"Hey." I put a piece of spicy rice cake into my mouth and sighed heavily.

Li Ya glanced at me impatiently, "Whatever you do when you sigh all day long is just Xu Binwei. How can you really be threatened by him?"

"How can I not be threatened by him?" I lowered my head, looking at the bibimbap in front of me as someone's face, and stirred it vigorously with a long-handled silver spoon. I had to smash the eggs and mix the hot sauce evenly.

Push hard, push hard...

"I beg you to be successful, please." Li Ya rolled her eyes as she said this, as if she really disliked me. "What you are doing now is not like the Lin Chuxia I know."

I put a full spoonful of rice into my mouth and said vaguely: "What is Lin Chuxia like? All day long, showing off her teeth and claws, fearless? That was Lin Chuxia in college, but when she entered society, it was still the same thing.

This thing of interest is reserved for people like you who have no worries about food and clothing and can spend as much as you want, so I won't spare you such extravagant things."

"Come on, Chu Xia." Li Ya curled her lips disdainfully, "It's just that Xu Binwei hasn't touched your bottom line yet, and you have a temper that goes too far. I really want to make you anxious. Your

The claws are stretched out."

"Well...my bottom line is constantly being refreshed."

"Hmph, I don't know whether you should be mature or evasive now. I kind of miss the way you were before you went to graduate school." Li Ya said calmly.

Was Lin Chuxia before graduate school? I miss her a little too.

During those years, youth and frivolity were defined by these four words. Not only me, but also Li Ya, we were not the most diligent students, but we always came out on top in the exams. Studying probably took a few days.

It's a coincidence that we have this talent.

So even though I don't want to make progress and just muddle along, academically, I am not a student who can be underestimated. Grades represent everything, and this law is especially prominent in middle school.

I almost never listened carefully to the Chinese language class in the three years of high school. There was a textbook on the top and my favorite novel below. At first, I still cared about the teacher and secretly stuffed the novel under the desk. When I discovered that the teacher was not reading

When I was not being indulged, I became blatant.

Later, one time my deskmate was reading comics in class. The comic book was torn into pieces by the teacher. The deskmate angrily accused the teacher of differential treatment. The teacher confidently said: "If you can be like Lin Chuxia, you will be ranked first in every exam."

Among the top ten in school, I don't care what you read. Besides, Lin Chuxia is reading classics, so what are you reading!"

After listening to the teacher's words and seeing the hurt look in my deskmate's eyes, I immediately put my hands into the desk drawer, quietly stuffed the Taiwanese romance book into my school bag, and grabbed a copy of "Red and Black" instead.

My high school Chinese teacher happened to be my class teacher. During those three years, I always thought that it was her tacit approval and appreciation that gave me the capital to be arrogant.

When I got to university, my grades were not the best, but my tutor admired me quite a bit. I thought I might have an elder connection. I gave up a place to study abroad at public expense last year, which made my tutor quite regretful.

It gives me a reputation of filial piety.

In my second year as a graduate student, the department had a place for students to study abroad at public expense. At that time, my supervisor happily told me that he had recommended me to the department, but I gave him a blow without hesitation. The old man stared and his beard was trembling.

Yes, he pressed me for the reason. He couldn't understand that I gave up such a rare opportunity.

I couldn't tell him that I didn't go to study abroad at public expense just because Ji Qiuchen took that path two years ago, and for that place, he gave up our three-year relationship. I can't hate the choice he made.

At the same time, make the same choice as him.

So, I told my tutor that I lost my mother when I was young and my father was not in good health. Even if I study abroad at public expense, I would not be able to use the rest of the expenses to support this international trip. In school, my experience of going out to work

It wasn't a secret, so my mentor didn't insist on anything. Maybe in his eyes, I was not only filial, but also very proud, so proud that I didn't want to accept help from anyone.

In fact, I just don’t want those really kind people to lend a helping hand to me who is not in urgent need of help. I don’t have to worry about tuition fees, my life is not difficult, and Li Ya is there to support me. In terms of material,

I may not have enjoyed the best, but I am not poor.

I can still continue to live a wild life in J University. Half of the factors are the tutor's preference, and the other half is Li Ya and Ji Qiuchen.

Two famous names, one is my best friend and best friend, the other is my boyfriend,

Li Ya's love affair, her beauty, and her strong background are all talked about by J college students. Uncle Li is Li Ya's backing, and Li Ya is my backing. Ji Qiuchen is an expert in another field. According to

In modern terms, he is a top student, but not dull. His first prize in the national architectural design competition made him the favorite of the college.

With these two people around me, no matter how inconspicuous I am, I will still be illuminated by their light. I don't care if others add prefixes like "Liya's sister" and "Ji Qiuchen's girlfriend" to my name. On the contrary,

Yes, I really enjoy the position I occupy in their hearts. What's more, those people who regard us as a thorn in their side and talk with guns and sticks, who can say with absolute certainty what they are talking about?

When I spoke, there was no trace of jealousy.

At that time, I lived a sunny and happy life without any worries. The most important things were exams and papers. Now, reality does not allow me to run wild.

At that time, I had the right to choose and the capital to refuse. Now, even the sunshine has left me.

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