The other person's mouth tightened, and he started crying immediately, as if to say: I don't want daddy to hug me.

"Huh?" Ji Huai lowered his head and looked at the little guy, "You didn't cry just now, but now you are crying when you see your mother? Are you complaining to your mother that your father ignored you just now?"

"Yeah?"

He reached out and poked his daughter's little face.

"You just washed your hands and your hands are cold. Don't poke her." Su Jing said softly, grabbed his hand and touched her daughter's face.

Ji Huai didn't continue, and changed the subject, "Would you like to go for a walk? The sun has just set, so I can go for a walk with my daughter in my arms."

"Yeah." Su Jing did not refuse.

Since the third trimester of her pregnancy, she had rarely gone out. After giving birth, she never went out except to the hospital.

Even walking outside the door has become a luxury. He leaves early and comes home late, sleeping in the guest room. Ji's mother can at most help him, but most of the time she takes care of him by herself.

Her activity area was in the bedroom. In the past, there was Qin Qiuhua's family downstairs. Unless she had to go downstairs, she would only stay in her room.

This is how suppressed and pessimistic emotions accumulate little by little.

The two of them walked side by side along the road. This is also a community. At this time, there are many old people walking their dogs. There are also a group of old people playing chess and children playing.

Su Jing held the child, who seemed a little sleepy. She walked very slowly, patted her daughter gently, and after she fell asleep, she mentioned as if unintentionally, "Where are the eldest brother and sister-in-law?"

"Let's rent a house somewhere else, I didn't ask." Ji Huai put his arm around her waist and slowed down.

Su Jing: "...What did mom say?"

Qin Qiuhua's two children both go to school in the city. Both of them are lazy and lazy. How can they afford to raise their children?

They may not even have the money to rent a house, and Ji's mother is afraid that she will criticize them.

"Mom actually said that the house was empty and she wanted them to live in it. I ignored her. Who said they should live in the house if it was empty? Mom didn't come to help us take care of the children, and she wanted to make trouble for us? They won't be welcome in the future.

Come on, don't let me put a foot in." Ji Huai said in an irritable and unhappy tone.

Su Jing knew what was going on and didn't ask any more questions.

It would be best not to come. She is really not good at dealing with people. She would be much more comfortable if she didn't come.

"She's asleep, let me hold her." Ji Huai carefully took his daughter from her arms.

When he picked her up, Su Jing squeezed her sore hands. Her daughter was getting heavier and heavier, and she was tired from holding her. She also clearly felt that her body was weak and her immunity was not as good as before.

When she went back, the sun had already set, and there were only some golden clouds left in the sky. She held Ji Huai's shoulder, leaned her head slightly on his shoulder, looked at the clouds, and walked back along the original road.

Su Jing's appetite has always been bad. In the past, she would force herself to eat more, otherwise she would run out of milk. Later, after her daughter was weaned from breastfeeding and took medicine again, she lost her appetite and had no motivation to eat.

Sister-in-law Li cooked a table and stewed a soup specially for her, but she felt full after moving her chopsticks twice.

Ji Huai was quite good at eating. Su Jing stared at him and thought he ate really deliciously.

"Do you think I'm full?" He put down his chopsticks, filled her with a bowl of soup, and placed it in front of her. "It's okay if you don't eat. Eat more vegetables."

"I do not want to eat."

"Eat." He spoke forcefully, "When do you eat? When do you get up? If you don't eat, how will you get the strength? After a while, you won't be able to hold my daughter."

Su Jing lowered her head, took a spoon, and ate small spoonfuls by small spoonfuls.

"After giving birth to a child, you still contract the problem of picky eating? This habit needs to be changed." Ji Huai did not direct this to her illness, and he would never mention this word.

In his opinion, everything is not a symptom, there are no symptoms, and he will not specifically emphasize it.

"Open your mouth." He peeled off a shrimp and stuffed it into her mouth, "You may have lost a few pounds in the past few days, why don't you eat?"

Su Jing obediently opened her mouth, "Wouldn't it be nice to lose weight? You don't have to lose weight, and you don't have to breastfeed. Why do you eat so much?"

In the past, she wanted to be a cow, so they all stuffed it into her mouth. If she didn't eat, it was her fault. She didn't have the consciousness of being a mother, so she had to eat until she vomited. Now her daughter is drinking milk powder.

