Shen Zihan's eyes were filled with deep affection, indescribable obsession and obsession with him.

But in the eyes of Sheng Dongyang, Sheng Dongyang not only didn't feel moved, but found it extremely ridiculous. He asked as if he heard a joke: "Do you admire me?"

Adding up the things Shen Zihan had done to him in his past and present lives, it would not be an exaggeration to even call him an enemy.

When Sheng Dongyang returned from rebirth, it was because he considered that his own attitude towards him was not very good and he was considered a person worthy of his hatred, so he just forgave Shen Zihan and used himself to save others.

But now Shen Zihan told him that the person he admired was him——

Sheng Dongyang suddenly felt ridiculous, extremely ridiculous.

"Yes, sir, I have a deep, twisted love for you, ever since we first met." Shen Zihan's eyes were bright, burning with obsession like a moth to a flame even when he was about to die.

Although he is the adopted son of a declining noble family, an adopted son is still an adopted son after all. After his adoptive father had a biological child, he was not much better to him at all. Later, because of his appearance, he wanted to cut off his glands and sell him as a beta.

The powerful man was a concubine, but he didn't have any feelings for him at all...

Although his adoptive mother was very kind to him, she was seriously ill because of his adoptive father's betrayal. She would become hysterical when she lost her temper, beat and scolded him, and vented all her resentment on him...

Although he is an alpha, due to such a repressive and distorted growth environment, Shen Zihan has been timid and weak like a little girl since he was a child... He has long been accustomed to hiding his heart, being humble, twisted and cautious to please everyone around him.

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Sheng Dongyang is the ruler of Bailuzhou.

In the past, Shen Zihan was a big shot that was completely out of reach. Shen Zihan made a desperate effort to prevent his mother from being weaned off medication and not wanting to have her glands removed. She got in front of Grand Duke Samantha, who was an alpha but was famous for her love of playing alphas. She didn't want Sheng Dongyang to turn out to be an alpha.

He is such a gentle person...

As soon as he saw that Shen Zihan was not feeling well and had a severe cough, he immediately called a doctor for him, carefully watched him treat him, and patted his back... Sheng Dongyang helped him a lot, covering his mother's treatment expenses.

The scumbag father suppressed him, and Shen Zihan's own physical problems, but he was not asked to repay him as Shen Zihan thought...

Sheng Dongyang did a lot for him, but it was like a simple effort, and he passed it by in an understatement. In this infamous Grand Duke Samantha, Shen Zihan felt the warmth and brilliance of humanity that he rarely felt.

For him, Sheng Dongyang is the first and only person who treats him well without asking for anything in return.

Just like the warm sunshine in winter, it warmed him, a dying man who was about to freeze.

He really fell in love with Sheng Dongyang at a banquet. His younger brother, the biological son of his adoptive father, wanted to frame him for destroying something valuable. Shen Zihan took advantage of the trick and pushed his brother instead, causing his younger brother to destroy the precious thing.

Items... At that time, Sheng Dongyang happened to come from behind and met them unexpectedly.

The moment Shen Zihan saw him, her heart nearly jumped out of her throat.

What he was thinking about most was whether Sheng Dongyang would dislike him because of this, whether he would be very disappointed in him, and feel that he was not a good person...

Even if his brother didn't know that it was Shen Zihan who pushed him, his first reaction when this happened was to stand up immediately and frame him in front of the public, saying that Shen Zihan had harmed him...

But Sheng Dongyang stood up and said in front of everyone: "Did anyone see that Shen Zihan did it? I just saw with my own eyes that Shen Xun slipped and hit him."

"Breaking things is not a big deal, but deliberately slandering others is not a good thing..."

Shen Zihan was completely confused at the time and had no idea that Sheng Dongyang would do that.

He knew that Sheng Dongyang clearly saw it...

Because of Sheng Dongyang, his brother failed to frame him for the first time in his life. Instead, he became a laughing stock in the public, despised by others, and his face turned green and white to the extreme.

Shen Zihan should have felt happy that Shen Xun was embarrassed, but at that moment he couldn't think of anything. He just stared at Sheng Dongyang, wanting to know what he was thinking and why he wanted to do it. So do that?

Sheng Dongyang seemed to have noticed his gaze, and looked in the direction of Shen Zihan with his deep and passionate peach blossom eyes, winked at him and smiled slyly, telling Shen Zihan that he did it on purpose.

Shen Zihan suddenly felt his heart beat faster, almost thinking that Sheng Dongyang really meant something to him, so he helped him like this.

At that moment, Shen Zihan simply felt that she was favored by the prince and was wearing the godmother's glass slippers, the Cinderella that attracted everyone's attention.

But the magic at twelve o'clock lasted only for a moment. After that, Shen Zihan never had the chance to see Sheng Dongyang. He found out about the affairs between Sheng Dongyang and Seliol from other places, and learned about Sa, who he was deeply in love with. Duke Mansa likes General Hubert, but General Hubert treats him with noses other than noses and eyes other than eyes...

The two quarreled and quarreled, separated and reunited to no avail. General Hubert even stuffed a lover into his bed in order to get rid of Sheng Dongyang.

