The third day after Zhuo Qun came back.

His roommates discovered a greater change in him.

That was his expression was deep and melancholy.

I always sit alone on the playground or on a campus chair in a daze.

Moreover, his smoking became particularly fierce and became a "big chimney".

When I saw him, I was almost in a state of squirting clouds and mist.

After this day, I guess two boxes may not be able to fight.

But when everyone asked him if there was anything wrong, he kept his mouth shut.

He always pretended to be smiling and insisted that he was good and everything was fine.

Expressing a very polite but refusing to care.

Of course, this performance is actually very easy to explain.

It was just Zhuo Qun's instinctive reaction to loneliness and loneliness because of what happened to him.

You know, he has no way to tell others what happened to him and what he knows about the future.

Because no one hears it, he will not believe him.

I'm afraid he would either treat it as a super joke or think that his brain is broken.

But on the other hand, the more he knows about the present through the newspaper, the clearer he understands his situation.

The greater the psychological pressure you feel.

Don't forget that in a sense, he has lived once after all.

Now it's like a movie replaying.

But don't look at him returning to this time period in his life.

It seems that all the scenes are still preserved.

Including entering the "Ministry University", becoming roommates with Xu Yuntao, Gu Weijia, Qiao Jian, He Xu, and Li Kai, and re-studying the courses from 20 years ago.

But after he woke up from his bed in the dormitory, everything had subtly deviated from his original running trajectory.

For example, he still remembers that a female teacher who was taking public classes in her freshman year was quite perverted.

That teacher usually starts sending paper tests as soon as the bell rings.

On the one hand, it can play a role in naming, and on the other hand, it also consolidates the knowledge of the previous class.

But the most insidious thing about her is that the paper she sent to her late classmates was removed from a small corner.

According to the school regulations, being late for three classes is counted as absent from class once.

In the past history, half of the people in the 402 dormitory have been to the Academic Affairs Office because of this special small mark.

But this time, with his reminder, everyone easily avoided the thunder.

For example, in the past, he was a person who was dressed neatly, cheerful and studious.

It was easy to gain the favor of most teachers and classmates, and almost became a cadre of the student union.

But now his sloppy image and gloomy and strange behavior are not popular.

In professional courses, he was asked a few times by a teacher who should have treated him very well.

This situation does not exist in the original history.

Although in the long run, such small differences in past and present may not have any particularly far-reaching impact on his future.

But after all, it’s still a little different. Isn’t there the word “butterfly effect”?

God knows that once these effects accumulate, will they cause any terrible consequences?

Of course, he doesn't have to worry about the issue of the time paradox.

He is not an outsider who wanders around, and he is afraid of meeting his young self.

Or you are worried that you will not exist if you kill your grandfather.

He is the young self, he belongs to this world and is part of this world.

Only his heart comes from the future, and the future only exists in his heart.

But what about Wei Li?

Where is his wife now?

He suddenly had the impulse to find her, see her with his own eyes, and meet her...

But he didn't know where to find her.

Wei Li is four years older than him, and she did not study in college in Beijing.

It will take another two years for her to work at Urban Youth Daily.

Besides, they are not each other's first love.

Wei Li should still be with her boyfriend whom she dated in college.

There is no possibility that the trajectory of their lives will be immediately reunited...

Thinking of this, Zhuo Qun's breathing became rapid.

He subconsciously lit a cigarette and took a deep breath to calm down his anxious and chaotic mood.

Such violent emotions are caused by his realization of the key point.

Fate is not static.

Now there are many possibilities in front of him, and there are too many choices he can make.

But there are also terrible consequences of serious derailment that make him contradict himself.

For example, he was completely unsure.

Then find Wei Li as it happened and make her fall in love with her again.

Thinking back to the beginning, he moved her with his ideals, enthusiasm, sunshine and vitality as soon as he first entered society.

Now he no longer has these qualities.

Then what should he do?

Maybe he should try his best to fit the original trajectory.

We should also focus on our studies again and recite the knowledge that we have long forgotten but will never have any practical use.

Pretend that everything is the first time, and it is completely integrated with the current environment.

Then he graduated smoothly, went to the newspaper to work, met Wei Li, and found a way to marry her.

But...but what's the point?

He had enough of his previous life.

Do you have to go through a painful and anticipated life even though you know the failure and the bad?

At this moment, Zhuo Qun suddenly discovered the traces of Li Kai and He Xu on the side of the playground.

He Xu obviously just finished the meal.

But what is unusual is that he is not only eating by himself.

Li Kai, who was sitting opposite him, was also holding a spoon and digging food from his rice bowl and stuffing it into his mouth.

And he was chatting with him while eating, without any intention of blushing and heartbeat.

Zhuo Qun remembered it all at once.

This is the shameless style that Li Kai has always been in college for four years.

This kid is a famous "free-for-nothing maniac".

He even has the habit of borrowing toilet paper when he wakes up in the morning.

He also serves as the "paper borrower".

Nothing else, it's because the family is poor.

Li Kai's family is in the rural area of ​​Yanbei, and he is the worst family in the dormitory and is used to being stingy.

But unfortunately, he was unable to stay in Beijing after graduation.

I can only go back to my third-tier city in my hometown and be a small editor at a local newspaper. I will be with my hard work all my life.

In the past, Zhuo Qun could be indifferent to his situation, and even occasionally made fun of him with everyone.

But seeing this scene at this time, it is inevitable that there will be resonance and sadness.

No, no, no, the original trajectory of life is too many unsatisfactory places.

He doesn't want to live his original life.
To be continued...