Chapter 110 You dare to say I'm not a man
I ran to question Pei Yilan, but Pei Yilan refused to admit it.
"You can't assume that I said it just because I said it once. My brother has taught me a lesson, and my mother and I have also remained silent, turning a blind eye and not daring to offend you. Why don't you still
Satisfied, what do you want?"
Pei Yilan was furious and acted very tolerant, as if I was making trouble unreasonably.
She also "turns a blind eye" and makes it seem like I really have something, but she doesn't bother to pay attention to me.
"Do you think I really can't find out? Everything has its origin. If it's you, you can find out if it's you." I gritted my teeth and had to warn her.
Pei Yilan's eyes evaded, as if she felt guilty, and she responded angrily: "Okay, go check it out. I didn't do it anyway."
I really called Cheng Chen and asked him to help me investigate this matter. I told Cheng Chen the whole story and admitted frankly that Andre did like me, but I had no interest in him.
Cheng Chen was silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "I believe you, Yi Mo. My intuition is very keen, you are not such a girl. But, having said that, it is not necessarily Pei Yilan who did this. Maybe it was Pei Yilan who did it."
Andre directed and acted himself. Although he was your childhood friend, didn't he always keep his word to you? If he was really doing it for your own good, he would know to keep a distance instead of putting you in a place of eternal destruction.
"
I bit my lip and had to admit that what Cheng Chen said made sense.
"That's why I trouble you to take over this job and check it out for me. I'll still pay the fee..."
"Ah, no, that's not the problem," Cheng Chen waved his hand immediately, "How can I ask you to pay? It won't take long. I will investigate this matter. Not for you, but for this good brother Pei Yixuan, I
I will also find out. Of course, the premise is: what you say is true and you and Andre are innocent."
A faint smile twitched at the corner of my lips, and my heart was as clear as a mirror. No matter what happened, Cheng Chen was still Pei Yixuan's good brother, and he would always be on Pei Yixuan's side at critical moments.
"Okay! I understand." My tone was very calm.
However, before Cheng Chen found out the results, Pei Yixuan once again ran away from the crew and ran home to accuse me.
To be honest, I was really a little stunned. Because this time, he didn't even ask for leave from the crew, he just left the show and flew back without saying a word to the director.
He suddenly appeared in front of me, like a god, which startled me.
"Why did you come back right away? You didn't ask for leave from the crew. This is irresponsible. How much will you lose if you delay for one day?" I was a little anxious. His career has just started, and this unethical approach will only cost him a lot of money.
It will destroy your image.
"Hmph!" Pei Yixuan grabbed my neck and forced me into the corner, "Are you guilty? Are you afraid of what I will see when I suddenly come back?"
I couldn't laugh or cry, and I squeezed his hand: "What am I afraid of? I'm talking about your work? You're doing this, it's wrong! You don't believe me, it's even more wrong! You said you believed me, you said you wouldn't
Do you doubt me again! Did you forget your promise to me so quickly?"
Because my throat was locked, it took a lot of effort to whisper these words, so after I finished speaking, my face was already flushed, and I stared at the protruding veins on Pei Yixuan's handsome face.
This man can change his mind as quickly as turning the pages of a book!
He was roaring: "There are photos to prove it, but you are still relying on it. Do you know what I am taboo about, and you won't avoid it? If you avoid it, how could such a photo happen? Look at this photo...
"
He took out his mobile phone from his pocket with one hand and raised it in front of me: "Where is his dog's paw?"
I went crazy and cursed: "You big idiot! This is just a photo, not a video. Why don't you see that the next move is that I pushed his hand away? People with ulterior motives only kept the most incendiary
What's the purpose of this love picture? Even a three-year-old child can see it, right? Why are you being fooled like a 250-year-old?"
Unexpectedly, Pei Yixuan did not calmly reflect on his own mistakes, but became even more furious: "Lin Yimo, that's enough! Even if this is an accidental screenshot, there are so many of them, is it all accidental? Every day, every day he comes here
Doesn’t he have to go to work to accompany you? Would he do this without your acquiescence? "
I was so angry that my eyes filled with tears, and I choked and said, "I really didn't acquiesce. If you don't even give me this little space for normal interactions between men and women, if you don't even give me this basic respect and trust, then
What's the point of us being together? You can think about this clearly with a hair's breadth. Your sister must have been jealous when she saw Andre and I getting close, so she became jealous and caused trouble again. This time, let's publish it on the Internet.
, embarrass you in public, and you don’t question his guilt, but you question me, are you still a man?”
"I'm not a man! How dare you say that I'm not a man!" Pei Yixuan's already livid face instantly became darker, and the blazing fire in his eyes seemed to burn me to pieces.
