Because of the rain, the mall was extremely busy.

The barbecue buffet is already full, so we need to line up. But there are only three tables in front, so it doesn't matter if we wait.

The two of them took their numbers and sat outside to wait.

People were coming and going, and there was a bustle of people, and the sound of a machine calling was heard. Sun Ya put her bag on her lap, lowered her head and started looking at her phone.

In fact, it's nothing to see, but it's just to pass the time. It's better than just sitting and staring at Ji Huai, which would be very embarrassing.

They didn't know when they started to lose the desire to share, and even communicated very little. At first, she tried hard to find topics, but gradually she realized that Ji Huai didn't care about her affairs, and sometimes

It was also perfunctory, so she said no more.

When the desire to share is gone, there will be fewer and fewer interactions. Without resonance, the relationship will fade away. It will be worn away little by little. There will be no longer expectations, and gradually the end will begin.

She had to admit that he didn't love her that much anymore. She could feel his impatience and indifference. This was something she kept reminding herself of.

Separation is an inevitable result, it is only a matter of time.

Sun Ya's fingers slid boredly on the phone, and suddenly half of the orange tree appeared in front of her, exuding the fragrance of orange. She raised her head and looked at Ji Huai, who was also looking at her, "Try it, I heard

Very sweet.”

She hesitated for a while, and when she was about to reach out to take it, she realized that she hadn't washed her hands, so she hesitated.

He stretched out a wet tissue and said, "Wipe it."

"Thank you." She wiped her hands with a wet tissue and then took it, "Where did you get it?"

"It's lunch today, didn't I say I'd save it for you?" He broke off a piece for himself, stuffed it into his mouth, and kept ordering it, "Yes, it's quite sweet, you can eat more.

"

After saying that, he put the remaining half in her hand, took out a tissue and wiped her hands.

Sun Ya looked at the tangerine in her hand, and the sweetness of the tangerine could still be heard in her mouth. It was really sweet, without a trace of sourness, and had a great taste. Just as she was about to say something, the radio interrupted her.

"No. a51."

"Invite customer No. a51 to the store to dine. Invite customer No. a51 to dine in the store..."

Ji Huai looked at the number, stood up and walked forward first. When he turned around, he saw Sun Ya was about to free her handbag, so he came back to help her carry the bag, put his arm around her shoulders, and led her inside.

Sun Ya snuggled into his arms and ate the tangerine at a faster pace. Out of habit, she naturally reached out and handed a piece of tangerine to his mouth. Ji Huai did not open his mouth.

"Don't want to eat?" she asked eagerly.

"Aren't we going to save the delicious food for you?" He said casually, then turned the hand on her shoulder and led her further inside.

"Eat." Sun Ya stretched her hand forward again and touched his lips.

It was just a joke she told him, and it was a surprise that he remembered it.

Ji Huai didn't hesitate this time, opened his mouth and gritted his teeth, reached the table, let go of his hand, and sat across from her.

Sun Ya also sat down, looking at his lowered eyebrows, she was lost in thought.

In fact, she is not that sexy, and she still has the sensibility and indecisiveness of a woman. When Ji Huai behaves kindly to her, she will be shaken.

The two of them were too familiar and loved each other. If they were to break up, even if she made up her mind, she would still be peeling off her skin. She would feel depressed just thinking about it, and she felt really bad. ‌ It is the normal state of life to love without being able to do so. She had to save herself.

The road ahead is still very long.

"What to eat? I'll get it." Ji Huai stood up and prepared to get something.

"What's all right? Just grab something you can eat quickly. I'm hungry." She stuffed the last piece of orange into her mouth and continued what he said.

Ji Huai: "Yeah."

Sun Ya was very hungry just now. After eating oranges, she didn't feel so hungry and didn't want to look for food. She didn't have high requirements for food, so she would eat whatever Ji Huai gave her.

Suddenly, a bowl of fried rice appeared in front of him, and his voice came, "Eat a bowl of fried rice first to satisfy your stomach. Oh, I'll get you a spoon." After saying that, he didn't reply and went back.

Go forward.

After taking the spoon, he came back, handed it to her and left, continuing to get things.

Yogurt, meat, fruits, vegetables...

He put something on the table, and Sun Ya was still eating the fried rice he brought, with a thoughtful look in her eyes.

He gave her tangerines and rice, as if he was deliberately trying to please her, but the other party didn't show anything next. He ate how he wanted, and what he should do.

If you think about it, he would take care of her like this before, so it should be a habit.

Habits are really scary. Just a few small movements can remind her of all the things they did in the past.

