30, Chapter 7 Loneliness
Chapter 7 Loneliness
When I returned home that day, my mother had just seen off a group of women who were dancing and dancing.
These people are the reason why Zixuan hid in Yanyu Tower - he couldn't stand their noise. Zixuan was fourteen and it was time to get engaged. She was the most talented girl in grade one in school, and she was beautiful and famous.
She had a good family background, so she naturally attracted the attention of many people. So one after another, people rushed over to see if this daughter of the Su family was worthy of her name, and wanted to see if they could get married.
Liu Qingshan smiled from ear to ear as she looked at her increasingly beautiful daughter: "Oh, my daughter is getting more and more beautiful. There are so many people rushing to pick her up. Only then did I realize that my daughter was getting more and more beautiful."
Why was my mother so happy when she chose a son-in-law for me? At that time, I was still angry that she wanted to marry me and drive me away. Now I know, it turns out that choosing a son-in-law is so interesting, and seeing so many people wanting to marry you makes me so proud.
ah."
"Mom, you are so proud, but I think they are so noisy that it makes my head big."
Zixuan picked up a cup of tea, smelled the refreshing fragrance, sipped it gently, and her eyes lit up: "This is Mingqian tea, good tea! Mingqian tea is as precious as gold. Treat guests with such good tea today,
Is there a distinguished guest here?”
"It's not a distinguished guest, just a visit from the Gu family. You know the close relationship between our two families is unusual, so I brought out this good tea to entertain the guests."
Liu Qingshan filled up the tea for Zixuan and answered.
"What are they here for?"
"What else could it be? I'm also here to propose marriage."
"Mr. Gu has a grandson? I don't remember seeing him. It's not like our family has never been a guest at Gu's house."
Zixuan thought carefully and found that she did not remember such a son from the Gu family, or she had never seen such a son.
"It's just that you haven't seen him before. He said he went abroad to study in recent years. If you have seen the world, he is not bad at all, and he is not petty."
"Is this your choice?"
"What is my choice? It's not you who has to choose. If you don't agree, there's nothing you can do about it. Although your father and I both think it's good for you to marry into the Gu family, our two families have a good relationship.
His family is not aggrieved, and the two families are close together, so you don’t have to suffer the pain of homesickness like I did back then."
"Oh." Zixuan responded in a low voice. She smelled the faint fragrance of tea and looked at the green tea. The green tea leaves were stretching and floating in it. The more she looked at it, the more she fell in love with it. This beautiful appearance made her fascinated.
"Oh, what? Zixuan, I know you are very good, but you may still look down on those young men. If you want to be single, your mother will never stop you. But if you want to get married, your mother will definitely find someone for you.
What a good husband. If this woman doesn't marry, I don't think she's complete. She just wants to start a family, get married, grow old with the one she loves, have children, and enjoy the happiness of having children and grandchildren around her in her old age.
, this is considered complete..."
Liu Qingshan smiled and said cautiously that she could see that her daughter had chosen to turn a blind eye to the matter of choosing a husband. This attitude was not due to shyness. She even doubted whether her daughter had the function of being shy. Instead, she seemed to really not care. She felt that her daughter was shy.
Someone who is so good and strong may choose celibacy. Although she has been abroad and seen the world, she does not reject celibacy, but she still hopes that her daughter can marry someone, enjoy love, and enjoy family happiness. So she went to great lengths to persuade her.
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"Mom, who said I won't get married? Of course I will get married." Seeing that her mother was about to start a long speech, Zixuan said quickly.
"So we still want to get married...ah?" Liu Qingshan was stunned by this blockage.
"When you get married, you can get married, have children, and stop the mouths of those people who run home all day long. Of course I want to do this kind of good thing that kills three birds with one stone."
Zixuan's eyes are dark and bright. She has never been married, but her sister Xia Nai is married. She wants to understand what marriage is like. The birth of life is very wonderful. Since she has the opportunity to have children, of course she wants to try and study it carefully.
How does a fetus transform from a cell without a soul to a baby with a soul? She is looking forward to getting married.
"Hey." Liu Qingshan responded hesitantly. She thought her daughter's statement was a bit strange, but it seemed right.
"I want to get married. Mom, just help me choose the right candidate. Mom will decide everything about me." Zixuan delegated the power.
"Yeah...ok." Liu Qingshan responded calmly.
After drinking tea, Zixuan put the empty tea cup on the table, then walked out of the living room and came to the backyard with elegant scenery. There were a few spring lotuses blooming sparsely in the small river pond, with pink and white water, and her brother
Su Zimo set up a table and stood there painting.
