Chapter 041 You are reflected in the hazy light and shadow
He pointed to his head, his eyes flashing with a self-deprecating look.
"A consciousness is reminding me not to be too deeply trapped in the repeated wandering with her past, thus losing the motivation to move forward.
Another consciousness was constantly explaining to me that after that fire, the meaning of my existence was the possibility that she had planted when she appeared."
It takes a lot of power to say what you think in your heart.
This power will also bring a huge impact on the people and the environment around you.
Kim Taeyeon looked at him blankly, "Big Fire?"
"When I was young, the orphanage I lived in had an explosion on one day. Because it was too long, I couldn't remember the specific date of that day."
He held his chin, and his hazy eyes seemed to transform into many phantoms.
It was obviously a difficult past to mention, but it was slowly revealed by him in an understatement.
"Although I'm sorry to mention this, just like the Black Sea events that Taeyeon xi had experienced with the members, I used to feel dead."
He spread his hands, clenched his fists, and then let go.
Kim Taeyeon was attracted by his calloused palms. He continued as she stared at her palms.
"Either the hands or other parts of the body, I almost died, but later I miraculously survived and became one of the few survivors in that accident.
At that time, a couple in the village took me in, and they gave me a brand new identity and name...
I have always felt that my soul had completely died in the darkness and had only left an empty shell to live in the world... "
Following the description of the language, a strange mirror appeared magically in front of Kim Taeyeon.
The broken stone pillars and stones burned to the darkness by the fire, and the children in tattered clothes were stained with blood lying in the ruins, surrounded by undestroyed flames and wailing crying.
The sky above my head was completely like an iron curtain that was difficult to get rid of due to the thick smoke.
The despair that was shrouded in my heart could not be erased, Kim Taeyeon thought of herself, who had experienced many setbacks a long time ago, but she could not mention the three "Black Sea Incidents" with an understatement.
So, she would think, "What kind of heart death and despair he has experienced for a long time, and what kind of self has the person who appears in his vitality influenced him and made him who he is now."
The sunlight outside the window was gradually hot for several minutes, and her mind was full of thoughts on these things, as well as those pictures converted from words that came alive.
In the ruins, there is a child leaning against the wall marks.
Compared to other children crying because of the pain caused by bleeding and wounds all over their bodies, he just looked blankly at the sky.
The sun that hangs in high altitude no matter whether the fire is extinguished or burns vigorously.
At first I just saw the picture and felt extremely real.
After five seconds of a strong touch, Kim Taeyeon suddenly trembled, which was from the soul's body under the control of consciousness.
"Do you... like reading?"
Then, while accompanying Takiichi to visit the store.
He suddenly raised his hand to Kim Taeyeon and pointed at the pile of books placed in the corner.
All kinds of books were neatly placed in the bookcase against the wall, which seemed out of place with the support items beside them. Some newly shaved covers proved that they were in the past and were once "no one cared about."
"Book?" Kim Taeyeon suddenly woke up and looked in the direction of his finger.
If I wanted to deny it, I suddenly changed my words, "Well~~ I will read books when I'm fine at home."
"Cough cough..." Jin's father, who was sitting behind the counter drinking coffee leisurely, suddenly coughed violently.
The red face seemed to be choking, and the old folds squeezed together forcefully.
"Is that true?" Takiichi did not notice the shame on Kim Taeyeon's face.
His eyes were gradually attracted by these books piled up alone.
"Paul Garrico's novel is full of winter's breath, just like the fresh snow in early winter gradually melting on the tip of his tongue.
The feeling of coldness and illusion intertwining, those who read his works will feel that the mind is as if it has been washed and purified, and it is a clear and pure beauty, and it is mixed with a faint feeling of sadness."
At the same time, Kim Taeyeon felt like she was back in Jeonju Art High School, and was in the school's library with her senior who was secretly in love with her middle school years.
The library is located on the west corner of the third floor of the fourth floor school building.
Whenever the sun sets, the Sun will transmit through the library window.
At that time, whether it was the floor, desk, bookshelves, or the classroom, it was like a layer of honey dyed, and it was golden.
Returning to reality, the gifts given by those fans started to be cleaned by their father every once in a while because they were given by them.
In the end, because there were too many piles up, I started to find bookcases to pile them together, which would eventually fill the entire corner of the wall.
In addition, the area in front of the counter is only for detours for guests to travel. There are old beech tables, as well as two old iron bookshelves and display cabinets.
These places are filled with albums and novels related to Girls' Generation, while other old books that cannot be put down are placed in an orderly manner around the corners.
Sometimes Kim Taeyeon would think if an earthquake occurred across the province.
Then the bookcases and shelves piled up with books will definitely fall down, and then they will definitely be buried in the pile of books and eventually suffocate to death.
In front of the bookcase full of old books and dust, Kim Taeyeon saw him standing on tiptoe and carefully pulling out some books to read in his hands, caring for him.
The abdominal muscles under the clothes seemed to leak, but they were not clear.
It seems that as long as you move your position a little, then find a stool to sit down, you can see it thoroughly.
The smell on him is so fragrant... Kim Taeyeon was shocked by how she had thought like this.
Just like more than ten years ago, I was cleaning up the dust of books in the library with my crush seniors in middle school.
Takiichi now looks like a senior at that time. He would carefully blow away the dust on the surface and gradually pick the cover with his fingers.
The black curly hair stood steeply above the forehead, and the soft golden light brushed across the cheeks and the chin.
The fluff that can only be seen under the light attracted Kim Taeyeon's sight until it gathered on the Adam's apple between her neck.
That part was completely sealed by the buttons on the tightly clasped collar.
Inadvertently, he would suddenly pop up in his mind and unbutton the first and second buttons until the third one, and then...
His appearance is really impeccable. Kim Taeyeon thought of the sisters far away in Seoul. If many of them who believe in appearance first meet this person, they might react similarly to them.
Therefore, even the faint traces of eyelash shaking and the clear and translucent eyes were naturally emitted from the inside to the outside under Kim Taeyeon's gaze.
Although he is a young man, he is really elegant when he speaks or not, or stands quietly in the light.
It's like a textbook-like protagonist walking out of the tear comic.
Then, he opened the book and read it carefully, his originally calm expression instantly filled with happiness.
When reading a book, he seemed to be attracted by the plot in the book. When his eyes drooped, a sweet smile would hang on the corners of his mouth.
Chapter completed!