"Why are you so dazed?" Ji Huai asked while eating and adding another plate of mutton rolls to the pot.

Sun Ya took a bite of fried rice: "I don't think it's as delicious as the school cafeteria."

When she was at school, he often brought her meals. The best thing about the two of them was that they could eat many different kinds of meals.

They were so clingy at that time, and seemed to have endless things to say every day. After three years together, they were tired of each other. She felt that they would definitely get married in the future, and he would be the one in this life.

Ji Huai nodded, "Indeed, the school cafeteria is cheap and delicious."

"Yes." Sun Ya agreed.

"There is no pressure. I eat, sleep and fall in love every day. It's comfortable every day." Ji Huai said, stopped eating, put his hands on the table, looked at her, sighed and said, "Everyone has his own thing, okay?"

.”

Sun Ya asked, "What's good now?"

There is not much left in their relationship, and what supports her is the light of the past, which can no longer support her. The pressure of social survival is so great, how can she get better? She feels terrible.

"Wouldn't it be nice to be able to hold you to sleep every night?" He said with his head lowered, the corners of his mouth turned up, his eyebrows slightly curved, and his tone was relaxed and smiling.

That smile was very real and satisfying.

Sun Ya was in a daze. She knew Ji Huai, but she didn't know what his motives were. At least at this moment, he was sincere and did not realize the crisis between the two of them.

It was as if she was constantly breaking free, but he always felt that the relationship between the two was very good, which made her confused, wondering whether his judgment on this relationship was correct.

"What's so good?" she muttered.

"Isn't it good?" He raised his head and looked at her and asked.

Sun Ya was afraid of ruining the atmosphere of a good meal, so she stretched out her chopsticks to pick up the food, and said back to him, "It's okay."

It was good at first, but then it got worse and worse.

I used to want to hang out with him, but I really liked him and jumped on him with enthusiasm. When we first started living together, I was also filled with joy.

Come on, why is this happening?

"Of course." Ji Huai didn't realize anything yet and continued to eat, chatting with her here and there.

There was nothing wrong with the content of the chat. He really didn't seem to react. Sun Ya's words came to her lips a few times, but she finally held back and continued on with his topic.

This time, if we start a fight, it means that we are either having emotions and solving the problem, or we are completely separated from each other, so she will be cautious and cautious.

"Shrimp slippery." Ji Huai picked up a piece and put it in her bowl.

Sun Ya: "Thank you."

"There are two more pieces. I'll give you one piece and I'll eat one." He said and put another piece into her bowl. He didn't show any abnormality during the whole process and just got along with her as before.

Only he himself knows how restrained he is now. He seems careless, but in fact he is absent-minded. He will observe Sun Ya's mood changes with his peripheral vision, and he doesn't dare to say anything when he sees her in a daze and deep thought.

If you ask, you will definitely say let go, and the result of saying let go will definitely be a breakup.

Although she was swaying, she was very clear in her heart. He didn't have enough reason to convince her. The questions he raised were like bombs. He had no ability to resist and was speechless.

He also knew clearly that if she was sad, she would pull out her bones this time, and she would turn around without hesitation, because everyone couldn't afford it, and there was no future, so he was not suitable.

Sun Ya didn't eat as much as him and was full quickly, but Ji Huai ate a little more.

After he finished eating, she stood up and said, "Go back."

"Okay." He stood up and followed her out.

When the two of them arrived at the counter, Ji Huai deliberately walked faster and took out his mobile phone to pay. However, something embarrassing happened. His mobile phone had no balance, and he was stunned for a moment.

He didn't have more than 300 yuan for food, he hadn't applied for a credit card yet, and he didn't have the limit to spend twice as much.

Sun Ya didn't say anything, didn't know what to say, but she had already scanned the QR code to pay. She took her phone to the cashier for a look, then walked out as if nothing had happened, "Let's go."

Ji Huai silently took back his phone and walked to her side, extremely frustrated.

She seemed to be used to paying his bills. After all, he hadn't made much money this year and spent it on himself. She had to pay for the expenses between the two of them.

"Didn't you say you had no money a long time ago? Have you forgotten?" She said this calmly.

"...Forgot." Ji Huai laughed dryly. Only then did he remember that he had complained to her not long ago that he had no money and that he could no longer support himself. He had to pay off last month's flowers.

times, with less than a few hundred yuan left.

"My memory is really bad, but it doesn't matter. You often don't remember." She said this in a neither salty nor cold tone, nor did she have any particular emotion.

Ji Huai: "...."

She was too calm, didn't make any noise, and even began to understand him, which made him feel a chill rising from the soles of his feet.
To be continued...