28, Chapter 028(1/2)
Gu Fei once looked very similar to Selyol for a while. He could almost make the fake a real thing in the hazy night, but that was a long time ago.
As time goes by and time changes, Gu Fei enters the cabinet parliament and takes charge of the cabinet at a young age. He acts more and more introverted and his temperament becomes more and more calm. Until now, his gradually grows up, and there is no sign of any similarity with Selyol, who is irritable and impulsive.
As the youngest speaker of Bailuzhou, he supported him up. When he saw it, he felt that he was a noble, gentle and elegant nobleman...
It was impossible to imagine that he was originally a lowly slave.
Gu Fei has always loved to laugh, with clear and cynical looks that charmed many boys and girls in Bailuzhou, making them clamor for their willingness to be the duke's little wife.
But at this moment, he was extremely serious, as if he was very cautious, looking at Sheng Dongyang with a pair of dark eyes, and the full of affection almost overflowed from his eyes: "Sir, since I received the message from Di Xing, I have always wanted to find you, but you have always rejected my call request... After I came back, I have never found a suitable opportunity to talk to you alone..."
"Now all the business has been discussed. Do you have time to talk to me about our private affairs?"
Sheng Dongyang suddenly had a bad premonition. He had expected that the news of his harem would come to him one after another when the news of his harem was released.
But Sheng Dongyang has always been fearless because he expected that his harem would have lost any feelings for him. The reason why he would be entangled with him now was just to weigh the interests and struggle every time, just to wait for him to make a decision, and the group of harems would cooperate to follow the steps, no longer entangled with him, and each got his own place, chase what he really wanted, get rid of his constraints, and show his ambitions.
But at the moment, looking at Gu Fei's eyes that were so serious that they could not be more serious and cautious, and the solemn matter was placed on the table with all his savings on the star card, Sheng Dongyang suddenly felt panicked.
I feel that Gu Fei may have misunderstood something and made some wrong judgments...
"I don't think there is anything private matter between us to talk about..." Sheng Dongyang met this sight and almost subconsciously wanted to stop his unfinished words: "I have already..."
He wanted to say that his intentions had been decided and told Gu Fei not to waste his time.
When Gu Fei heard this, he lowered his eyes slightly, as if he was extremely sad, and asked: "Isn't there really?"
Gu Fei is like a succubus who is extremely beautiful and fragile. His ability to capture people's hearts is 100%. His injury and sadness make people unconsciously touched it.
Sheng Dongyang met his extremely sad eyes and suddenly got stuck and could not say anything.
"Maybe in your eyes, we really have nothing to talk about." After Gu Fei took off his glasses, his deep eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, which made people unable to see through, but he could feel the biting sorrow and sadness in it: "After all, you have never looked at me face to face. In the past, you have been watching General Hubert through me... Later, I gradually looked different from General Hubert, and you didn't like to see me very much, and you had nothing to say to me except for official business..."
Sheng Dongyang couldn't see him like this. Gu Fei's appearance would make him feel that he was very scumbag. He hurriedly said: "I don't..."
"Are you good?" But Gu Fei did not give him a chance to continue saying things: "Since this is already the case, it is so bad that it cannot be broken anymore. I must explain some things to you clearly-"
When Sheng Dongyang heard him say this, his scalp suddenly felt numb and he almost subconsciously interrupted: "You don't want it-"
"Look, you always do this. Before I could say it, I would block my words back, pretend to be confused when I was clear, and I wouldn't give me a chance to say it." Gu Fei looked at him like this, but suddenly laughed bitterly: "I really don't know if you are gentle or cruel in this way?"
When Sheng Dongyang recalled many past events, he felt a lot of thoughts and couldn't speak for a moment.
Gu Fei has always been a person who loves to laugh, and his smiles are divided into many kinds, like the spring breeze, the sun is bright, and the danger is extremely...
But when he smiled bitterly, this was the first time Sheng Dongyang saw it on his face.
The smile on Gu Fei's face became more and more miserable: "After so many years, you have interrupted me so many times, I don't believe you don't know what I want."
"Yes, I know, but that's something that happened a long time ago..." Sheng Dongyang couldn't stand it anymore, his eyes suddenly darkened, and he sighed: "I thought you..."
Gu Fei once liked him and wanted to confess to him more than once, but was blocked by Sheng Dongyang.
But that was a long time ago. At that time, Gu Fei was not the Speaker of the Cabinet of Bailuzhou, and he didn't even get into the Cabinet. He was just a nominal lover around him, his second wife...
Sheng Dongyang and Selyol were in a state of dispute at that time. They were quarreling every three days and two days. They could not live in peace. Seeing the other one in his family looked so similar to Selyol, but his personality was completely opposite. They were quiet, obedient, smart and studious, and never angry that they never talked about themselves. They were also very gentle and considerate. Sheng Dongyang inevitably had some empathy...
