart was during the five years when Xu Siyi died.

Every night for one thousand eight hundred and twenty-five days, he couldn't sleep. Everything about Xu Siyi made him miss him crazily.

Everyone said she was dead, but he didn't believe it.

He searched for her like crazy, but every time there was no news.

So when he met her again, he couldn't help but want to hold on to her. He wanted to hold on to her but was afraid to get close to her.

Afraid that she would disappear into his world again, afraid that she would become a wife.

The rain fell harder and harder, hitting Shen Yunxin on the face, and also pulled his thoughts back from memories. Shen Yunxin's eyes were red, and now he only felt that his chest was like a knife, and he was so painful that he couldn't breathe. .

"Xu Siyi, how can I make you fall in love with me again?"
Chapter completed!