325, the timid man with a twisted character 11(1/3)
Shen Qingqing left immediately after scolding him, while Ji Zilan lost face and left with her tail between her legs.
Gu Tong accompanied Shen Qingqing to get the report results again. She didn't feel anything abnormal along the way. Something with a small chance still happened, she was pregnant.
After knowing the result, Shen Qingqing didn't say anything special and walked towards the hospital with a calm expression, which made Gu Tong even more worried. After walking out of the hospital, Gu Tong saw that her shoulders began to tremble violently. She walked up quickly, and the other party was already there.
Tears streamed down his face, and the tears fell down.
Seeing her cry, Gu Tong breathed a sigh of relief. It would have been a big problem if he kept it in his heart. She didn't say anything and just handed her a tissue.
During this period, Ji Huai also called. Shen Qingqing took out her cell phone and saw that it was him, and hung up immediately.
On the other side, Ji Huai was buying ingredients in the supermarket. When he saw the call hung up, he felt a little panicked. He looked at the time and saw that he had already gotten off work. After waiting for a while, he was still worried, so he called again, but was still hung up.
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He made a call to Gu Tong, and the other party answered the call, but he didn't know what to say. He could only sigh and handed the phone to Shen Qingqing.
Shen Qingqing's voice was nasal and extremely cold: I don't want to hear his voice.
When Ji Huai heard this, his heart stopped for a moment. He quickly walked out of the supermarket without taking anything and drove directly home.
When he got home, the door was open, and he hurriedly entered the bedroom and saw Shen Qingqing packing her luggage.
"Where are you going? Is there any event in the company?" His voice was shaking a little when he spoke, and he couldn't control it. He couldn't control his body's instinctive reaction. He swallowed and his face looked extremely ugly.
Shen Qingqing was putting clothes in the suitcase, and she threw the divorce agreement in the cabinet on the table. "You should have read it. If there are no problems, just sign it."
"What is this?" Ji Huai pretended to be stupid and his expression gradually became stiff.
Shen Qingqing didn't say . She kept staring at him with red and swollen eyes. She raised her voice and couldn't stop her tears from flowing out. She asked one word at a time, "Don't you know?"
"Qingqing." Seeing her excitement, Gu Tong's face turned red and he called her softly. Shen Qingqing pointed at Ji Huai and cried to her, "Don't you think he doesn't know? He knows! In his heart
I have been angry all the time, thinking about how to torture me, thinking that I would not dare to divorce, but in the end, I was afraid that I would get divorced."
"He was afraid during this period. He was trying to please me. He was afraid that if I divorced him and he would become divorced, he would lose face. So he was cautious and pretended to admit his mistake. Everything was false."
She cried so hard that her vision was blurred and she wiped away tears. She was a little incoherent and laughed at herself, "Everything is fake, not true. I don't know how much he went too far."
Ji Huai wanted to move forward, but Shen Qingqing took a step back.
She was quite right. In his last life, he refused to divorce. On the one hand, he liked her, but on the other hand, he was unwilling to accept her divorce. He had no bright spots since he was a child. After the divorce, he was even more ridiculed, but his reluctance to let her go gradually
Beyond that pitiful self-esteem.
He is the first person she likes. His wife has never been such a caring person. He has severe emotional mysophobia, so he hopes that she is also "pure", so he is so stubborn. When he learned that she might like Ji Xi
, just dived into the horn of the bull, very painful.
"Everything has a reason. All the quarrels are just because he feels that I am not worthy, and he feels that he is at a disadvantage, so he tries to find a balance by torturing me and suppressing me." Shen Qingqing has straightened out everything and feels that she is very happy.
Ridiculous, I took the clothes and continued to put them in the suitcase, crying and saying, "I'm just a fool. I think it's because I just got married, so I need time to get used to it. I just got married, and it's the first time I left home to go to his house for the New Year. It's the place where I live."
We were not familiar with each other, so he started to pick fights with me in the first year of junior high school. I didn't sleep for several nights. He always took the opportunity to quarrel with me, and he didn't have a good face."
"Later, he thought that I was not good at all. Nothing I did was bad. I didn't wear makeup or clothes well. I couldn't speak. I was stupid. I had no merit in his eyes."