Gu Fei is different from Selyol, who was bought by Sheng Dongyang early on. Although he was both a slave, he was scolded by his former master for being greedy and delusional because of his intelligence and studious advantages. He did not fulfill his duty as a slave, and was beaten and insulted, and called it a tutor. He was tortured and suffered a lot, and tortured very much.
When Sheng Dongyang first met him, his eyes were not as bright as it is now, and his eyes were flowing, which was quite empty and numb, as if he had lost hope in life...
Although he had no substantial relationship with Gu Fei, he also explained to him that he did not intend to do anything with him by letting him be his lover, but just used a name to stimulate Selyol, but seeing a slave who looked so similar to Selyol had suffered so much, Sheng Dongyang still felt a little pity, and was very caring about Gu Fei.
After discovering that Gu Fei was extremely talented and had excellent learning ability, Sheng Dongyang personally brought him by his side, taught him to read and write, and named him Gu Fei. Fei, who was "a gentleman with Fei, is as sincere as a disciple", continued his expectations for him based on Gu Fei's personality.
In order to rekindle the light in his eyes and be an equal and free person, Sheng Dongyang personally informed him that all of them were equal. Even at that time, he was just a conceived idea of exterminating slavery, which was an anti-human existence, and told Gu Fei, and personally dismissed him from his slavery in front of him, giving him the identity of an ordinary citizen of Bailuzhou...
Perhaps he was enslaved for too long. Gu Fei was not like this at the beginning. He was always timid and did not dare to express himself.
"Sir, how should I do this?"
"Sir, is this what this looks like?"
"Sir, isn't I right to deal with this matter?" He always lives in Sheng Dongyang, showing his endless curiosity and desire for knowledge. For a long time, he was a follower of Sheng Dongyang.
But gradually, they got along more and Gu Fei developed a lot of feelings for him and began to ask some strange questions...
"Sir, I wonder how outstanding General Hubert is, so that he can make you so in love with him as a slave?"
"Sir, no matter how good General Hubert is, I have heard that he treats you badly and disrespects you..."
"Sir, I don't mind being General Hubert's stand-in..."
"Sir, I actually..."
Gu Fei wanted to confess to Sheng Dongyang several times, but before he could express his words, he was interrupted by Sheng Dongyang's keen sense of consciousness.
Although Sheng Dongyang and Selyol always quarreled at that time, at that time, he was full of Selyol. No matter how good Gu Fei was and how much he wanted him to love, Sheng Dongyang never had the intention of falling in love with others.
After realizing Gu Fei's intentions and interrupting his confession.
When Sheng Dongyang was interested in talking about Selyol in front of him, he almost said to Gu Fei in a way that was indifferent to cruelty: "This has nothing to do with you, it is not something you should care about. General Hubert is a three-star major general in Bailuzhou, and it is not something you can argue."
This way, it will stop Gu Fei from saying bad things about his sweetheart in front of him, and completely extinguish Gu Fei's thoughts.
After that, Gu Fei was silent for a long time, and after recovering, he became very aggressive. He no longer said such stupid words, nor did he talk about Selyol casually.
It seems to have grown up overnight...
Later, Gu Fei became more and more awesome. With his own career and his ambitions, he became very different from before.
They no longer have a heart-to-heart talk, but they have become the best and most tacit partners in their careers...
Gu Fei is also a peacemaker. He said, "Instead of declaring war with Osfia, it is better to stay in Bailuzhou safely and develop ourselves, enjoy the happiness and development brought to us by development and money. We can prevent other problems before it happens. The soldiers come to block the water and soil, but if we don't find any trouble, we will take the initiative and fight ourselves, and I will be unable to see the people and the people are exhausted." His sharp words, he fought against the scholars of the war faction, mainly Selyol, and became a powerful civilian official on the side of the Shengdongyang Zhuhe faction.
At this time, Gu Fei was very different from the past... He never confessed to Sheng Dongyang again. As the power in his hands became stronger and deeper, it became more and more unpredictable...
After discovering his identity as another richest man and having actually controlled the wealth of Bailuzhou, Sheng Dongyang was even somewhat afraid of his ambitions and greed.
As for the question of his confession several times when he was still ignorant, he never mentioned it again. Sheng Dongyang, after he took the initiative to move out of his Duke's mansion and had less time to meet him, he always thought that after Gu Fei became calm and introverted, he should have regretted that he wanted to confess to him, and was slapped in the face...
Sheng Dongyang has always understood and analyzed his temporary love for himself as the suspension bridge effect after being suppressed and redeemed, rather than his real liking...
