Chapter 114: Trust me

Su Jing's story came to an end, and only the last piece of candle on the candlestick was left. Sadako Yamamura held her hands and listened to Su Jing telling his story without saying a word throughout the whole process. When she heard the humorous passage, she couldn't help laughing out loud, but at the end of the story, it made her feel a little bad.

Sure enough, it was a sad ending.

"A simple summary, then this is such a story. Among twins, one dies, the other carries twice the fate, and live twice the more exciting and happier than ordinary people..."

"Are you... not sad?" Sadako Yamamura sipped the red wine in her glass in small mouthfuls. She leaned her center of gravity on the back of the chair, and habitually did not look at Su Jing's eyes, but stared at the jumping candlelight.

"Why be sad?" Su Jing snapped his fingers and called the waiter, and asked for another bottle of wine. He picked up the wine glass and smiled: "At that time, I kept thinking that if sadness could save my sister, I would rather lose my smile forever. If my life could be exchanged for her life with the god of death, then I would definitely sign a contract with the underworld without hesitation - but it is useless. To live a self-pity or to live happily, this is what everyone chooses. Always raise your head, look forward, look in a better direction, and live happily even if you deceive yourself..."

Su Jing stretched out his hand and stretched back and forth in front of his eyes. The palm was slender and soft. As the knuckles bent, the slightly deformed bone structure slightly showed a slightly blue-white outline under the skin. This was his neural interface, used to wear outer armor at any time...

"Look, Sadako. After my sister died, I felt like I was filled with a power that I had never had before. Since that day, my energy has become more vigorous than ordinary people, my thinking is faster, more agile, and stronger will. I believe this is because her power has been passed on to me. I am now carrying two destiny and two power... So I want to live two wonderful... When I was in school, I was called the messenger because I like all kinds of pranks, some have they not.

Some crossed the line, but I cleverly avoided the past. To me, life was just a huge game. But before I sat there with another player, but now I took all her chips and continued to declare war on the supreme master in the void - I want to win happiness, freedom, fun from it, and break free from his ubiquitous shackles - boring. And whenever I win, I feel... another person stands side by side with me, and enjoys the cheers of the whole world."

Su Jing lowered his eyelids, and Sadako Yamamura sat there silently, looking at the candlelight.

After a while, her low and hoarse voice came.

"When I was in elementary school, I went to the beach for an event..."

The candlelight shook quickly, and the originally bright candlelight suddenly approached and disappeared, as if it was lack of oxygen, it shrank weakly into a small flame with a small size of rice grains.

"At that time, I felt that I could hear the sound in the sea, like a low, ancient voice telling me, whispering in my head... I sat by the beach, watching other children playing on the beach, by the sea. I wanted to play with them, but I was afraid that no one was my friend, so I had to sit by the beach, and pile up sand by myself... Suddenly, I knew what the sound echoed in my head was saying... I... I shouted to them and asked them to come back... But they didn't know what I was saying. I ran to the teacher and told her that the big wave was coming, and there was danger of staying at the beach. But she was like... I didn't know what I was saying. When I turned around, the waves had rolled onto the beach and swallowed all the children..."

Su Jing knew about this and mentioned this past event in the movie. At that time, only seven or eight of the twenty primary school students on the beach were rescued, and more than a dozen were washed away in the huge waves and drowned in the deep sea.

"Since then, some people have begun to say that I summoned the waves and killed all the people who angered me." Sadako Yamamura raised her head and stared into Su Jing's eyes. "They said... Like my mother, I am the descendants of monsters in the sea."

"The most terrifying thing is...even I think so..."

The last sentence was said very lightly. If it weren't for seeing her lips squirming a few times, Su Jing would have doubted whether it was her own auditory hallucination. The crumbling candlelight suddenly went out and the dining table fell into a brief darkness. The pale woman opposite was curled up in the backrest chair, as if she wanted to hide herself in the shadow.

