Chapter 9 Zixuan’s World

Zixuan took the lead and walked into the Yanyu Building, passed through the corridor with the works of the "Drunken Horse Painting Society" hanging on the walls, and walked towards the stairs of his own second floor.

She never let others set foot on this second floor. This was her place of solitude and her exclusive studio.

She walked up to the second floor and looked at Gu Yunong, who was walking up step by step. She raised her lips beautifully and said, "Follow me. I will only show you once. This time will be one you will never forget."

"You will never forget it?" Gu Yunong smiled bitterly, "When I meet you, I will never forget it."

"What I show you is a corner of my world."

The carved door opened with a creak, revealing what was inside.

In the studio, there are naturally paintings. Gu Yunong walked into this spacious studio and looked up. Paintings of different sizes were covered with white cloths. On the table were paints, palettes, brushes and other painting tools.

There are several green bonsai plants placed in the corner.

The door squeaked shut again.

Gu Yunong was startled, then looked back at his beloved. Her smile was mysterious and arrogant, and her eyes shone with a strange and eager light. In this studio surrounded by white cloth, the surrounding paintings seemed to be alive, with various

Emotions were swirling in the room, as if they were trying to escape from under the white cloth.

"This is..." He stared at Zixuan with deep affection in his eyes, "Do you want to show me the paintings you made? Do you want to show me the world in your eyes? Can I think that you also care about me?

Do you want me to understand you?"

"But, Zixuan, you know that I don't know much about art, or do you want to laugh at my incomprehensible style? Zixuan, Zixuan, don't torture me like this anymore, you understand

You know, how can I be in the mood to go see paintings? Zixuan, you are always so distant, every second you are by my side smiling softly at me, and the next second you leave my sight, leaving my eyes

The world is peeling off. My heart is like being in a flood, being tossed around by the flood. I am up and down. You smile at me and I am like a spring breeze. If you leave me, I feel like I have fallen into an ice cellar. I like you so much,

I love you so much and respect you so much, but why are you so cruel and ruthless, hurting my love for you over and over again. I still remember how happy we were in the first year of our marriage. We were inseparable.

Husband and wife, I will always have you by my side. The ultimate happiness you gave me made me almost drunk in it. But after you gave me that kind of happiness, you immediately left me. You know,

Do I alone miss you so much? I look at the deserted room, thinking that you once stood here; I look at the cup you used, thinking that you kissed me with those red lips; I look at a person's dining table, and think

Thinking of you sitting opposite me; looking at the swing in the garden, thinking of you swinging high there; looking at the plan I wrote, thinking of you giving me advice for my career..."

"We have so many sweet memories, why did you leave me? I beg you, come home and don't leave my world again. When you leave, you take away my bloody heart!"

"

Zixuan smiled gently as always, looking at the man in front of her who was pouring out her love like tears. Her smile was so gentle, so tolerant, and so kind, but because of this, she was also so ruthless.

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"Are you sad? Yunong, you don't have to be so sad. Don't I come home every month? I am your legal wife, and this will not change." Zixuan narrated the facts and watched seriously.

Gu Yunong.

She was only telling the truth. She did try to spend a year with Gu Yunong's wishes. During that year, they were inseparable, like conjoined twins. This may be Gu Yunong's happiness. However, a year later

, she was tired of this kind of married life. As expected, my sister’s world is insurmountable, and my sister’s marriage is unbelievable. I still like the time alone. With this thought, she packed up and went to Yanyu Tower. However, every month,

After determining the ovulation period, she returned to Guzhai and came to Gu Yunong to ask for a mate. One of the purposes of her marriage was to experience marriage. This purpose was over. As for the other purpose of personally experiencing the process of giving birth to a child, she did not want to

Will give up.

She is really a cold-hearted and cruel person.

"I hope you will always be by my side, instead of hanging out with those shabby men."

"Those people, huh..." She smiled nonchalantly, then pulled away the white cloth of a painting by the door, showing the picture, "Look at it. Go to see it, be amazed, and feel your heart beat.

Go ahead and praise!”

She was like a white and black swallowtail butterfly, flying all over the studio with springy steps. Wherever she passed, the canvas flew up, like flowers blooming in an instant.

Those paintings rushed into Gu Yunong's eyes fiercely and forcefully.

Zixuan ignored him and just looked at each of her paintings with loving eyes.

This is a painting that she is satisfied with, beautiful, lovely and belongs to her.

The first painting is "Love". The rich red color falls on the ground dots. At first glance, you might think it is rose petals floating on the ground. But if you look closely, you will see that the red color contains rubies.

The color is thick and rich red, and the smell of blood seems to be rushing towards your face, but it is so beautiful, so tragic, and so hard that you can't take your eyes away.

The beauty of this rich blood is full of shocking tragedy, but what changes the tragedy of seeing the snow is the emotion in the painting - it is joyful, happy, twisted, contradictory, and too thick to be dissolved.

Open love.

Deep love, this is the starting point of Zixuan's immortality. The blood is her sister's blood, which is a symbol of love in her previous life. She can dig out from the depths of her memory, and her sister's blood is splashed on her test bench.

