Chapter 30, Chapter 030(1/2)
Sheng Dongyang was feeling quite depressed after seeing off his father and Sheng Dongming. After returning to his room, he almost didn't do anything but dialed a message.
The communication request was quickly connected, and the man on the other end of the projection was sitting in front of the desk.
The man was dressed in simple plain-colored robes, and his whole body exuded an indescribable tranquility and holiness, making people unconsciously feel peaceful and quiet. All impetuousness disappeared, and the only thing left was involuntary love.
The awe and adoration of men.
He is carefully tending a pot of black roses on the table at the moment. The thick petals of the dark rose are black with red, red with black, and have a thick velvety feel. Under the dim yellow light,
It has a luster like black gold velvet. Compared with the red rose, it is inconspicuous at first glance, but upon closer inspection, you can feel the incomparable luxury and mystery.
It is very consistent with the man's temperament, and it seems to be his favorite.
The moment Sheng Dongyang saw the man, he felt an incomparable warmth in his heart. But after calming down, he felt that his behavior of disturbing him whenever he was troubled was too childish, so he suddenly opened his mouth with embarrassment and called out
He received this long-lost title: "Uncle Silvio..."
"Why are you calling so late? Did something happen?" Silvio looked at Sheng Dongyang, a warm arc immediately appeared on his lips, and his voice was low and gentle.
Bailuzhou, the former cabinet speaker who is also the regent, has been a special and intimate existence in Sheng Dongyang's heart since he remembered it.
In the eyes of others, he is the guardian of Bailuzhou and the person who cannot be desecrated in Bailuzhou.
But in the eyes of Sheng Dongyang when he was young, he was just his guardian.
When Sheng Dongyang was pushed away by his father and bullied by other children, he was the first person to pick him up. Before Sheng Dongyang fell asleep every night, he would sit in front of his bed and tell him all kinds of things.
In fairy tales, the person who covers him with quilts and pats him to sleep is the person who puts the young child on his shoulders, leads him to run around wildly regardless of his image, picks out bird eggs and plays with them, holding them high...
Silvio fulfilled all the responsibilities that Sheng Dongyang's parents failed to fulfill.
In Sheng Dongyang's heart, he is his closest, most trustworthy, and most dependent elder... No matter how invincible he is in the eyes of others, an unbeatable lord and man, as long as he returns to Silvio's
When around him, Sheng Dongyang would regard him as a child who could act willfully and coquettishly.
Because he knew that Silvio was the only person in the world who could indulge his infinite willfulness and pamper him infinitely.
Even if something like that happened later, Sheng Dongyang's respect and trust in him did not diminish or change at all...
Silvio's rebellion back then was not a rebellion for Sheng Dongyang, but a test from his uncle.
Because Sheng Dongyang knew that with Silvio's influence in Bailuzhou, if he really rebelled, he would have no room to resist, let alone win him over...
Sheng Dongyang didn't know why he did that back then, but he trusted his uncle unconditionally and never doubted that he would truly betray him.
Because he loves his uncle deeply, love in another sense.
Once, the people he loved most were Serol and Silvio, but now only Silvio is left.
"It's nothing, I just... missed my uncle." Sheng Dongyang did not blurt out his previous irritability. The moment he saw Silvio, he seemed to have calmed down all of a sudden, and choked up unconsciously.
Voice.
He didn't know why Uncle Silvio left his side...
"Is it because of your father? Is he making you unhappy again, or is it Serol Hubert?" But Silvio is Silvio after all. He is the person who knows Sheng Dongyang best in the world.
Dongyang's tone suggested that he roughly guessed what had happened, and he immediately frowned deeply and looked at him worriedly.
Former Speaker Silvio was once the regent of Bailuzhou. He had many things to do and had many affairs. During his reign, the old Duke was seriously ill, and the burden of Bailuzhou almost fell on him alone.
But everyone also knows that although he completed his government affairs very well during his reign, the most important thing to him was never the government affairs of Bailuzhou, but the little duke of Bailuzhou.
At that time, as long as the little duke cried, whether it was a broken toy or a pet that died, the busy regent could be dragged off his desk...
Sheng Dongyang looked at him, but shook his head with red eyes: "I miss my uncle, I want my uncle to hug me...Uncle, why did you leave me?"
He also loves himself, and he also loves the people closest to him.
It’s just that this person has left his side now——
This question has actually been swirling in Sheng Dongyang's heart for a long time. In his last life, he had matured and grown up. He no longer wanted to throw all the troubles to his uncle like in the past. He could hide behind him and be a child without any chance in his life.
Ask the question out loud...
But now, he felt that he had to ask.
Seeing Sheng Dongyang like this, Silvio's heart suddenly tightened, and he reached out his hand to touch Sheng Dongyang's face and wipe away the tears on his face.
But the projection was just a projection after all. Even if it was worrying him, his slender fingers could only miss Sheng Dongyang's face despite being thousands of miles apart.