According to rumors in the countryside, Sadako's mother picked up a stone statue of Kaoru on the beach when she was young, and since then she gained supernatural abilities. Kaoruka is the ancestor of Japan's Taoist practice and the ancestor of Tadaoyuki Kaoruka, the master of the famous Onmyoji Seiyaki Abe. Her full name is Kaoruka Kaoruka. She is one of the most famous Japanese magicians in the 7th century AD. In legend, he was able to use ghosts and gods to go to heaven and earth, and was called Kaoru Immortal.

This rumor casts a mystical color on Sadako's mother, Shizuko Yamamura. When Sadako was born, Shizuko kept warning her not to show her abilities at will, so that she could only practice alone when no one was around. But one day, someone found out that she was watching a TV without power, and even handwriting was displayed on it. Since then, it has been said that Sadako was a non-human alien species that Shizuko Yamamura had had with demons in the sea.

"...My..." Halfway through speaking, Sadako showed a look of wanting to speak but stopping.

"Tell it out. If you say all these things, you will feel much more relaxed. My experience." Su Jing folded his hands on the table and listened carefully. He could see that the task of [Investigating the Truth of Sadako Yamamura] was shining.

"My...my mindfulness is much stronger than my mother..." In the shadow, Sadako Yamamura twisted her long and soft dark hair with her fingers. "After I went to high school, maybe it started in junior high school. I was very lonely and wanted friends very much, but at that time, my mindfulness...it was not under my control. Some boys and teachers had that kind of thing for me..."

"Desire." Su Jing added.

"……………Yes, desire…I am very scared. Then…every time I am afraid and angry and cross a boundary, they... die. Myocardial infarction is scared to death. I know this has something to do with me. Whenever my emotions are stirred to a certain extent, the evil will in my body will wake up. Another me."

Sadako Yamamura's eyes dodged a little, and she continued: "The other my will will control my mind power, great malice. The other me is a wild beast composed of pure malice, destroying, killing, and destroying... It viciously attacks the hearts of those people, manipulating the thoughts of those people, causing them to die in horror and despair. I can't control it, its power is above me, like a puppet, being fiddled with by that malicious intention, destroying all those who are close to me."

"Until I meet me," Su Jing said quietly.

"Until I meet you." Sadako Yamamura repeated as if responding.

Su Jing sighed, wiped his mouth with a napkin, and then folded it into four pieces.

The two of them were trapped in a faint shadow and sat opposite each other, as if an evil black was trying to pull them all into an abyss that they could not escape. The candles on the nearby table were extinguished one by one, and the whispers in the restaurant suddenly started to sound loudly. Someone was asking the waiter to come over and light the candles again. The table was like the center of darkness, and the invisible black mind power was spreading out wantonly.

Then, Su Jing stretched out his left hand, touched the candle wick, and rubbed his thumb and index finger slightly, a flame was sandwiched between his index finger and middle finger. The candle was lit again, and this light drove away all the darkness and brightened the dining table again.

Sadako Yamamura looked at the trick in surprise. She stared at Su Jing's left hand, and then she saw Su Jing's face emitting bright light in the candlelight. The man sitting opposite asked her:

“There is only one problem now.”

Su Jing paused for two seconds, making his tone even more solemn.

"Sakiko Yamamura, do you trust me?"

After pausing for another two seconds, Su Jing used his eyes to guide the other person's gaze, and his spiritual tentacles gently intertwined with the mind power on her body, allowing her to directly read her heart, be honest, bright and warm.

"Would you like to believe me and give me all yours and let me guide you on a brighter path?"

She would not refuse, Su Jing stared at the other person's pupils. Helplessness, sadness, despair, and self-willingness... These dark lights appeared in her eyes. As long as someone looked at her, she could read the most obvious depression signal from the atmosphere around her. Now, Su Jing looked at Sadako's face, as long as she gave her a ray of light and a ray of redemption, she would seize this glimmer of life like herself back then - saving the vitality of her soul.

"I...I do."

As if sinking into Su Jing's deep pupils, Sadako Yamamura whispered softly like a dream.

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I was so tired that I was almost vomiting blood.

I slept for five hours last night and dreamed of two brothers and sisters.
Chapter completed!