"It's like this. The problem of breasts being too big has caused me a lot of trouble since I was a child. ≤,"

In the quiet psychological treatment room, Su Luo was lying on the soft sofa wearing an eye mask, and Sadako Yamamura sat behind the desk, pressing her temples with a pen.

“…”

"Not only will it be ridiculed by many boys (but there is a brother responsible for beating them), but the most important thing is that many beautiful clothes cannot be worn and will be stuck there." Su Luo pondered quietly for a while, "I really envy those girls who are not that big..."

Sadako Yamamura glanced down and unconsciously pushed her slightly.

"So, that's what you think, one of the reasons for your psychological problems?"

"Of course not." Su Luo said quickly, "But... there is a certain reason. It is like this. For a long time, I have regarded the spiritual connection between me and my brother as a major reason for the abnormal psychology of our two, but in addition to this spiritual connection, we are not completely without life. Apart from this 'extraordinary', the rest of our lives are just boring 'ordinary' most of the time."

"Yeah. It's very interesting."

"And I also have all kinds of small troubles. I can't wear clothes, I don't want to write meaningless homework, I'm just used to make things worse by being bullied by my brother, and my heart beats... Simply put, in addition to being so strong that I am invincible... After stripping away the power of me, I am just a little girl who likes romance and spends most of my time and energy on fantasizing about a prince charming. If there is no such power."

"But those powers are also part of you."

"Yes."

“…”

"If I don't get these strengths in my life, then I'm probably a sick person who will write some female romance stories on the Internet, and there will be a girl with a domineering male lead in it. Love, each other needs each other, I know that this kind of thing can bring people happiness, and I'll be addicted to it for a long time. This is probably the thing I'm best at and most experienced. Humph, it sounds like I'm probably a natural mistress type."

"Don't you think there is something wrong with this?"

"Being a canary is also a life choice, and being able to be raised by my brother. I think it is a very happy thing for me. Before I have no strength, I have no ambitions, I can only enjoy my short life's ambition. This negative attitude towards life may also be related to my knowledge that I have a bad heart. When you face the fact that 'I may not live forty', it is a normal choice to seize the current life and experience some happiness and happiness."

"So, you think, there are about three things that affect your life."

"1. A long spiritual connection with another person. 2. A short life. 3. Achieving extreme violence. Yes, these three things. These three things "define" my current life. It is not difficult to see that I am now a rather distorted violent executor, and my choice of "destruction" is also a very reasonable choice. I have experienced the beautiful experience of being destroyed and the process of reconstruction. For a person like me who only has a short twenty years of life, happiness and peace... none of this is long-lasting. I have a huge sense of insecurity. I know that only pain and destruction are the norm of life."

"In other words, you actually chose, a kind of... outlook on life."

"It's probably the case. When I was meditating in a battle, I realized my view of emotions. I have never learned philosophy. These are all things I said nonsense. I think life is composed of moments. When we are full of unknowns and fears about the future, we only need to grasp the present moment. The present moment is the whole world at this moment. Our world will exist forever in this moment, immortal love, immortal happiness. They are preserved in this moment..."

"The morning dew mayfly, fleeting."

"Yes. As a person who once committed suicide, I am actually very pessimistic inside. The reason why I like to love my brother so much is probably because I am very afraid of one day in my heart. Maybe tomorrow, we will have to separate or die. So I have to seize every minute and every second in my current life, so that every moment in my short life can live brilliantly, warmly and happily."

"Okay." Yamamura Sadako wrote on her notepad for a while, "Next."

"I think I have a bit of a father-loving tendency." The brunette girl lay on the bed wearing an eye mask.

"Hmm?" Sadako Yamamura held the pen with her upper lip.

"Of course, it's not that I like my father. But I can't help but like those men like my father. For example, Ajing. I admired my father very much since I was a child because I feel that he knows everything, has a good temper, and is very gentle to me. Especially since I was a child, I have been a bad temper. No matter how much trouble I caused or how stupid I did, even if I feel very nervous, I suddenly feel unhappy when I think about my father here."

"Ah... I'm so envious."

"Probably this feeling is very reliable and can make people rely on." The girl scratched her hair. "The reason I kept following A Jing is because he also gave me a particularly reliable feeling. Whenever I encounter anything, I can always count on him, and he never disappointed me... just like when my father was there."

"Um."

“This feeling is pretty good that you have thighs to hold.”

"Um."

"I'm actually very smart."

"Um?"

"Just with them, I feel that I don't need to worry about it. Just follow him well. Follow him, do whatever he says, don't think about it yourself, and don't make choices by myself... Although I know, I can also make decisions for myself. But making decisions for myself is not only stressful, but also very tired. I have also thought many times, will I fall into a degenerate game... An online game waste who lie on the sofa and plays games all day long, crying for money and card-drawing hands from him, runs over and shakes his butt and sways his tail every few days, but after thinking many times, it seems that nothing is wrong."

“Eh?”

"Sometimes I think, I think...I want to go back from the 'hero' who kills without blinking an eye to the pampered 'girl'. Before I knew it, I seemed to return to my carefree life before. I don't think there is anything wrong with this... Until now."

"Um?"

"I suddenly realized that it was like my father would grow old one day. If I worked very hard, I might be able to stop time and let my father, or Ajing, never grow old and always spoil me. But... the reason why Ajing can always win is because we are a whole, only Ajing is alone. No matter how powerful he is, he will be defeated if so many perverts run around along the way. But we can fight together... we will not lose."

