118, scheming cruel man 16(1/2)
Lin Qing felt that when she said this, her tone was even harsh and her emotions were being suppressed.
He looked at Ji Huai, wanting to see his reaction.
"No." Ji Huai did not refute fiercely, but added, "The molecular structure has been destroyed, and it is theoretically impossible to restore it."
Hearing this, Lin Qing did not quarrel with him, but there was still some unspeakable feeling deep in her heart, "Isn't that it? It's the same with feelings. If they are broken, they are broken. Even if they stick together again, the scars will still be there."
"Mirrors are dead objects, but people are not. People have spirituality. I don't think it's appropriate to compare mirrors to feelings. The way to avoid making the same mistakes is to reflect and make corrections, to solve the problem, and if you can't solve it, then find another way to solve it." Ji Huai
Looking into her eyes, he continued, "Besides, what I almost lost will be cherished even more in the future."
Lin Qing couldn't compete with him, so she looked at Xiao Sensen in front of her and shouted, "Baby, come here and drink some water."
"I will not force you to make a decision, because this is not your original intention. I hope that one day you will be willing to remarry me." Ji Huai said.
"I won't do it willingly, and I don't want to either." Lin Qing refused simply and decisively. Before the last word left her voice, she saw his eyes dimming suddenly, and a slight tingling pain started to spread at the top of his heart.
She turned her head away, wanting to be a cruel person, walking towards her son with a water glass, squatting down to feed him water, and reaching out to wipe his sweat, but she was a little absent-minded.
"Sensen is full." Little Sensen took a few more sips and said, "Mom, the spaceship I'm on has a horn. It's a horned spaceship."
"Then can it fly?" Lin Qing asked.
"It will jump." Xiao Sensen pointed to his building blocks, then squatted down and jumped, "Like a big frog, like this..."
He squatted and jumped, making Lin Qing laugh. She turned her head and saw Ji Huai standing behind her with an expressionless face, with emotions in his eyes that she couldn't understand.
When her son walked away to play, she stood up and turned around to face Ji Huai. His low words came out, a little hoarse, "Really, you didn't think about it at all?"
He asked very seriously. At that moment, Lin Qing subconsciously avoided his sight, moved her lips, and after a while, she managed to say, "Yeah."
Don't think about it anymore, just be safe.
In desperation, Ji Huai reached out for her hand and held her slender wrist, "I take back what I just said. Now is not the time to think about it."
"It's not that far yet."
This look was like playing rogue, but Lin Qing breathed a sigh of relief for some reason and didn't feel disgusted.
"I'm not in a hurry." Ji Huai pulled her to his side, pretending to be relaxed again, "Take your time."
Lin Qing slowly freed her hand.
Ji Huai clenched his backhand tightly, then quickly interlocked his fingers.
She tugged twice more, frowned, and said, "Let go."
"Okay." Ji Huai looked at her frowning brows, obediently let go of her hands, pursed her thin lips and smiled slightly.
"Who is laughing with you?" Lin Qing put her hands behind her back, turned and walked to the other side.
The moment she turned around, she didn't notice that her eyebrows were slightly curved. The two of them looked like young people who were at odds with each other. No matter how calm they pretended to be, only she knew the fluctuations in her heart.
It should be considered that he was filled with anxiety and expectation, but it was hidden deep down and covered with a layer of calmness and sobriety.
Lin Qing knew Ji Huai's temper better than anyone else. He was really tolerant and did things without any haste or impatience. He really didn't say anything about things he didn't say.
Everything is back to how it used to be.
The two of them took care of the children together, picked them up and dropped them off, and during Ji Huai's birthday, the three of them went to the province next door for three days.
Everything is fine, it looks like a family.
Time passed and it was early July.
Lin Qing's exam time has been set for mid-August, and the registration method has been released. At the beginning of July, Kosensen Kindergarten is on holiday.
Lin Qing has to review, Ji Huai has moved to a new position, has social activities from time to time, and has many things to do.
With no one to take care of her children, Lin Qing gritted her teeth and had no choice but to send her children to so-called "interest classes".
Little Sensen has always been obedient, so he went to school obediently and played with the teacher and the children. His interest was quite high in the first few days.
It doesn't work anymore later on. Maybe it's because there are few children and the teacher in charge is not familiar with him. He doesn't want to go to school after a few days and gets upset at home.
Lin Qing is really one of the two. In order to prepare for the exam, she quit her job in the last month. Because she passed the written exam and there were only three days before the interview, she must prepare together. If she passes the exam,
I won’t do this job again. If I can’t pass the exam, I won’t do this job again. Fortunately, I quit.
The psychological pressure was increasing day by day. Xiao Sensen made a fuss to go to Ji Huai's place. She wanted to send him there and let Ji Huai take him. He seemed to be resting today.
After leaving, Ji Huai received a call and had to go to the company temporarily.