He is sixteen years old, has a slender figure, handsome appearance, can be both literary and martial arts, has good painting skills, and has a gentle temperament. He is the dream lover of young girls and young wives.
He glanced at Zixuan who was standing there, put the trumpet in his hand on the pen holder, and said with a slight smile: "Sister is back from hiding?"
Zixuan smiled: "Exactly, brother is painting again. Let me see what you are painting."
The painting shows an independent lotus flower, blooming brightly among the clusters of lotus leaves.
"Looking at the luxuriance of hundreds of flowers, there are no single flowers. They are rooted in heavy soil, and their stems are flowing with clear water. Tell me what I am painting." Zimo's handsome eyes narrowed slightly, which was quite meaningful.
Ask Zixuan.
"It's a lotus, brother. This lotus of yours has its own grace and beauty. It's gorgeous but not enchanting, and eye-catching. It's really a masterpiece." Zixuan replied.
"I drew it..." Zimo paused and sighed softly, "It's you."
Zixuan smiled and looked at her brother with dark eyes, waiting for his next words.
"You are like this lotus flower that stands out in this world, aloof, proud, and stunningly talented. Mom and dad are busy with your engagement, but I know that there is no man in this world who is worthy of you."
Su Zimo picked up the pen, handed the wolf hair to Su Zixuan, and said, "Zixuan, you might as well give my painting a title."
Zixuan thought for a moment, smiled brightly, and wrote two words on the painting.
"Gujue?" Zimo was stunned.
"I think these two words are very cute." Zixuan looked at the two words she wrote and felt they were extremely cute.
"It seems that you are going to choose to be single. That's right, although I don't understand you very well, but anyway, I probably know you best. How can you, such an excellent person, look down on those mortals? I only know that you stand
You may really have to endure the loneliness in high places. It's a pity that I'm not good enough, brother, to accompany you." Zimo had real pity in his eyes.
Her sister is amazingly talented, and he understands it best. But the more outstanding she is, the lonelier she becomes. He has already experienced a little bit of it, and he knows how cold it is to be in a high place, and he knows the loneliness of having a close friend who can't listen to him. He stands even more.
My younger sister, who is far higher, must have endured even colder loneliness.
"You guessed wrong, brother, how could I not get married? Of course I will try to get married." Zixuan smiled sweetly.
"Then you..." Why did you mention this name?
"Oh, brother, even if I get married, I'm still me. I won't change. I'm still as unique and beautiful as this lotus flower." Zixuan raised her head slightly and narrowed her eyes.
With his dark eyes, his eyes flickered, as if he saw an incomparable beauty.
She will always be strong, beautiful, lonely, and happy.
"Don't work too hard. You should always remember that your brother and your parents are behind you." Looking at his sister who seemed to be riding the wind back, Zimo couldn't help but speak. As soon as he spoke, he felt numb and a little embarrassed.
, "Uh, I mean..."
"Brother, you are so different from when you were a child. When you were a child, you kept going against me, and you would explode after I said a few words. It's really magic that you can change from that to what you are today.
"
Human beings are truly wonderful.
Her eyes sparkled with joy, and she stared at Zimo eagerly.
Zimo was dumbfounded by his younger sister's scrutinizing eyes and laughed sarcastically: "Hey, Zixuan, you're wrong, it's not that I'm against you, it's that you suppressed me and despised me everywhere. Besides, it wasn't me at that time.
I'm so naive, what can I do? However, thanks to you stimulating me all the time, I was able to put aside my laziness and study a lot hard."
"Brother, you have changed a lot, it's surprising."
"You haven't changed at all. I've changed a lot. No, it's not that I've changed, but that I've grown." Zimo smiled.
"Brother, why did you change? What was the opportunity that made you grow?" Zixuan stared at Zimo eagerly, looking forward to his answer.
"My smart sister, you should have guessed that she is painting. I became interested in it and discovered love. In painting, my impetuous heart fell as if it had found a home, so I indulged in ink painting.
Between the mountains and rivers, I learned one thing - why should I be better than you?" Zimo looked at his sister dotingly, "After all, you are my sister by blood, and there is no more person in this world.
, didn’t know how to swim, and was scared to death, yet he jumped into the water to save me without hesitation.”
Zixuan listened with great interest.
"Zixuan, because of this, I just want to be proud of you as an extremely excellent person. Of course, I still hope... that you can act coquettishly and ask for help from your brother like a younger sister."
"Brother, why is your face so red, and why is your voice so soft after that, I can't hear you clearly."
Chapter completed!