After all, a person who has suffered a lot of torture and has a dull life suddenly gained a new life. The person who saved himself is still caring for him, asking about his well-being, guiding the direction of his life... It is normal for a moment to be confused and have an illusion. Once he realizes that this person treats almost everyone and still has something to do, he should wake up.
At this time in his previous life, Sheng Dongyang felt that Gu Fei no longer had any feelings for him. He had mastered such great power, but he was still carrying the title of his lover. He should be eager to leave him.
But he didn't expect-
Gu Fei is still...
"My heart has never changed. The reason I never mentioned it again is because I know that you only have General Seliol in your heart. If I say it, you will definitely reject me. On the contrary, it will make you embarrassed and embarrassed. I don't know how to get along with me... I don't want to make you embarrassed." Gu Fei almost cried every word, and his voice no longer became as clear as before, and he was confident.
Sheng Dongyang immediately took a deep breath, but he didn't expect Gu Fei's mind to be so delicate and keen, and he cared about his own feelings.
Yes, he and Selyol have never been the same...
He has always been a very careful and appropriate person to take care of others' feelings. Because he gave him enlightenment and guidance, many of his behaviors and actions are unconsciously developed by himself.
Be careful and considerate, walk with all your heart, and be cynical...
However, I was doing it without knowing it, and Gu Fei was always learning from him.
He hasn't taught much, and he doesn't know how to be a teacher... But Gu Fei is the only and best student he has taught...
"Since that's the case, why do you still have to say it?" Sheng Dongyang asked him back.
He looked at Gu Fei firmly: "Don't you know that I will be embarrassed and embarrassed when you say it now. Don't you know how to get along with you in the future?"
"Because, I know that if I don't say it now, I'm afraid I won't have the chance to say it again in the future." Gu Fei smiled miserably, with a sad look.
Sheng Dongyang looked at the smile on his face and suddenly remembered the expression on his face when he was detained and arrested after he failed to cause the rebellion...
He was already afraid of Gu Fei at that time, and with Gu Fei's betrayal, he was once very disappointed with Gu Fei.
Later, he calmed down and thought about the details of the matter carefully, and then he realized that Gu Fei had never targeted him. He wanted to kill Selyol, but he was just the fish that was affected...
As an archenemy in Selyor's political arena, Gu Fei's betrayal was caused by his endless bias towards Selyor from public to private matters.
Later, Gu Fei was defeated.
He never lost to Selyol, but himself...
Because of this, he had always felt a little guilty about Gu Fei, and he also believed that he was indeed a qualified Speaker of the Cabinet of the Continental Cabinet.
He thought Gu Fei was still thinking about his enlightenment and was grateful, but he never thought...
In his previous life, he was betrayed by Selyol and Sheng Dongming. When he was dying, where was Gu Fei?
Maybe he was locked in prison and couldn't get out. I don't know how he ended up falling into the hands of Selyol and Sheng Dongming?
"Sir, I love you so humbly, just like a sunflower always chasing the sun." Gu Fei cleared his throat and sat his whole body tense to the extreme, as if he was dealing with a proposal he was waiting for: "When he saw you for the first time, you kissed you with great excitement. I have never been so cherished, so carefully... as if I am the most worthy treasure in the world."
"I still remember that you said to me, 'I don't care that you are a slave. What I said before was deliberately attracting your attention. I was wrong, okay? I never looked down on you in my heart, look down on any slave. In my eyes, people are born free and equal, but I want to say that you are my slave. I want to express the meaning that you belong to me. If you don't like it, I won't say it, okay? I belong to you.'" Gu Feilian remembers every detail of his first meeting.
Sheng Dongyang didn't expect that he would actually remember what he didn't remember at that time. When he was drunk, he remembered all Selyol's confession word by word. He was immediately embarrassed and couldn't help but interrupt, "Stop talking."
"I know, you didn't say to me, but wanted to say to General Hubert... I have always been ridiculed and delusional because of being a slave, but I have unrealistic fantasies, and I am insatiable, and even beaten and abused. Everyone told me that slaves were destined to be inferior from birth. It is impossible to pay attention to freedom and equality with others. We are not even worthy of the future..."
Gu Fei's voice couldn't help but choked up: "But as the grandson of the duke, the future heir of the title, and the most noble existence in Bailuzhou, you gave me a different or even completely opposite answer at that time. I was thinking at that time, how could there be a person like you in the world, a noble like you who will fall in love with a slave? I am so jealous of that slave, jealous of General Hubert..."
"When I saw you at first sight, I almost thought I had seen an angel. You are my redemption, the navigation light that guides my life, and the only light in my life." The person who bought him was Seleur, but Sheng Dongyang was the one who gave him redemption and rebirth.
Sheng Dongyang looked at him like this and his heart suddenly stumbled.
To be continued...