Yuan Jia's easy-going and natural opening remarks made Meng Shu feel very comfortable.

She couldn't help but enlarge the picture to look at the cute little wooden sculptures. She actually wanted to keep a little pet, but she basically didn't have any private time and couldn't take care of it well.

Shu: "So cute!"

Shu: "Teacher Yuan, you can actually carve wood carvings."

Yuan Jia: "It's just about the level of craftsmanship. Just learn from others. Make some when you have free time. If a visitor needs it, just give one as a gift."

Shu: "Teacher Yuan is very busy at work, isn't he? He has to attend classes, live broadcasts, and receive guests..."

Yuan Jia: "Fortunately, they are all things I am willing to do."

Yuanjia: "Are you off today?"

Shu: "There's no rest, but I'm not too busy today. There's an event in the evening, and my work has been scheduled until September next year. Counting the Spring Festival, I only have less than twenty days of rest."

Yuan Jia: "If you have the chance, you can sneak out and watch the sea."

Seeing Yuan Jia's reply, Meng Shu felt very considerate. If she told others that she was busy at work, they would always say that it would be better to be busy, have something to do, or arrange more rest time.

It's just that these are all fixed in the schedule, and Yuan Jia understands her very well. If she wants to rest and relax, she can only find opportunities to sneak out by herself.

Don't think that she is resting now, and she can only stay in the hotel. Otherwise, as soon as she goes out, she will be surrounded by cameras, and her every move will be magnified countless times and posted on the Internet.

Because of her identity, she is destined to not be able to do what she wants to do. Her crying will be magnified, her tantrums will be magnified, and her mistakes will be magnified. She is under the pressure of work while enduring unwarranted abuse from the Internet.

and malicious intent.

Once she was exposed in her temporary residence, and then she received a mysterious delivery the next day. The content of the delivery was a pair of men's underwear, which was also stained with disgusting traces. This almost made her collapse, so she did it for several days in a row.

Nightmare.

In the dream, she was surrounded by a crowd of people. They laughed strangely and cursed, saying that she was trying to get ahead, that she had plastic surgery, that she was a bitch...

And these are actually the norm in her Weibo comments.

Why do you have to endure such malice and be labeled like this despite having done nothing wrong?

Shu: "How much does Teacher Yuan charge for one hour of consultation? I would like to buy one hour of your time to chat with you."

The main reason why Meng Shu did not find another psychological counselor was that Teacher Yuan was also an Internet celebrity. She had known that even people like Teacher Yuan had many people who criticized him on the Internet. Similar experiences made her

I am willing to try this psychological counseling.

Yuan Jia sent her the price list, and Meng Shu directly transferred 5,000 yuan.

Yuan Jia: “Do you want to buy ten hours?”

Shu: "Yeah."

Online consultation has begun.

Yuanjia has done online consultation before, but the effect is much worse than offline. After all, she cannot see the other party's micro-expressions and body movements most clearly and intuitively, and Yuanjia cannot control the chat well.

But there are different targets. For a popular star like Meng Shu, it is really difficult for her to come for offline consultation. It's not that she doesn't want to come, but that she can't find the opportunity to come.

In the systematic experience course, Yuan Jia has also been a star, and he knows very well where the pressure of being a star comes from. Sometimes he gets too involved in the drama, and even suffers from severe depression or split personality.

When celebrities are sick, they are not willing to admit that they are sick. On the one hand, the social group does not understand them, and more bad words will follow. On the other hand, the agency does not allow them to be 'sick'.

The value hasn’t been squeezed out yet, so how can you say you’re quitting?

Most of their lives are under the camera. It is difficult for ordinary people to imagine how painful it is for someone to act positive and sunny even though they are in terrible pain.

In order to protect her diet, Yuanjia had a backup electronic version of the confidentiality agreement, which she sent to Meng Shu before the consultation began. This allowed her to let down her guard to a large extent and show her truest self.

Yuanjia started the video.

This time, Meng Shu was not wearing sunglasses or a hat. It seemed that he had just woken up and was not wearing makeup. His lips and face were a little pale, and his face did not look good, but his facial features were still very delicate and beautiful.

"Hello, Teacher Yuan, I am Meng Shu, an artist..."

When celebrities come for psychological counseling, they do not necessarily need psychological counselors to teach them how to do it, because it is useless. Under the requirements of the contract, they cannot let go of work and have to do what they usually do.

So why do you need psychological counseling?

I just want to find someone I can chat with as an equal.

I have been lonely for too long, and the spiritual world is as barren as a desert. I want to find someone to relieve my loneliness, but find that no one can be found, or I am afraid that I have found the wrong person and find myself in another abyss.

If you can have someone who is like a "true friend" to accompany you, you can achieve a healing effect and you won't be so tormented in your heart.

Yuan Jia was observing Meng Shu, and Meng Shu was also observing him.

When Meng Shu revealed her identity, she could notice that Yuan Jia's face was very calm, as if she was just an ordinary person without any halo.

Yuan Jia's eyes and replies made her really feel like an ordinary girl, so unknowingly, it was as if a heavy outer shell had been removed. Such chats made her feel comfortable all over.