"You have to eat even if you're not breastfeeding. If you want to lose weight, you have to exercise tomorrow. If you don't starve to lose weight, that's very unhealthy." Ji Huai peeled another shrimp for her, "You have to eat like this whether you're breastfeeding or not. Eat more.

point."

"How to exercise?" she asked again.

She was in bad health and wanted to get back to her previous figure, but she had no time or energy to think about it. She was unkempt and weak all day long.

Sometimes she was lying in bed, clearly thinking that she had gotten up to exercise, but in the end she found that she was still in bed, and her depression and negativity would come in at any time, and it was like there were two split people in her body.

One wanted to stand up, and the other pulled her desperately.

"I'll teach you tomorrow," he said.

So Su Jing began to look forward to tomorrow, as if she had grasped a glimmer of hope, but tomorrow was very slow, and she lay in bed unable to sleep.

Tossing and turning, feeling chest tightness, shortness of breath, and dizziness.

"Can't sleep." Ji Huai suddenly spoke next to her.

Su Jing turned her head to look at him, her eyes were not sleepy at all, but also mixed with anxiety, and she didn't speak.

"Aren't you sleeping either?" He reached out and turned on the night light.

Su Jing squinted her eyes under the light and reached out to cover her eyes.

"Want to watch a movie?" he asked again.

In fact, she didn't want to. When she was depressed, she just wanted to cry alone. It seemed that she could feel relieved by crying heartbreakingly, otherwise she would be suffocated to death.

Or fall into persistent self-loathing and disgust with oneself.

As soon as she started to think wildly, she began to feel that the future was dark and life was like a pool of stagnant water.

"I just found a good movie recently." He said and turned on the movie viewing mode.

When she was pregnant, he often watched movies with her, so he installed a projector in the master bedroom.

Perhaps he was very kind to her at first, but the contrast after giving birth was something she couldn't accept. Coupled with various factors, her inner defenses were broken, and she became depressed.

Afraid of waking up his daughter, Ji Huai turned the volume down deliberately. Su Jing looked at the movie he was playing and hid under the bed with a "shua". She stretched out her hand to hit him, ignoring the melancholy just now, "Turn it off!"

I showed her ghost movies again.

When we were together, he showed her ghost movies every day. She was so scared that she didn't dare to go home, so she could only stay at his place. She was so scared that she would sleep with him in her arms. Everything that happened next was a matter of course.

"Comedy movie, not scary at all." Ji Huai's low laughter came from outside. He said, taking her out of the quilt, "I won't scare you in the middle of the night."

Su Jing nestled in his arms, not believing it at all, "Turn it off!"

Ji Huai took her hand, put it around his neck, and looked at her, "It's really a comedy, not scary."

"Turn it off." She said again.

"Then you kiss me and I'll turn it off." Ji Huai looked at her and said, pointing to his lips.

Su Jing's eyes fell on his face, looking at his slender eyelashes in trance under the light of the bedroom.

Ever since she gave birth to the child, she had been in a bad mood, and the two of them had never been intimate. She felt extremely embarrassed, so she did not take the initiative to contact him. Sometimes she hated herself, and sometimes she hated him.

"Kiss or not? I pressed play." Ji Huai gestured to let go of his hand holding her waist and continue playing the movie.

"Don't." Su Jing hurried over and kissed him, but soon moved away, but Ji Huai grabbed the back of her head and deepened the kiss.

He used a familiar technique to pry open her teeth, go deep inside, and toss and turn along the line of her lips.

Su Jing was about to die, so he reluctantly let go of her mouth, and in a low voice, she pecked her again, "What did you eat? It's softer than before."

After saying that, he buried his furry head in her neck and said seriously, "Why does it smell like milk? It smells so good."

Su Jing saw him sniffing around like a dog, so she was very embarrassed and stopped her, "Don't make trouble."

Ji Huai: "I smell the fragrance."

She held his head in her hands to prevent him from continuing to smell, "Okay, let's watch a movie."

"It really smells good." Ji Huai still didn't want to give up. Like a child who didn't get candy, he insisted on making trouble with her.

She couldn't help it, and after a while of fussing, he held her in his arms again, chose a martial arts movie, and started watching it.

Su Jing was held by him and leaned in his arms. Ji Huai put his arms around her and held their hands.
Chapter completed!