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My sister is dead. No one calls her "silly sister" with a smile, no one combs her hair gently, no one warms her little cold hands with warm hands, no one considerately reminds her to pay attention to her body,

No one made a milkshake for her, no one sacrificed his life to save her, no more, no more. This no more loneliness led her to destruction, and she was reborn in another attitude. This no more loneliness,

It was also reborn as her love, her happiness, and her joy.

I love loneliness, I love loneliness, I am born for loneliness, I live for loneliness. She looked at this painting of her love with joy, almost singing with joy!

The second painting is called "Beauty". This is the beautiful scenery she saw after realizing that she was successful. It was rose-red pool water. It was when she was beaten by a skylark until she was bleeding all over her body. The blood was mixed with the pool water.

Inside, the light rose red color is surprisingly beautiful. The water, the light, the blood-red pigment, that beauty! That enchanting beauty that strikes the line of sight and resides firmly in the brain of the viewer!

At that time, she had countless fractures all over her body, and the severe pain all over her body seemed to be cheering, jumping, and burning because of that beauty!

She couldn't help but purse her lips and chuckle, looking at the next picture.

This painting is "Fog", which depicts an indigo flame. The fire of death is the research object that she has spent a long time studying in the mafia world. It is a flame of power and beauty.

It is clearly in the painting, but it seems not to be in the painting. It seems real and illusory. This is the essence of the properties of fog.

This painting is the largest, almost as big as half a wall. It is also an important step towards perfection. This painting is "The Destruction of the World". The fragments of color above are like the mirror image of reality.

, broke into pieces, and spread out with all the confusion in her eyes. This time, she sacrificed the destruction of a world, affirmed her love for loneliness, rejected the doubts about loneliness that she had retained in her previous life, and gave up the beauty.

The bond, the lovely world, chose the path of immortality.

In this painting, her love is the strongest and most burning.

This painting is "Knowing Smile". The woman in the painting has a beautiful face, but her face is expressionless, but it makes people think she is smiling. This is an important figure in her gaining the ability to live forever.

She regards the people in her "home" as friends who have similar experiences, but they are just friends. As for "home", she doesn't need it at all.

She painted this painting more to commemorate Zhiyi's strange and beautiful smile that surprised her.

This painting is "Sister". In the painting is a woman with black hair and a black dress, but her face is blurry. She is not only painting Shana, but also the existence of "Sister".

This painting is filled with her deep love and expectation for her sister.

The figure in the painting is sharp and beautiful, with unparalleled powerful momentum, but from the painting and from the author's pen, what can be felt is the author's full love and admiration for this cuteness.

This painting is "White Hair Like Ink", which depicts Luka's white hair. Luka spent nearly 80 years in that world and spent 60 years aging. Although his hair is black, his heart is as white as

Xue. It took another 20 years to readjust her mentality and turn herself into a teenager. Although her hair was white at that time, her hair was as black as ink in her heart.

This records the growth of her heart.

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These paintings record the roads she has traveled, the sights she has seen, the beauty she has admired, the people she has met, and the things she has passed. She passed by those people and things, witnessed certain things happening, and watched.

The ending of some stories.

These paintings formed a colorful river in front of her eyes, changing like a kaleidoscope. Thousands of words and emotions, but in the end she only said one sentence and made one expression.

She was moved to tears and said:

“It’s so beautiful!”

Only this sentence can express her mood. It's so beautiful. In these three words, "true" means degree, "beautiful" means description, and "ah" means surprise. These three words are just right.

After admiring these paintings, Zixuan looked at the man who was still standing there immersed in his paintings, and smiled proudly.

She also felt something about this man, who loved her so deeply. She admired the gesture of a man who loved others deeply and fell in love. He could also be drawn into the painting.

Thinking like this, she walked out of the studio lightly and came to the open-air platform. The pear petals in the crystal lamp blew to the ground. She brushed the petals off the easy chair, stretched her waist and sat on it, picking up the book.

She continued reading the "Book of Changes". This "Book of Changes" was of great benefit to her study of traditional Chinese medicine.

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The young man who came out of the studio looked at the contented figure sitting on the easy chair. The red railings and white petals seemed to have lost their color just to set off her. He sighed quietly.

This sigh was extremely slight and full of pain.

"The paintings you drew are so beautiful!"

He expressed his feelings sincerely, "So you gave all your love to painting."

Zixuan turned around and looked at him quietly, watching his expression become extremely miserable.

"I have seen the painting, and I feel that you are further away, so far away that I can't see your expression clearly even when I stand here. I will not pester you anymore, I will not ask for more, you give me my love

After the divorce, how can there be any love left for me? This is something I cannot ask for. If, if you want a divorce, I will allow you at any time and let you be free, and I will also be free."

Zixuan smiled gently, but this smile looked extremely cruel in Gu Yunong's eyes: "How could we get divorced? We don't even have children? Besides, we are legally married, and I don't want to regret it so easily.

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If it were Gu Yunong before, he would have regarded these words as his wife's love words, but after seeing the painting, he understood this woman to a certain extent, and he knew that this woman's meaning was literal.

Even when he wanted to escape from her love network, she cruelly refused. He would have to struggle with the name Su Zixuan for the rest of his life.

A kind of fatigue swept through the whole body, and at the same time there was pity for this woman:

"Mang Hongchen, where can I find a close friend?"

He shed tears and couldn't help but ask again.

"Why do I need any close friends?"

Her answer was the same as before.
Chapter completed!