"yes."

"I think I should protect everyone."

"Yeah." Sadako Yamamura nodded. "Next."

"Why do I have to do psychological counseling here too?" Lu Mengyao took off her blindfold.

"This is part of team building," Yamamura Sadako replied gently, "It's very helpful for my ability to grow."

"..." Lu Mengyao silently put her eye mask back.

“You can start.”

"I don't want to share any childhood experiences, emotional experiences, etc."

"so?"

"I plan to just lie down like this for a while."

“…”

"There is something that is actually very interesting." Lu Mengyao said thoughtfully, "I recently found that my desire for power has faded a little. I mean, after becoming a god and demon, my persistence seems to have been achieved without realizing it. I spent a while thinking about one thing, that is, 'Do I have reached the top of the mountain now'? If the answer is yes, then my lifelong choice has been achieved, and now I suddenly realize that I have not considered what I should do after 'climbing the top of the mountain'."

"I thought you were ready for anything."

The magician raised his eyebrows under the blindfold.

"Most of the time, yes. However, I didn't expect this day to come so quickly. During this period we were busy struggling for our future, and even left me with no time to think about my life... I wrote a suicide note to avoid some situations that we don't want to see."

Lu Mengyao pondered for a while.

"Su Jing's intimate attitude seems to have changed a little recently."

"Um?"

"You know, the sexual relationship between men and women...most of the time, the feelings that drive them are not simply ****, but expressions of control and power. And he and I have been competing for this kind of control and power. One of the bad habits of Su Jing is that he must use this method to confirm his control over women. Of course, almost all men are like this. His impulse is wrapped in a fierce emotion. For me, it is not so much a channel for emotional interaction, but a competitive sport."

"Your idea is quite... special." Sadako Yamamura admitted that Lu Mengyao's words made sense, "But according to my observation, you don't have many times you 'win'."

"According to a god and demon is a major event that affects life for no matter who it is. It is for us." Lu Mengyao rubbed her temples. "I felt a little helpless. Of course, as a god and demon, I am meticulously operating the power of the source point, but as "Lu Mengyao", I will feel confused about this power. I sit on the top of this snow-capped mountain and taste the taste of power... I began to fantasize whether there would be a higher place on the top of the mountain?"

"perhaps?"

"Look soon, we will climb there. Before that, the last thing I need is that I or my companions have lost their fighting spirit and fighting spirit." Lu Mengyao clenched his fists, "We have indeed made gods and demons. But this is not the end of our journey. Everyone in the team has their own reasons to move forward, and what is our real goal?"

"Is it a plane traveler?"

"A good pun." The magician praised, "the first 'plane traveler', the 'plane traveler' with only five people, and the current 'plane traveler', an adventurer group with tens of thousands of adventurers. These two things represent our two stages. What Su Jing wants is the 'family', the connection between him and people. After forming a family called 'plane traveler, or we say in a vulgar way, he and his harems, this person lost the motivation that had always been strong before. It can even be said that I was pushing him away behind him."

“…”

"I am worried about something recently. After becoming a god and demon, Su Jing's manifestation of "control and power" became...it seemed to disappear. Combined with my case, I began to suspect that his pursuit seemed to have been finally satisfied and fell into a period of confusion like me. This is a very dangerous thing. The leaders of the plane travelers suddenly became irresponsible..."

"Isn't this a good thing?" Sadako Yamamura scratched her skin with a pen, "You have made gods and demons and fulfilled their wishes... Isn't the story over here?"

"No. Maintaining hunger and insatiable is the key to maintaining vitality." The magician pondered, "The problem occurs in the realm of gods and demons, so you can only consider it from the realm of gods and demons."

"oh?"

"In a sense, we will all become agents of concepts." Lu Mengyao said meaningfully, "Our destiny will be used to demonstrate our abilities. The 'reason' we thoroughly understand from the source point is a necessity. Our life will become a projection of concepts, a manifestation, a causal relationship in time and space. Therefore, we will instinctively fight with the gods and demons who are facing us until we reach a certain balance, or completely drive the other party out of this universe."

"That……?"

"Omniscience is omnipotence." A smile appeared on Lu Mengyao's lips. "The future development is endless. In the world of sands in the Ganges River, pick up that pearl... This is what we want to do, this is where we are about to live."

"Okay, next."

Sadako Yamamura put on her eye mask and lay on the sofa.

"What other ideas do you have to share?" asked Sadako Yamamura, who was sitting at the desk recording.

"You're a little jealous." Sadako Yamamura sighed, "I feel that everyone has become very useful and powerful, but I can no longer keep up."

"That may not be. Every one of you in the world makes sense."

"oh?"

"If people who rely on character cards come here, if they want to become gods and demons, they must first pass one level, which is to link them to their different clones and incarnations in the infinite universe... into one. There are countless Sadako Yamamura in countless worlds in this world... Do you want to regain freedom from the world?" (To be continued.)

ps: I've been working on another job recently...

I was considering the outline of the next book, and for the first time I thought about a book so deeply, I couldn't help but look forward to my next creative path.

A bad news is that I found that there was something wrong with my waist. Now I can’t sit for a long time, and my waist starts to hurt after sitting for a long time. I bought a better chair, which was slightly better, but I can’t sit for a long time. Now I have to get up and move my body after a while.
Chapter completed!