I was trembling in my heart. Oops, I was so anxious that I said the wrong thing.
"No, what I mean is that the person you should be looking for is not me. You should ask your sister what her intentions are?" I tried to explain.
"My sister, ha," Pei Yixuan looked down at me from a high position, his eyes suddenly turned cold, "How dare you sow discord? From the beginning to the end, my sister didn't say a word to me. She is Andre's aunt An Xin
Ya couldn't bear to see my nephew not doing his job all day long, so he kindly reminded me. You guys are really awesome. Do you need to meet every day for a normal relationship? A grown man, who is also the general manager of Qiao Group, doesn't go to work and buys groceries with you every day.
, is it an honor to accompany you for a walk?"
I was stunned at the moment, opened my mouth slightly and closed it twice, unable to argue.
I didn't expect that this was what An Anya said. The scene when An Anya arrived at the confinement center that day suddenly appeared in my mind. The look she looked at me was so vicious and sharp. She didn't look like an elder who hates iron but cannot make steel.
Like a mistress caught and raped in bed.
"How's it going? I have nothing to say, right? I have nothing to say?" Pei Yixuan suddenly slapped me in the face. I fell on the bed, and my body bounced twice with the mattress, but soon, I was
Pei Yixuan was suppressed beneath him.
"You dare to say that I am not a man, but I will show you what a man is?" When Pei Yixuan said these words angrily through his teeth, he had already transformed into a devil.
This night, he bent me into various positions and humiliated me to his heart's content, just to prove that he was a man.
I was knocked unconscious by him...
When I woke up, I looked at the sleeping man next to me. This man was once the male god in my heart, the idol I had worshiped for many years, a man who would make me tremble with fear even if I just look at it. At this moment, I
But I had the urge to bite him to death.
I hate it so much.
After the oath of eternal love, why is there endless distrust?
I don't want to stay in this home anymore.
As soon as my blood surged, I immediately got out of bed, put on my slippers, and rushed out.
Originally, I subconsciously ran in the direction of the orphanage. Suddenly, I stood there, thinking not to bother my relatives anymore, so I gritted my teeth and turned around and ran in the other direction.
That was the direction of Jiangbin Park. I ran and ran until I reached a bridge in the city. Under the bridge, there was an artificial lake in the city with sparkling blue waves. On the lake, several solar-powered yachts were floating on the lake. Early in the morning, there were no tourists.
, only a few egrets flew by.
I held on to the bridge railing, looked at the lake in the early morning, and sobbed.
I think about what happened to me when I was a child, the tragic death of my little sister, and my current husband’s family, and I feel a chill in my heart. In fact, people who have never experienced it personally don’t know that the psychological shadow of being abused as a child will always affect them.
When I grow up.
Although I have always been sunny, this shadow, at certain sad moments, still involuntarily sprang out from the bottom of my heart, like a poisonous snake, swallowing up any hope I might have had.
Pessimism was omnipresent and invaded me overwhelmingly. I couldn't bear the thought that the family of origin that I tried so hard to get rid of might reappear in my husband's family where I would live for the rest of my life.
Suddenly, my body was shaking uncontrollably like sieving rice. Why did Pei Yixuan slap me every time he misunderstood me? When I was a child, the fear of being slapped came again. Pei Yixuan's handsome face overlapped with his father's face many times.
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No! Don’t go back to the past, don’t go back to the past!
I suddenly burst into tears. In my hazy eyes, I could clearly see the rising sun shooting out of the sky, but I felt the darkness all over the world. This darkness made me want to jump into the lake immediately. It would be best to drown immediately.
, free yourself from everything and regain your freedom.
This idea is getting stronger and stronger, so strong that I can't suppress it.
Pei Yixuan can't change, he can't change, he is a domestic abuser, he is a domestic abuser...
I don't know why, but this annoying thought keeps repeating in my mind.
Cold sweat broke out on my forehead, and the urge to jump down was so strong that I didn’t know when I had taken off my shoes. I climbed up the bridge railing and leaned down...
Suddenly, Lele's angelic little face came into my mind, and I was stunned. I jumped down from the railing and ran under the bridge with all my strength until I ran to the lake. I jumped into the lake with a splash.
Of course, I didn't want to commit suicide. When I was on the bridge, I really wanted to die, but now, I just want to swim and use the cold lake water to stimulate my chaotic brain and restore my clarity.
"Hiss—" I took several breaths.
I feel sober, but I forgot that the Chinese New Year is almost here. It is the twelfth lunar month of winter, and the coldness of the lake is like a sharp blade, which can slow down every inch of skin on the body.
Chapter completed!