There has never been any physical contact...
Through his actions, Sheng Dongyang touched his face subconsciously, only to find that his face was covered with tears without realizing it, but he didn't care much. He just asked stubbornly to Silvio: "Uncle, are you
Why did you leave? Do you know that I am really alone now, and there is no one around me who I can trust with peace of mind..."
Although it was understandable that Silvio would have his own thoughts and would want to leave and rest after ruling Bailuzhou for so long, but as the one left behind, Sheng Dongyang still felt isolated and helpless...
After losing Silvio, he is like a snail that has lost its shell. He must expose all his flesh and blood to the influence of the outside world to withstand the harm that the outside world inflicts on him.
You must also force yourself to appear indestructible, unable to be knocked down, and unable to be harmed even if you have no shell.
But even though he has grown up, when he is hurt, his first reaction is to retreat into his own shell...
But his shell is now thousands of miles away from him and can no longer be touched.
"Did Sériol Hubert do something? Did he do something to disappoint you?" Silvio quickly captured the information in his words.
When Sheng Dongyang heard this, he shook his head and said, "I sometimes wonder, I am indecisive and hesitant. If my uncle hadn't pushed me, would I have been a failure?"
He is simply unworthy and unfit to be the lord of Bailuzhou."
Only in front of Silvio can he return to his true self as he pleases, exposing his fragility and helplessness.
To Silvio, he just wanted to talk and vent...
"Why do you think so?" Silvio suddenly became serious when he heard this. Thousands of miles away, he gently touched Sheng Dongyang's head in the form of a projection: "Uncle's Xiaoyang is the best and bravest in the world.
Your child is the most suitable, most serious and responsible lord of Bailuzhou. No one can surpass you."
Although I haven't touched Sheng Dongyang for a long time, I can only clearly remember that this child's hair has been very soft since he was a child. People with soft hair also have soft hearts...
Sheng Dongyang remained motionless and allowed his projection to pretend to touch his hand. He also pretended to imagine being comforted by Silvio touching his head.
In fact, he didn't really want to say anything, he just wanted to vent his emotions to Silvio...
"I heard that you got married recently, and you are a minister of the Osphia royal family... How is he doing? Do you like him?" Silvio asked in a calm tone, as if he was gossiping, without knowing anything.
Joy and anger.
Sheng Dongyang immediately shook his head subconsciously.
He could lie to anyone, but he would never lie to Silvio.
"It's okay if you don't like it. The emperor's origin is unknown and he is ambitious. He is not easy to deal with. He is actually an alpha. You should be more careful and pay attention to injecting inhibitors on time." Silvio suddenly thought of something and immediately said in a deep voice.
road.
Sheng Dongyang's gender has never been a secret to him. He accompanied Sheng Dongyang through his first estrus when he was thirteen years old.
He even gave him the first inhibitor.
Although Sheng Dongyang was a little surprised at how well-informed Uncle Silvio was, he still didn't think much about it, and subconsciously nodded obediently: "Yes, I understand, uncle."
"Xiaoyang, when I left, I launched a rebellion just to tell you that anyone in this world can betray you and harm you. I want you not to believe anyone. There are so many people in the world, but
No one is worthy of your love. You can like it, but the person you love most must be yourself." Silvio looked at him and sighed, full of worry: "But you are still too soft-hearted after all.
…”
In his eyes, Sheng Dongyang will always be a child who will not grow up.
"Because, I know that my uncle will not harm me, nor will he really betray me." Sheng Dongyang said firmly.
Silvio immediately asked him: "What if I want to betray you and harm you?"
"If uncle wants to harm me, I will give my life to him." Sheng Dongyang said firmly without thinking.
In his heart, Sylvère has always been the most important person. In the past, even Seyliol could not surpass him.
Silvio didn't expect him to answer like this, so he immediately burst into laughter and said repeatedly: "Silly boy, you are such a stupid boy."
"Why did uncle leave?" Sheng Dongyang looked at him stubbornly and asked again.
Silvio frowned and finally told the truth: "I am sick, a very, very serious illness..."
"Uncle is sick? What kind of disease is it? Is it serious? Do you need me to take you back to the first star for treatment?" Sheng Dongyang suddenly became nervous and worried.
Silvio shook his head slightly, but said: "It's okay. When I get sick, I'm fine. I just hurt others. I confine myself here because I'm afraid that I will hurt you when I get sick...
…”
"I will go to see my uncle tomorrow." Sheng Dongyang made a decision without thinking.
He asked how Uncle Silvio could be so sudden...seeing no one, paying no attention to anyone, and claustrophobically.
Silvio's face darkened, but he rejected him: "Don't come over, I don't want you to see me like that. Even I can't control my appearance. Even if I look at it, I will be disgusted...
…”
"Xiaoyang, uncle hopes that I will always be a good person in your mind."
Sheng Dongyang frowned, a little reluctant, but still couldn't resist Silvio and didn't speak.
To be continued...