"I was wrong, I'm sorry, I..." Ji Huai reached into her suitcase and took out her clothes. He kept apologizing and tried to hug her but was pushed away.
Even if Shen Qingqing is unhappy, she rarely talks about her marriage to the people around her. She is afraid that her parents will worry, and Gutong is even more afraid of marriage. She just feels so wronged. For a while, she even thought that she might have to go through this in her life.
At this stage, living with another person is bound to be bumpy. It will get better later, but it turns out it is not.
Her suppressed emotions exploded, Ji Huai put all the clothes he had taken out back, his eyes were extremely disappointed, and said to him, " All the accusations, abuse and disgust, if they are all
I can understand your bad temper and what you say indiscriminately, but you don't. You hope that by suppressing me, I will become a very bad person, because you think Ji Xi and I have been on a blind date.
, so I am dirty, I am not worthy in your heart, and I am not worthy of your kindness. I am calculating and comparing, maybe I will never deserve your forgiveness."
"How could there be a person with such a character? I have already been convicted of a crime in my heart, and it is a capital crime, right? All the kindness I do to you is atonement, and the kindness I do to me is charity."
Shen Qingqing's crystal tears welled up in her eye sockets, and she looked at him with a wry smile, "Why bother? I'm so tired too. Since I can't get over the hurdle in my heart, just let me go, okay?"
No one knows Ji Huai's stubbornness better than her. He is sensitive and has low self-esteem. What Ji Zilan said is actually right. He is actually very stingy, otherwise he would not fight her desperately for one thing.
Exhausting all the effort. One second she might be quite happy, but the next second she thinks about it, she is sarcastic and can't wait to throw all the dirty words at her.
"No." Ji Huai shook his head without hesitation and his eyes were red, "I have really changed and I have been making up for it. It was just a misunderstanding. There is something wrong with my temperament. I have also changed it during this period. I have changed a lot.
?"
He hoped to gain her approval because he really changed his life. Later, he became a very humble and gentle person, not so arrogant. He had a rich spiritual world and didn't care about anyone's opinions.
"Fake." Shen Qingqing didn't believe him at all. She just thought that he was just afraid of divorce. After coaxing her back, it would be a new round of violent attacks, and she could no longer bear it.
After saying that, she closed the suitcase, pulled it and walked out. Ji Huai was fighting with her not to let her go. He grabbed her waist, his nose twitched slightly, his thin lips turned white, and he suppressed his voice,
"Are my feelings for you also fake? Can't you feel it?"
He loves her very much. Although he has not said it out loud, he has never hidden his love during this period. He is not good at expressing it and can only use actions.
Shen Qingqing stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, but didn't look back and kept walking out.
Ji Huai refused to let her go and stopped her to grab the suitcase again.
"Let go!" Shen Qingqing cried so hard that she was out of breath. She pushed him with one hand and grabbed him with the other, and her body shook twice.
Gu Tong didn't want to get involved in the two people's affairs, but he was just afraid of something happening. He supported her and reminded Ji Huai with a frown, "She's pregnant. Don't argue with her."
Ji Huai suddenly froze and did not dare to fight with her again. He was really panicking this time.
According to his memory, Shen Qingqing was found to be pregnant after she filed for divorce with him in the last life, but the fight was too fierce and she couldn't keep it. She didn't get pregnant at the same time in this life. He thought he had escaped pregnancy, but why was she still pregnant?
He had a splitting headache. He didn't dare to irritate her anymore, for fear of hurting her and the child, which would make him regret it for the rest of his life. He quickly took a step back, holding back his emotions and said, "I won't fight with you, don't do it."
Excited."
Shen Qingqing gasped quickly and cried until she was short of breath. She dragged her luggage and looked at Gutong with tears in her eyes, "Shall we go?"
Seeing that Shen Qingqing insisted on leaving, Gu Tong could only go up to help her carry her luggage, and said to Ji Huai, "Let's calm down for a while first."
One knew he was wrong and said it was a misunderstanding, but no one knew what he thought in detail. The other was heartbroken and just thought everything was fake and wanted a divorce. He definitely couldn't talk about it properly now.
