Last night, when I went home, I received a letter from South Korea. The owner of the letter was momo.

Every time Yotakichi sends a letter, he insists on using envelopes that match the color of the cherry blossoms. The envelope and letter paper sent by momo are all pure white.

This is the first exchange of letters between the two in ten years, or in other words, the first conversation without Takiichi.

It's very strange, and full of an awkward sense of alienation.

In the letter, momo mentioned some of her current situation in South Korea.

JYP held open auditions for trainees in eight cities in Sakura Country between April and May.

Between July and August, ordinary people who were admitted have entered the company one after another and signed trainee contracts.

The increasing number of fresh faces has made the relationship between momo and those around him so tense that it cannot be compared to what it was just a few months ago.

My friends began to become extremely busy, practicing hard, and it was like a huge machine starting to run because of the replacement of new parts.

Later, momo mentioned in the letter the current situation of Takiichi.

In order to allow him to concentrate on enjoying the holiday that he could enjoy for himself for the first time in his nineteen years after the judicial examination, his parents prohibited everyone from contacting him during the holiday.

The AKB and Nogizaka first-generation students who are closest to him also showed strong support for this.

After all, in the eyes of many people, Takiichi's brain is so good that even if he doesn't need to take it too seriously, he can easily handle schoolwork. Going home with a perfect score card is already a part of his daily life.

Momo and hana are completely opposite.

So, after reading this, Sakura guessed that Takiichi was at least no longer in Sakura Country.

He really should take some time to relax. Sakura knew that he had worked hard over the years and was tired in his bones.

However, the content of current exchanges ends here.

In the following reply, Momo changed her tone from the calm and polite tone of talking to old friends, and said bluntly, "If you want to know about Onii-chan's current situation from me, I advise you to give up.

Since you have already decided to go your own way, Onii-chan doesn’t want your unsustainable relationship to affect your career as an artist, so I pretended to calmly accept your request to break up, so please

Don't bother her anymore."

Momo warned Sakura with the same firm attitude as before, "Stop trying to awaken Onii-chan's excessive attachment to you", which made Sakura feel unprecedentedly disappointed.

At the end of the letter, Momo also mentioned, "No need to reply to me, you will never know where Onii-chan is. I have always known that he is the most important. I am the one who has this idea."

What you need is a career to make everyone’s hearts bloom, so I think it’s impossible for you to be Onii-chan’s angel alone.”

This determination made Sakura unmotivated.

Her hand holding the letter dropped weakly to the table.

"If we get back together, Taki-san will definitely return to the way he was before. Don't you all want to see Taki-san like that? Why?"

Sitting quietly in front of the window, Sakura stared blankly at the window and muttered to herself.

It's just a piece of letter paper, but it's extremely painful to read.

Recently, whenever Sakura thinks about things related to Takiichi, she always feels extremely heavy. The good mood of this day was completely ruined by momo's letter.

Speaking of which, I wish I could remember those things. Sakura couldn't bear to live without that person by her side.

Because I think that the success in my career over the years is always inseparable from Takiichi's support, so once that thing is lost, it will definitely be miserable.

In the past, I thought that we could still keep in touch even if we broke up, but...

The recipient of this letter is not the past self who said, "As long as Taki-san, I am not afraid of anything." However, the fear of the unknown that he can experience all the time now is what Sakura least wants to experience.

Over the years, the light that has been installed in Sakura's body has been regarded as a power source.

In the eyes of many people, it shines with pink light and strong potential, but now it is slowly passing by as time goes by, like boiling water, the heat on it is evaporating bit by bit.

Instead, there was only an extremely heavy stone of unwillingness to accept the facts, pressing hard on Sakura's heart.

I took out my mobile phone, found Nako's number in the address book and dialed it.

"nako-chan...."

Just after the call was connected, before Sakura could say a word, she heard Nako's cold response.

"That's enough Sakura, while we can still be friends, don't even think about getting any information about Taki-san from me."

"But...I received it..."

Sakura spoke anxiously, but before she could finish her words, a "beep beep beep" sound sounded in her ears.

I don’t know how many times this was, but Nako hung up the phone mercilessly.

When she first called her, the other party would talk to her about some performance-related matters.

But as soon as the topic is switched to Takiichi, or in other words, as long as Nako notices that he is showing a little bit of desire to get some information, the call will be hung up unilaterally.

"Pap..."

Sakura leaned against the head of the bed, her back pressed against the cold wall, and the phone slowly slipped from her ear until it came off her cheek.

The palm holding the iPhone also lost its strength and jumped a few times on the bed, then lay on its back on the soft sheets.

At that time, the pain of being abandoned by the whole world surrounded Sakura, who was sitting on the bed, hugging her legs and crying.

I want to cry loudly and let out all the negative emotions in my heart through tears.

However, Sakura realized that she could not squeeze out tears from her eyes no matter what.

That boulder, which was as hard to move as a lead ball, now seemed to have penetrated deeply into the flesh of the heart due to external forces.

Sakura began to try to put herself in someone else's shoes and reflect on how much trauma she had caused to Takiichi when she proposed breaking up.

Vera Shila Kuraki failed to fly into the sky, and her white wings were destroyed by a wisp of wind and gravity from the ruthless world.

Over the years, I have been working hard to become the best artist, and I have neglected the most important thing. I seem to be very selfish and even criticized by those around me.

Nako's indifference, Momo's unchanging attitude for ten years, and even increasing resentment, all dug a huge black hole in Sakura's heart at this moment.

Those past events that Sakura has always considered "never mind", those feelings that Sakura has always ignored, are all in Momo's letter, and Nako's attitude that never softened before hanging up the phone came to life one by one.

"Kura-chan...what's wrong?"

Suddenly, my mother carefully opened the door and walked in. Perhaps she saw herself in a very bad mental state, and she looked "shocked".

"Taki-san is gone...I don't know where she went..."

When telling her mother what happened during this time, Sakura kept emphasizing that she began to realize that "breakup is the beginning that should not happen", just like it was late at night, in this room, asking her mother "

If I go to get back together with him, is there any hope?" This is a question that swings back and forth.

"Kura-chan... do you really think that even if you meet that kid Taki now and ask him to re-engage with you, he will agree?"

While her mother was stroking her hair, her eyes flashed with gentle fluctuations.
Chapter completed!