There was no need to cover up anything or have any ambitions. She just said what she wanted to say, and Yuan Jia happened to be willing to listen. She didn't worry about what would happen if he heard it, so she was straightforward and sincere.

This is how Meng Shu feels, a very natural feeling.

If she was chatting with others, it would only take three or five sentences before she would feel that the channel was not suitable, so she would quietly end the conversation.

When chatting with Yuanjia, she was a bit wary at first, and just talked about some common things that would not be too surprising to people inside and outside the circle. But she just felt that she matched Yuanjia’s channel, so she started talking more and more unknowingly.

More and more, even in the end, she was almost the one talking, while Yuanjia didn't say a word, just listened quietly.

"My family conditions were average when I was young. I remember when I was still in school, my parents always praised my neighbor's sister for her annual salary of hundreds of thousands and how promising she was. Now I earn dozens or hundreds of times as much as my neighbors and classmates, but so what, I don't

I really don’t dare to spend money recklessly. I’m particularly afraid that one day I won’t be able to bear it anymore and I break the contract. Then I might be able to pay some liquidated damages.”

"Teacher Yuan, do you know what my biggest feeling is? I feel like a woman in a brothel in ancient times. She plunged into it and then tried every means to earn ransom money for herself."

"I used to read comments online a lot, but I don't anymore. I don't know how many people criticize me. There are endless jokes and endless rumors every day. Who am I with today? Who will I be accused of tomorrow?"

A leader has unspoken rules, every move he makes will be punished

Big, has been interpreted maliciously. A senior once said to me, Xiao Shu, if you take this industry seriously, you will lose. It is a big dyehouse, and there is everyone. No one has been hacked, scolded, bad in acting, or had plastic surgery.

, dig up history, act like a big name, get out of the entertainment industry..."

"I deeply understand that if you haven't experienced it, you won't understand what that feeling means. Before I joined the circle, I also laughed and said, as long as it can be popular, it doesn't matter. Feel free to criticize me, haha, I set up a flag, and it turned out to be popular.

, and many people criticized me, but I couldn’t bear it anymore.”

"I have received a lot of strange things, including underwear, dead rats, knives, and words written in blood. There are always people with supernatural powers who know where I am. The feeling of being watched makes me on the verge of collapse.

"

"Even if I work hard, even if I don't have these things, in this circle, others think I deserve to suffer."

"Yes, I deserve it."

"It doesn't matter if they scold me, but they have implicated my family and friends. Our family has not visited relatives for many years and we dare not leave. There are always all kinds of gossip."

"I can even imagine that if I was secretly filmed going to see a psychiatrist, it would make headlines that night."

"The curtains at home have not been opened in three years. They cannot be opened. As soon as they are opened, someone secretly takes photos of my room from the tall building opposite."

"I am a puppet. What I look like in front of the camera is nothing more than an entertainment factory arrangement."

…

Meng Shu talked a lot, both what should be said and what should not be said. The rapid release of pressure had made her lose her mind. This feeling of speaking freely made her unable to stop.

She wished she could tell everything that was painful, disgusting, and had never been known to anyone before, just like a person who fell into a cesspit, running wildly in the heavy rain like a lunatic, trying to wash away all the dirt on her body.

Yuanjia listened quietly.

After Meng Shu finished speaking, he covered his face with his hands in front of the camera and started crying.

It was as if all the pressure was released at this moment. She felt relaxed all over. She didn't even care if Yuan Jia would leak the secret. The huge relaxation at this moment made her feel that even if a darker night came, it wouldn't matter.

Of course, Yuan Jia could not leak any information. Not to mention the confidentiality agreement, his professional ethics would never allow him to do such a thing.

Today, with the development of the Internet, it only takes one day for a person to become famous, and only one black spot to fall from the top into the abyss. Information can spread in an instant, even if it is not the truth at all.

For the melon-eaters, it doesn’t matter whether you are real or not. As long as there is something to eat, the topic is highly discussed, interesting, and can be hyped up, and people feel that ‘you deserve it’.

Even Meng Shu himself felt that all this was 'deserved'.

From the moment I dreamed of becoming a star, I always deserved it.

Meng Shu cried for a long time. After crying, he wiped his face and smiled bitterly: "Teacher Yuan, I deserve this, right? I think so too."

Yuan Jia looked at her, shook his head, and said softly: "You don't deserve this, but you can't avoid it."

"Is it really going to be okay?"

"Of course, there are people who don't like you, but there are also people who like you. They regard you as their idol. You have to learn to reconcile with yourself."

Yuan Jia spoke softly: "You will always encounter many people and many things, but never lose your original self because of these people and things."

"I...I don't even know what I want now."

"You can think about yourself when you were a child, or hug someone who loves you."

"Uh-huh……"

Meng Shu knew that her job could not be changed, but after talking to her this time, she was like a barrel filled with sewage. Yuanjia helped her pour out the sewage. Even in the following days, the sewage would still be there.

It gradually filled up, but at this moment, she had regained her courage and confidence.
To be continued...