Seeing that the person he secretly admired in his heart was treated like this, and still had no regrets for Seliol, Shen Zihan suddenly became angry, and jealousy twisted in his heart like a devil... He felt that Seliol was not worthy of Sheng at all. Dongyang.

After several deliberate contacts, he even discovered that Selyol was in love with Sheng Dongyang but did not know it, or did not admit it, and wanted to entangle and hurt Sheng Dongyang... Several times, he saw Selyol and Sheng Dongyang. After the quarrel between Sheng Dongyang and Sheng Dongyang, they wanted to reconcile and get better and better, but Shen Zihan finally couldn't bear it anymore.

He decided to break them up -

However, the cautiousness and timidity that he had grown up in made him unable to confess his love to Sheng Dongyang in an upright manner and duel with Serriol openly.

He used his jealousy and scheming to embark on the most despicable and hateful path.

He is like, no, he is just a despicable mistress, constantly taking advantage of the arrogant and stupid weakness of Serriol's character, constantly provoking, intensifying and creating conflicts between him and Sheng Dongyang, making the original relationship between them The existing problems and contradictions are getting worse and worse, until they expand to the point where they cannot be healed or made up for...

As for himself, he was enjoying the pleasure of jealousy and perversion behind his back.

The so-called jealousy is not seeing the good of others...wanting to destroy everything that is beautiful and does not belong to oneself.

Shen Zihan didn't want to hurt Sheng Dongyang, but he wanted Sheng Dongyang to see Selyol's true face and know that Seylyol was not worthy of love. He thought he had broken them up, but one day Sheng Dongyang would see the good in him and see the good in him.

When Serriol abandons him, he will always be by his side.

But he never thought that Sheng Dongyang would choose death and self-destruction...

After Sheng Dongyang's accident, Shen Zihan regretted and hated himself like never before. He had done so many things that harmed others and was not beneficial to himself. For the first time, he felt sick and wanted to kill himself.

"You have provoked and framed me over and over again... and you still have the nerve to say that you love me? Does such a feeling deserve to be called love? I have never seen such an unbelievable thing..." Sheng Dongyang listened to Shen Zihan's words.

Confession, my heart felt cold, and I just sneered: "Your love makes me sick."

Is there anything more ridiculous than this in the world?

Sheng Dongyang felt that there was no more, no more.

Does Shen Zihan have the nerve to say she loves him like this?

From what he had done in his past life and this life, Sheng Dongyang didn't say that he didn't see love at first sight at all, he almost felt that it was more like enmity at first sight.

He has grown up and been so compassionate and cherished for so many years... This is the first time that someone has confessed to him so disgustingly.

"Yes, sir, I also know that I am disgusting, and my sin is unforgivable..." Shen Zihan knelt down directly in front of him, looking forward to death: "So, sir, please kill me."

Long after Sheng Dongyang died because of him in his previous life, he no longer wanted to live.

He was extremely disgusted and disgusted with himself, but he couldn't do anything about it... Now he could only be freed by watching Sheng Dongyang die peacefully.

After learning about Sheng Dongyang's death in his previous life, Shen Zihan knew that he was no longer qualified to live again...

"If your crime is not worthy of death, I will not kill you!" Sheng Dongyang took a deep breath and looked at the pitiful and pitiful beauty in front of him, but there was no trace of connection or touch in his heart.

Coldly, word for word: "But... from now on, you should never appear in front of me again. I don't want to see you again."

No matter what the cause is, irreparable consequences are caused.

No matter Shen Zihan or Seriol, he didn't want to see each other again, and he didn't want to be involved in the slightest.

Shen Zihan's face was pale, and his eyes were filled with despair and death.

Unexpectedly, Sheng Dongyang even killed him with his own hands and was not willing to give it to him.

"Okay, I understand, sir." But Shen Zihan still took a deep breath, and finally looked at Sheng Dongyang with deep nostalgia, not daring to disobey him at all.

He has been dark and twisted all his life. He just wants to live like a normal person before he dies, daring to love and hate...

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After Shen Zihan left, Sheng Dongyang changed the passwords of various permissions in his mansion and gave instructions to the housekeeper, completely eliminating the chance of any unexplained people entering his mansion from now on.

Sheng Dongyang was still trying to contact Albert, but this time all the news really came to nothing.

There was no word from Albert, no response at all.

Sheng Dongyang reflected on himself a lot and realized that he was indecisive and could no longer be as dedicated to his feelings as others wanted... Maybe from the beginning, he shouldn't have failed to do a good job because he wanted to get rid of his previous relationship.

When you are not ready to fall in love, you will rush into the next relationship because you are moved and the pursuer pursues you too fiercely.

Not loving means not loving.

Frankly speaking, he did feel sorry for Albert a lot in this relationship and marriage... Maybe he was really a scumbag who shouldn't have relationships with others at all.

Albert refused to leave. Sheng Dongyang was exhausted physically and mentally and felt that this relationship and marriage that should never have started in the first place really should end, but he still wanted to have a good talk with Albert.

Half a month later, Sheng Dongyang received news that Albert had led one-third of the empire's troops loyal to him to raise troops in the northern border of the empire to start a war with the royal family.

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