Chapter 088 Please tell more stories about him
"That's right." Jin Xiayan agreed with this concept.
"But I think there shouldn't be any difference, right? Let me tell you, Ernie has told me before that she plans to live in Seoul for the rest of her life, but I hold the completely opposite view."
"Why? Isn't Seoul bad?"
Perhaps because of his brief stop in Seoul, Huang Lizhi recalled Takiichi's curiosity about the word Seoul.
This curiosity stems from the time when he and Sakura had not broken up.
The two had discussed traveling abroad after getting engaged, which countries and cities they would go to, how long they would stay at each stop, and what they would like to do, all of which were recorded in their respective diaries.
Seoul, when Huang Liji set foot on that land and left his own heart-shaped wishing place on Namsan Tower.
She realized that she had arrived at the place where that person expected to go.
It has always been a must-visit place for couples from all over the world when arriving in Seoul.
So if the breakup hadn't happened, on the wall filled with locks of various colors, there would have been a lock written with the wishes he and Sakura had made.
"Not good~~" Jin Xiayan's complaint forcibly blocked Huang Lizhi's wandering thoughts.
When she turned around to look, she saw her pink mouth pouting and her eyes full of anger.
“I’ve been to Seoul, and the environment there is noisy and busy, and everything is ambiguous.
Ernie told me that there, nothing is absolute, perhaps it should be said that there is a place where I become helpless and decisive..."
After saying this, she looked at Huang Lizhi who was listening carefully and asked curiously.
"Don't you feel this way? Whether it's in Seoul, Tokyo, or other cities in Sakura Country that you've been to before."
"Hmm...I don't know."
Huang Lizhi answered vaguely.
She deeply felt that with the busy pace of life in big cities from day to night, returning home and taking off all the burdens would bring unimaginable fatigue.
This way of life has always been something Takiichi dislikes and hates.
But because Sakura has unimaginable yearning and emotions for Tokyo, he has to force himself to accept everything under the Tokyo sky.
Jin Xiayan has a certain attribute that Longyi possesses. They all have a warm feeling that is healed by the tranquility of a small place.
I heard that this happens only to people who have an extremely empty inner world or who lack a sense of security.
“In other words, whether I was born or grew up in this place surrounding Jeonju Hanok Village, I have never experienced the experience of crossing oceans and national borders and leaping to another country to start a new life.
I used to feel that I would never be able to go out in my life. This kind of life is the template for many people's lives, but until that day I found that I had been changed. Can seniors understand this feeling?"
"What do you mean? No matter you like or hate a certain way of life, there will always be an opportunity to change it?"
Huang Lizhi nodded and said sadly, "Yes, because before that, I couldn't go anywhere.
Normally, when we encounter something and want to escape from this place, we either find that we have nowhere to go, or... in short, we can only live in this place until we have a chance.
Just thinking about it, this feeling sometimes makes people feel desperate.”
The tone in which she spoke was not filled with any serious feelings, but rather the tone that she usually used when joking.
Such an atmosphere conveyed her profound feelings to Jin Xiayan's heart more directly.
Yes... She thought that a long time ago, Ernie, who had never thought about becoming a singer, would tell herself many years later that he would live in Seoul for the rest of his life.
It was the father who raised the three brothers and sisters who discovered Ernie who was very talented in singing, and then privately brought her to Seoul to directly participate in SM's trainee selection.
Without this process, Kim Taeyeon would definitely still think that she just needs to stay quietly in Jeonju as usual.
Meet the person you like at the right time, get married, and spend your life in an ordinary way.
This is also the truest portrayal of many people who have no yearning for Seoul, or people who are unable to take root in Seoul in this life.
"So do you often feel like leaving Jeonju and living in Tokyo?" Kim Ha-yeon asked.
"Yes, I can only say that I have always had this feeling."
Huang Lizhi took off the headphones hanging in his ear holes and said seriously.
"I stayed in a hospital in Tokyo for a year...senpai.
For ordinary people, there is nothing more boring than lying on a hospital bed, not being able to travel at will, but being soaked in an atmosphere of disinfectant, and having to be examined and consoled by doctors and nurses.
But because it is Tokyo, and also because it is a country completely different from Seoul and Jeonju in terms of culture, language, and scenery.
I have never felt this boring feeling from the beginning."
She suppressed her inner emotions as much as possible.
But in fact, the year she lived in Tokyo was the happiest and unforgettable time in her life.
"But not long after I arrived in Tokyo, I met my senior, the senior I met in Tokyo~~
It's like an angel appeared in my life, he really... attracted me deeply.
At that time, I thought, Oh Duke, how can there be such a good-looking boy in this world, his eyes are as pure as filled with brown glass."
Whenever he recalls the scene when he first met Takichi, Huang Lizhi will still act like a girl who has just started to have a love affair, unconsciously raising his hands to make fists and placing them on his chest.
When saying these words, he would try to use a calm tone as much as possible, but this was completely contrary to the red glow that spread frequently on his face.
"Hey~~~" Jin Xiayan said in a long tone.
"That's a rare opportunity. Before we are separated, tell me more about that person."
Perhaps not giving Huang Lizhi a chance to refuse, she closed her hands and her eyes were full of prayer.
"Please, please~~ I'm really curious...just treat me as someone to talk to, I won't tell a third person.
I promise, swear by my Ernie’s career as an artist..."
"You..." Huang Lizhi glanced at her helplessly.
"Is it really okay to bet Taeyeon sunbae's career as an artist? It's really not okay if I don't tell you."
"It's okay, my Ernie is very erect, and I have a very tight mouth."
Jin Xiayan grinned and pulled her fingers horizontally.
Invisibly, Huang Lizhi seemed to hear the friction of the zipper.
"Then which side do you want to hear?"
"How about... hometown? Or tell me something about the place you two most want to go to when you are in Sakura Country?"
"That's it...then let's go to Kagoshima~~"
Chapter completed!