Chapter 487 I Don't Want You To Be Unhappy (2)
"I... still need to think about it." When he took out his phone, Xiaotu felt a little embarrassed again. Seeing this, Jian Zhengyang didn't say anything, but silently expressed his support.
Jian Zhengyang nodded to express his understanding. He would not disturb her and let her think alone. He would support whatever she did anyway, so there was no need to think too much about anything else.
Xiaotu sat alone on the sofa and struggled for a long time. Thinking of Bai Zhengyi's white hair, he pressed his fingers back and forth on the phone, hesitating whether to hit or not.
Finally, when he was distracted, he actually dialed Bai Zhengyi's phone number. When he heard Bai Zhengyi's voice, Xiaotu suddenly realized that he seemed to have made a mistake.
"Xiaotu, what's the matter?" It was rare for Xiaotu to take the initiative to call him. Bai Zhengyi's voice sounded quite excited.
"I..." Xiaotu put the phone to her ear, not knowing what to say.
"What's wrong?" Bai Zhengyi's voice was very gentle. At this time, he lost everything. After seeing many things, he began to pay attention to family affection, especially Xiaotu, the daughter he was very sorry for. Bai Zhengyi had always wanted to
How to compensate Little Rabbit? As long as Little Rabbit asks and can do it, he will definitely do it.
Hearing Bai Zhengyi's voice, Xiaotu felt very complicated. Maybe his mood had changed, so he couldn't remain calm when facing him. In fact, the big reason why Xiaotu's mood could change was because of the Qingming Festival.
Xiaotu suddenly understood what her grandmother said in front of her mother's grave. She often said that she should be content with what she has and should cherish her current life and the people around her with a grateful heart. Although Bai Zhengyi
I have done things that made me sorry for my mother and sorry for myself. However, my mother has passed away many years ago, and I am very happy now. And he has paid the price in the past few years, and he has regretted it himself. There is no need to punish him himself. He has done it himself.
Living in guilt and self-blame, he is only in his fifties, but has gray hair.
Human life is very fragile. In fact, decades pass by in the blink of an eye. Do you really have to wait until he is buried before you regret it? Cherish the people around you, he is also a person around you.
"Xiaotu, did something happen? Are you okay? Do you need any help? Where are you..."
Xiaotu didn't reply, which made Bai Zhengyi think that something happened to Xiaotu. After all, the recent events also left him with lingering thoughts. Now he is completely old, has no fighting spirit, and some of them just want to have a family relationship.
He was just having fun, so he was very worried and nervous about what happened to Xiaotu.
Hearing Bai Zhengyi's nervous tone, Xiaotu felt wet with tears. She suddenly thought of a scene. While she and her family were celebrating the festival happily, Bai Zhengyi was at home deserted with her parents.
I don't know why I thought of this scene, but Xiaotu's mind suddenly became confused, "Dad..."
As soon as this word was spoken, Xiaotu and Bai Zhengyi were stunned at the same time.
What Xiaotu was thinking was that it turned out that this word was not that difficult to say to Bai Zhengyi. After calling it, there seemed to be a bit of a complicated and incomprehensible feeling.
As for Bai Zhengyi, it was like a thunder sounded in his ears. For a moment, he thought it was his illusion, so he asked Xiaotu very carefully, "Xiaotu, I, I just seemed to hear, dad.
Is this word, is it..."
This cautious look made Xiaotu sigh again. When did that majestic figure no longer exist, replaced by an old man who was aging prematurely, "Dad..."
"Alas, alas." This time Bai Zhengyi confirmed that he heard correctly, and immediately nodded excitedly. After nodding, he felt that he should say something, but he didn't know what to say, "Xiaotu, I, you, I...
…”
"Are you at home tomorrow?" We talked for a long time. In the past few years, Xiaotu could clearly feel Bai Zhengyi's attitude towards him, probably because of guilt, and even some flattery to himself. This should be a joy.
However, when she really saw Bai Zhengyi's eyes, she didn't feel very happy.
"Here, there, there."
Suppressing the strangeness in his heart, Xiaotu said, "Zhengyang and I will go see you tomorrow, okay?"
"Okay, okay." Bai Zhengyi was surprised again and again, feeling that tonight was simply too much of a surprise, "Can you come over for lunch tomorrow? I will cook your favorite dishes and call Xiaoyu back. Our family...
"
When talking about the family, I thought that the relationship between Xiaotu and her grandparents was not very good, so she immediately stopped talking, fearing that Xiaotu would be unhappy with her own decision.
Xiaotu sighed secretly. Although she called her daddy, there was still a layer of film between them. Which father would be cautious around his daughter?
Anyway, she has figured it out now and will do what she needs to do. As for Bai Zhengyi's reaction, it is not her calculation. As long as she will not regret it in the future, it will be fine. "I heard from Bai Xiaoyu that my father has been a chef in recent years.
My cooking skills have improved greatly, I will try dad's cooking skills tomorrow."
If Bai Zhengyi knew his own taste, it goes without saying that Bai Xiaoyu must have told him. Xiaotu did not pursue the source of the matter, but settled the matter for tomorrow in just a few words.
"Okay, okay." Bai Zhengyi was very happy. After hanging up the phone, he immediately called Bai Xiaoyu...
Xiaotu hung up the phone and looked at his phone silently. He couldn't calm down for a while. He thought for a while that if he called his father, the relationship between the two would get further. Then he thought that even though he called his father,
, but there is a layer of film between the two of them, as if I am the elder and my father is the junior. This feeling is not pleasant.
Jian Zhengyang watched Xiaotu sitting on the sofa in silence after finishing the phone call, and did not bother her, leaving her alone to think about it for a while. He would not say these comforting words, and it would probably be useless if he did. He might as well let her
She figured it out on her own, and she would figure it out in just a while anyway.
This is indeed the case. Xiaotu struggled alone for a while and felt that it was meaningless. Anyway, she had already taken the first step, so she would take her time in the future.
Chapter completed!