Chapter 176: Is it an illusion?
When she just walked to the balcony, Xia Xinjie saw Shangguan Hao talking very affectionately to a girl there, and the girl leaned against Shangguan Hao from time to time, but Shangguan Hao showed no intention of resisting.
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Could it be her illusion?
Xia Xinjie rubbed her eyes, thinking she was dazzled. She looked at Shangguan Hao again, and it was so real. Although she couldn't see clearly who this girl was, she knew her heart was very painful.
how so?
Why is this happening?[
Why did he give her such a big blow when she found out she was in love with Shangguan Hao? Was it all a lie that he said he loved her?
Why does everything turn out like this?
Why?
Why……
Seeing how close the two of them were, Xia Xinjie's heart almost broke, and tears flowed down without holding her breath. Xia Xinjie wanted to rush out and ask for explanation, but at the moment she didn't have the courage.
She's afraid the answers she'll get will break her heart.
She suddenly gained strength and then became soft.
Could this be Shangguan Hao's fiancée as they said?
If she is really Shangguan Hao's fiancée, then she is Yin Sushang. They seem to be so in love with each other, but she? She is just a forgotten ugly duckling.
Too many things happened today, which made Xia Xinjie think of the past, including Yin Chenyu's confession and Shangguan Hao's deception.
Xia Xinjie doesn't know what to do now?
Don’t know what to do next?
Suddenly I felt so tired, so tired that I really wanted to sleep to death.
She wiped her tears and stood up. She returned to the room and wrapped her head in a quilt. She didn't want to eat or feel anything. She closed her eyes and fell asleep quietly. She really hoped that when she woke up, all this was just a dream.
It's just a dream.
But she couldn't fall asleep lying on the bed, and she felt very uncomfortable.
Why are things like this?
When she thought of everything, Shangguan Hao brought her such pain?
It seems that her first love can only go with the wind like this. She does not want, does not want, such deceptive love, let alone cannot afford it.
She thought about this and endured the pain to tell Guan Hao clearly that she wanted to go back to her place to live, to be her original self, to be the carefree self she was, regardless of her sister's affairs or Shangguan Hao's meeting.
No matter what, she didn’t want to think about it anymore.[
But if she leaves, what will happen to the child in her belly?
She was innocent and didn't want to hurt him. She decided to give birth to this child. She believed that she could make him a great child.
Her love is like a bubble that leaves instantly, so Xia Xinjie doesn't want such a love, and she can't afford it.
The pictures she just saw could not be shaken off from her mind. She felt like she was about to collapse. Why did God do this to her?
She didn't know what she had done wrong? He brought her such a big gift when she found that she couldn't live without this man.
The more Xia Xinjie thought about it, the sadder she became. She shook her head and said to herself: Hey, why do I keep thinking about this? I have already decided to make it clear to him, right?
Xia Xinjie stopped thinking about these things and went to sleep. She decided to sleep. As long as she fell asleep, she would know nothing. Sometimes she thought this method was not bad, at least it would stop her from thinking about those unhappy things.
Chapter completed!