She was about to explode, and she didn't know why her temper suddenly rose up, and she was forced to suppress it.
Ji Huai also felt guilty. He walked up to her and said apologetically, "I'll try to come back as soon as possible. I'll take him with me then."
"You can go ahead." Lin Qing wasn't that unreasonable, but she didn't realize there was a trace of anger in what she said.
"Maybe just an hour." Ji Huai looked down at her slightly, put his hand on her shoulder, and lowered his tone again, "I'm sorry."
Lin Qing looked towards the door, "You go ahead."
"Are you angry?" Ji Huai didn't leave. He bent down and continued to look into her eyes, coaxing her a little, "I didn't expect to go to the company suddenly, otherwise I wouldn't let you come."
"I'm not angry." Lin Qing said sternly, word by word, "Why don't you hurry up?!"
There happened to be a special lecture on this topic at a nearby university. She originally wanted to rush over to attend it, but it seemed that it was too late.
This serious look was obviously irritating, but he was holding it back. Ji Huai couldn't hold it back and leaned slightly towards her to kiss her.
Lin Qing didn't move.
When the kiss was about to arrive, Xiao Sensen ran over and shouted, "Dad, where are the blocks?"
Lin Qing's face was hot, and the tips of her ears were red. She was surprised that she didn't hide, so she quickly pushed him away. Ji Huai's cell phone also rang, someone was urging her.
He glanced at the phone call, which should be quite important, and said hurriedly to Lin Qing, "Xiao Qing, I really have to leave."
"Baby, the blocks are in the cabinet under the TV. Dad will be back with you later."
His figure quickly disappeared into the corridor.
Lin Qing closed the door and looked at Xiao Sensen who was pouring out the building blocks. Her head ached again, "Baby, can we go to the kindergarten tomorrow?"
She really can't bring her here. Later, she may have to go to an interview class in advance, which lasts a whole day, and the price is very expensive, so she has to do her homework in advance.
"No." Xiao Sensen refused simply, lowering his head and muttering, "I don't want to go, it's not fun at all."
"But mom doesn't have time to take care of you." She squatted beside her son and said softly.
"I can play by myself." Xiao Sensen picked up a building block, looked at her and smiled, "Dad can play with me too."
"Mom, Sensen is very well-behaved and can play by himself."
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Lin Qing looked at his well-behaved look and felt that it was cruel to force him to go to kindergarten, so she sat aside and played with him.
While playing with him and waiting for Ji Huai, it was clearly agreed that it would take an hour, but in the end, no one was seen all afternoon.
Lin Qing thought he was busy with work and didn't call to remind him.
The child had limited physical strength and was tired from running and jumping, so he took Lin Qing to his room to sleep and asked his mother to tell him a bedtime story.
The bed in his room was too small and uncomfortable to sleep in, and the second bedroom was uninhabitable, so Lin Qing took him to the master bedroom.
The style of the master bedroom has not changed. There is still a wedding photo of the two hanging on the bedside, and there is an additional photo frame on the bedside table, which was taken during their last trip.
In the photo, she was holding Xiao Sensen, Ji Huai was standing in front, and Xiao Sensen was still holding his shoulders, laughing so hard that she couldn't even remember that she laughed so heartily.
When I suddenly saw this photo, I was still a little shy, so I opened the quilt and went to bed, holding my son in my arms.
She had been staying up late at night reading recently, so Ji Huai would bring little Sensen back. There was a bedtime story on the bedside, and she took it over and started reading.
After telling two stories, the little guy fell asleep in her arms. She lowered her head, kissed her son, and laid him down. She originally planned to get up and read a book, but she was very tired. The bed was soft and comfortable. Ji Huai
The soap used smells pretty good.
Drowsily, she also fell asleep.
The setting sun tilts and evening falls.
When Ji Huai returned home, the room was dark. He thought Lin Qing was angry and took her son back.
When she turned on the light and saw her bag on the sofa, she breathed a sigh of relief again.
When walking back to the bedroom, Xiao Sensen sat up from the bed, stretched out his hand to rub his eyes, looked at him, and softly called, "Dad."
Ji Huai's heart dropped. He made a small movement and walked over to hug him. Seeing that Lin Qing was not awake yet, he carefully picked him up, covered her with a quilt, and carried his son out.
It was late now, so Ji Huai didn't cook and ordered a takeaway. He and his son ate one portion and left one portion for Lin Qing.
By the time the two of them finished eating, Lin Qing was still awake.
Ji Huai checked the time and went to the room to wake her up. He agreed to wait for an hour, but was dragged to a meeting, which probably made her angry.
Entering the room, he walked to the bedside, leaned down and called her softly, "Xiaoqing."
Lin Qing frowned and did not open her eyes.
The room was dark, and he couldn't see her expression clearly.
Ji Huai pushed her messy hair back slightly. Before she could speak again, Lin Qing opened her eyes listlessly. She looked at him first, and then was stunned.
To be continued...