While writing this passage casually in the notebook, Huang Lizhi thought that at that time, he used such actions to get mixed up with unknown people.

I want to see if I can easily integrate into the city I am in.

So after returning home, the feeling of belonging to the whole province gradually faded from the two emotions of memory and longing, and the desire for Tokyo is gradually strengthening.

"Maybe I will marry someone living in Tokyo in the future~~"

When one consciousness awakens in the body, another will pop up in the body to mock the idea.

"Who else would you marry except seniors... You fool who always holds the so-called reserved style of a girl..."

Huang Lizhi couldn't stop all this. Perhaps this is why he never expressed his feelings even though he was communicating with that person every week.

Girls' reserve...

Straighten your neck and stretch your chin, looking at the red sunset that came outside the window.

At that time, a few "ding" sounds came from the playground.

"If it's the senior who played baseball there..."

"Dang..."

"Dang..."

The long-lost bell suddenly broke into the brain.

At the same time, the picture that was playing slowly spread out a rift from the center.

"What~ It turns out that it's almost time for evening self-study."

After taking a look at the time on the phone, Huang Lizhi held his chin and pouted slightly and complained.

"It's so noisy! Trouble my thoughts!"

He scolded the distance outside the window with a very childish attitude.

Perhaps because I felt the restlessness and anger in her emotions, the bell suddenly stopped.

"Just now, I felt like I was in a state that I would only be in a dream..."

Huang Lizhi wrote such a passage when he opened the diary he bought in Tokyo but had never used it.

The biggest difference between the diary produced in Tokyo and the Quanshu is that the cover of the notebook is printed with the words "Sakura Country".

So... When I saw the notebook, there were pictures in my mind that had been destroyed before, and those emotions that had not disappeared with the sound of the bells rushed into the pen in an instant.

"In that state, I will dream of the past."

When he paused, Huang Lizhi habitually thought with his pen cover in his mouth and then lowered his head and wrote.

"It must be because of what Sakura and I talked about that day."

As the first time I mentioned Sakura in the book, Huang Lizhi decided that no matter what, this page would not be seen by anyone other than himself, including Takichi.

The name of the work is called "Lizhi Diary".

Perhaps in the next day, I will choose to put it in my schoolbag and walk into the woods behind the campus, and choose a big tree to bury it deeply underground.

It may take decades or even a hundred years to completely absorb it by the soil.

And by that time, I successfully left.

In this article, Huang Lizhi wrote all the stories with Sakura on Kagoshima.

But so far, I think of the girl who can only imagine but is more perfect when she actually sees her, so special that she can't keep her "hate" feeling unsustainable, and she feels a sense of powerlessness.

Over time, you will still lack confidence in Sakura.

Because it was the indescribable love that the person in the past who had ever expressed for her that led to her ignoring all the factors that might affect her, and leaving the country alone with just a little living expenses.

This meeting was not rewarding after all.

Just like now, just think of your experience on Kagoshima that day.

Under the sky full of stars? Sitting on the grass with Sakura holding her legs, watching her reach out and pointing in the direction of the Big Dipper.

She didn't know if Sakura had a short moment in her heart at that time? She missed the person who had been let go of her, but she could only confirm that she was at that time? She had that kind of emotion.

When writing about standing in Kirishima Temple with Sakura and writing about painting horses to pray for blessings? Huang Lizhi's heart began to become hesitant.

For example, there were many moments at that time to ask what wish she had made and whether she included everything about that person.

Even though the timidity that was born in my heart made me unable to speak, but...

Huang Lizhi still believed that he should tell her the secrets "When I was with me, what did I do for you in my spare time?"

At least, although I broke up, if I can save some regrets? I am willing to do it even against my true intentions.

Anyway? The man's tears said that he didn't want to take a second look at anything.

The first look is for yourself? The second look must not be Sakura.

And...things about diary.

Until I left, I couldn't tell Sakura about the diary.

In that case, her perception of herself and that person will always remain at the stage of "the relationship between the previous and the juniors who are just pretty good, unexpectedly converge in the destiny line during a special period."

When writing the diary, Huang Lizhi put down his pen? Carefully tear off this page along the edge gap.

While looking at the increasingly neat handwriting, the reader is looking at whether there are any typos.

Because it is written in Japanese, it is much more serious than when checking in Korean.

After staying in Tokyo for a year, I met important people and learned language that I would feel extremely unfamiliar with in the past.

Huang Lizhi felt relieved about this.

However, at this moment, she felt a little guilty, blaming herself for not asking Sakura for more things...

It would be even better if you could ask her again, "If you break up with your senior, do you feel no guilt at all?"

Therefore, Huang Lizhi decided to start tomorrow and write more about what happened on Kagoshima.

Those words for another person were also long-lasting.

Although the incident on Kagoshima brought many complicated feelings to Huang Lizhi.

But while stopping writing, thoughts will inevitably return to the first day when I set foot on Tokyo land.

Why do these two people, even though they miss each other, know that they miss themselves very much?

But I was talking about the time when there was nothing else except the smile and the regret and sadness that could not be erased between my eyes.

Is it hard to see it if I want to see it, but can't I go there directly?

Is it because I have not experienced that kind of love, so I have no other emotions except for feeling sorry and incomprehensible?

When she arrived here, Huang Lizhi restarted a blank space on the page, and she suddenly wanted to write down what happened not long ago here.

Specifically, we have to start from the first month after returning to Quanshu from Kagoshima.

To be precise, it is related to a stranger.

Female.

Let’s summarize the gender in a very simple and rough way.

Because the plane was late, it was already evening when we arrived in Seoul.

I always remembered the words of my parents' advice, "If it's too late, find a safe resting place and get on the bus back to Quanzhou the next morning."

So when he walked out of Gimpo Airport, Huang Lizhi chose a restaurant nearby and ordered a cheap military pot and started eating slowly.

Half of the deposits I had spent in Sakura Country. In order to prevent all possible accidents that happened during this short stay in Seoul, the military pot began to enter the brain's choice consciousness.
Chapter completed!