Chapter 229: No Courage to Die
Xu Jingsi was silent, "What did Yu Sen say?"
"He?" He Runxiang smiled bitterly, "He said he doesn't want children and won't divorce. If we really don't have children in the future, we will just live like this!"
"Since he is on your side, don't think too much!"
"Xu Jing!" He Runxiang looked at her. Once she didn't hide it, her eyes were full of pain. "Please help me think of a way. I really can't stand it anymore. I don't want to see Yu Sen now. When I see him
I feel sorry for him!"
Xu Jingsi was silent. It is difficult for an upright official to deal with household affairs. This is a famous saying from ancient times. What can she do?
"What do your parents think?"
"My parents only had me when they were forty years old. They are almost seventy this year. They are already under a lot of psychological pressure because of my affairs. I don't want to bother them with this matter anymore!"
Xu Jingsi's heart was extremely heavy...
"Xu Jing, I want to divorce Yu Sen!" He Runxiang suddenly said.
Xu Jingsi was startled, "Don't think too much, Yu Sen treats you well!"
"But if this continues, I will collapse!" He Runxiang put her elbows on the table, put her hands in her hair, and almost shouted, "I will really collapse!"
There was no one in the store at this moment, but Teacher He's voice shocked the employees in the store.
Xu Jingsi's face turned cold, she quickly stood up, walked to He Runxiang, put her arm on her arm, and took her out of the store!
Xu Jingsi took the keys to the motorcycle and asked He Runxiang to sit still. She rode in front, feeling very heavy. If this continued, given He Runxiang's character, she would really collapse!
But she must not give her any advice on such a matter, because for He Runxiang, any decision will change her life's destiny!
He Runxiang lay on Xu Jingsi's shoulder. How she wanted to sit on a motorcycle like this and move forward without end!
Xu Jingsi took He Runxiang directly to Xiaoming Lake. It took Wen Tingjun more than ten minutes to drive that day, and it took her half an hour to ride a motorcycle. Overall, driving was faster!
Xu Jingsi took He Runxiang to find a bench by the lake, asked her to press down on the chair, and said to her, "Just be quiet, I'll accompany you!" She said and sat down next to He Runxiang.
In summer, Xiaoming Lake is covered with lotus leaves. It is the season when lotus flowers are in full bloom. They are white, pink, light purple...the flowers are bright, and the wind blows, making waves on the lake.
, and even the large lotus leaves swayed, it was so beautiful!
I don't know how long I sat there, but He Runxiang, who had been silent, suddenly said, "I remember not long after we got married, I always felt nauseous and uncomfortable because of an imbalance in my spleen and stomach. My mother-in-law thought I was pregnant. Yu Sen was so happy that he urged me
I went to the hospital for a checkup, but unfortunately, not only was I not pregnant, but it was also not found that my fallopian tubes were blocked on both sides."
"I spent almost every day that year taking soups and medicines. Everything I ate smelled like medicine, but I didn't feel any better at all. Every New Year's holiday was the most difficult time for me, because almost all my relatives were asking, why?
So, has there been any movement? Those who know the situation will ask, has it been cured? In the end, there was still no movement, and they would say, let’s hold one, let’s buy one, and some even gave me advice to my mother-in-law.
Sen went to the countryside to find a woman who would give the two of them money to give birth to a child, who could also be considered as the flesh and blood of the Yu family..."
He Runxiang gradually choked up, "I didn't dare to go to my mother-in-law's house at all. As soon as I went there, my mother-in-law criticized Sang and Huai, saying that Yu Sen married a chicken that couldn't lay eggs! My parents are both high-level intellectuals, and I didn't want to marry Yu Sen.
Married up and down. When we first got married, my father-in-law and mother-in-law were extremely enthusiastic about my parents, but now...even my parents can't even raise their heads in front of them!"
"Yu Sen said that. At worst, the two of us will spend our lives together, but today's life is not made up of just the two of us!" He Runxiang's voice became louder, "If this continues, I will collapse and go crazy. Sometimes
I often think that it would be nice if a car hits me and kills me on the road, but I don’t have the courage!” She held Xu Jingsi’s hand and burst into tears, “Xu Jing, I really don’t have the courage to die, I’m not even thirty yet.
Years old, I like this world so much, I really don’t have the courage!”
Xu Jingsi's hand was so painful when she grabbed it, "Just die if you don't have the courage, just die if you don't have the courage!"
If she doesn't have the courage to die, it means she can't be depressed or have mental problems. It would be terrible if she keeps wanting to die!
He Runxiang cried hard, as if she wanted to vent all the grievances in her heart!
Xu Jingsi was silent, she could only remain silent.
For thousands of years, the world has regarded women as necessary to carry on the family line. Without this ‘function’, it seems that women deserve death!
No matter who you put it on, you can only suffer it forever, because you can't change other people's ideas!
He Runxiang finally wiped her eyes and made up her mind, "I can't escape the first grade of junior high school, but I can't escape the fifteenth grade. I have decided to divorce Yu Sen! Even if I die alone, I don't want to continue like this!"
Xu Jingsi thought to herself, if it were herself, she might choose to divorce, because conflicts would break out sooner or later!
"what....."
Xu Jingsi was interrupted by He Runxiang before she could say anything, "Xu Jing, don't tell me things like 'Yu Sen is good to me'. He is good to me, but no matter how good he is, he can't give birth to me."
My child cannot bear the pain for me!"
"No, I didn't want to say Yu Sen. I just wanted to tell you that if I have a child in the future, I will let him recognize you as his godmother, and let her take care of you until you die!"
She has grown very long in her life. He Runxiang is not yet thirty this year, so how could she know that her life will be like this? Besides, even if she wants to divorce, Yu Sen may not divorce her!
He Runxiang's eyes were still filled with tears, but she smiled, "As you said, if no one takes care of me when I get old, I will be dependent on you!"
Xu Jingsi held her hand without letting go, "When did I stop keeping my words?"
In the 1980s, He Runxiang was her close friend. She hoped that she would get better, but things didn't work out...
He Runxiang wiped her eyes and took a deep breath, "Xu Jing, let's go back!"
Xu Jingsi's heart was very heavy. For He Runxiang, leaving or not leaving was not a happy thing!
The two of them went back, and Xu Jingsi sent He Runxiang directly downstairs to the dormitory of the machinery factory.
When He Runxiang was going upstairs, Xu Jingsi stopped her, "When you talk to Yu Sen, you must say it calmly and don't argue. If you have difficulties, he will not be without pressure!"
He Runxiang waved towards her and smiled brightly, "Go back and clean up your kennel quickly, and I will keep you company while I wait!" After that, he turned around and went upstairs!
Xu Jingsi sat on the motorcycle with her feet on the ground. She sighed helplessly and turned to leave, but she didn't want to see a haggard-looking young man walking across from her!
Chapter completed!