Shen Qingqing followed Gu Tong, and Ji Huai followed behind. He didn't dare to say , but he refused to leave. When they got in the car, he drove to follow them.
Gu Tong looked at Ji Huai behind him through the rearview mirror, and then at Shen Qingqing who couldn't stop crying. Tears were streaming down her face, and she didn't know how to comfort him.
Her parents divorced when she was a child, and she grew up on her own. Marriage and children were a burden to her, so she loved herself the most, but she was very selfish. Shen Qingqing and she were obviously different people, and she couldn't persuade her.
Shen Qingqing lived with Gu Tong in the dormitory of the unit, and they slept together. However, Shen Qingqing got married not long after living there, so she lived alone, and there was only one bed.
The dormitory was full of Gutong's things, and the decorations were very exquisite. Shen Qingqing was very embarrassed, but Gutong didn't care. It was the dormitory for two people. She put her things aside and poured her a glass of water.
Ji Huai followed over and stood at the door. His voice was a little hoarse. He looked at Shen Qingqing's back and said, "I just remembered something. I don't know if I still remember it. When I first came to school,
Once when I was fetching water from the stairs, I didn’t have my water card, so I offered to borrow it..."
What he was talking about was the first time they met. She borrowed his water card, and then made an excuse to treat him to candy. He was shy and walked away quickly with his head lowered. He didn't even know what her face looked like.
Didn't see clearly.
That girl still made him feel excited for a while. It was one of the few throbbing moments in his youth. He pursed his lips tightly and rarely expressed his feelings, "I admit, I woke up after seeing the divorce agreement, and everything
Compared with everything else, I felt that as long as was here, I didn't care about anything. Just as thought, I panicked, I was scared, and I started to analyze myself. Later I realized that it was a misunderstanding, and I was very worried.
I regretted it and started to be cautious, fearing that I would be considered bad and would reject me, not because I was afraid of being divorced."
"This period of time is not fake. I don't want to lose face."
Shen Qingqing listened to him and didn't respond. She just cried. She paused for a long time and didn't look back. She just said, "Let's go quickly."
Let her calm down for a while, her mind is so confused and hurting.
Gu Tong stretched out his hand and closed the door, cutting off Ji Huai.
Shen Qingqing lay on her stomach, closed her sore eyes, and breathed in from time to time. Two drops fell down her eyes, and the tip of her nose turned red. It was very distressing to watch.
Gu Tong took a look outside the window from time to time. Ji Huai seemed to be gone. He opened the door and saw that his car was still parked below. He looked anxious and frustrated just now. He was no less sad than Shen Qingqing. He didn't dare to say that this time.
It’s also quite annoying.
Love means you toss me and I toss you. Maybe she sees it too clearly and thinks it’s not bad to sleep alone and watch dramas.
It was getting dark, and Shen Qingqing was probably tired of crying. She looked at Gu Tong, feeling aggrieved and said, "Tongtong, I'm hungry..."
Gutong didn't know how to cook, and when she opened the refrigerator, there were only noodles. She often ate takeout, but Shen Qingqing was pregnant, so she didn't dare to let her eat takeout, so she was thinking about making something to eat.
Egg noodles?
This stumped her. Shen Qingqing's phone vibrated twice. It was a message from Ji Huai: I made some food and left it at the door. Don't starve yourself.
Gutong also saw the content of the text message. She opened the door and saw a lunch box at the door. She breathed a sigh of relief, carried it back and said to her: "Come and eat quickly if you are hungry."
Shen Qingqing was still arguing about whether to cry or not, "I don't want to eat what he made."
How could there be such a person? She keeps everything in her heart and looks for opportunities to carry out so-called revenge. She is so stingy and stubborn. Besides, this is just a misunderstanding. She has suffered so many grievances and suffered so many crimes in vain.
, how many times have you cried? How could it get over so easily?
"Isn't this tormenting yourself?You are still pregnant with the child,just treat it as what he did for our child, and the child will always have half of his, right?If you don't pay anything, you still have to suffer...
Feeding, he should cook!" Gu Tong opened the lunch box and said to her.
Ji Huai also prepared her share and was quite discerning.
To be continued...