He also likes Huang Wanting very much, cherishes it very much, and feels sorry for her. Thinking of the hardships and injustices she has endured, he can't help but want to protect her and prevent her from getting hurt again. But such feelings,

Is it love? He can't even think about this word now. When he thinks about it, he thinks of Li Xiaoxiao's tearful face and his determined back as he walks away.

Wanting... Fang Zhiqiang spoke with difficulty, but didn't know what to say. Huang Wanting is a very good girl, and falling in love with her should indeed be a happy thing. But now, I have long become a happy one.

Insulator, I probably have no connection with this word in my life.

Huang Wanting waved her hand: Qiangzi, don't speak. I know what you are going to say. You will say that we are good friends and you cherish me, but what I want is not just cherishment, nor the status of a good friend.

And you and I both know all of this, and there is no way you can give it to me.

She said that you and I are more suitable, and it is indeed true. No matter in every aspect, you and I are more suitable than you and her. Huang Wanting looked at him and said quietly, but she ignored one point. Suitability does not necessarily mean

When I love you, you also love me. Love is

This thing has never been unreasonable. It does not mean that two people who are suitable can love each other. This is the case for you and me. And love may not make people happy. Many people are even tortured to death, but they still want love.

That's how you and her are.

Qiangzi, the authorities are obsessed with the beholder. Maybe her words and actions have hurt you. But your expression and every tiny movement of yours have betrayed you. You still love her, and you can't fall in love with me.

Huang Wanting looked up at the sky, took a long breath, and then stretched out her hand to Fang Zhiqiang: Give me a cigarette.

Fang Zhiqiang silently took out a cigarette and lit one for her, and lit one himself. The two of them smoked silently. Suddenly he heard the sound of sobbing next to him, and when he turned around, he saw that Huang Wanting was already

Tears streaming down my face.

This strong girl, no matter how many setbacks and hardships she experienced, almost never cried, but at this moment, she finally failed to hide her vulnerability and finally shed tears.

Wanting, please don't cry, okay? Fang Zhiqiang felt his heart tightening. A person who almost never shed tears suddenly cried bitterly. The heartbreak behind this was invisible, but it was imaginable. He slowly stretched out his hand

, finally embraced Huang Wanting, which was the only comfort he could give. In fact, they were the same poor people that night. He lost his love, but Huang Wanting did not get it.

Let me cry once, just this time. Huang Wanting whispered, gently leaned on his shoulder, and said with tears: Qiangzi, I am telling you this, but I actually know that there is absolutely no possibility for me and you, and there will be no result.

, but I still don’t hope that I won’t even have a chance to let you know in the end. I’m also working very hard...

In fact, she worked harder than anyone else, but in the end it was just such a faint sentence. Fang Zhiqiang could not help crying after hearing it, so he could only hug her tighter. I'm sorry, Wanting...

There is nothing to be sorry for. I have helped you, you have helped me, and we have been with each other. This is already good. What should be said to be sorry is love, which never refuses to act according to common sense and never

Consider people's feelings. Qiangzi, you just don't love me, you just love her. There is nothing wrong with this illness, so there is no need to say sorry... Huang Wanting murmured.

After smoking a cigarette, Huang Wanting watched the last bit of fire extinguished, and her tears gradually stopped silently. Finally, she said softly: Qiangzi, I’m leaving. Change a place and go far, far away.

To be truly free to live the way you want. And you must be happy.

Where are you going? Fang Zhiqiang’s heart felt as if he had been hit hard by a heavy hammer. He had already lost Li Xiaoxiao and his love, so would he also lose his friendship with Huang Wanting?

Huang Wanting shook her head: Don't ask, Qiangzi. I will be on the road of searching until I find the happiness that truly belongs to me. I have not lived a happy life over the years, and what you gave me is just borrowed, so in the end

, I still have to go out and search.

Fang Zhiqiang felt sad for a while. He understood Huang Wanting and knew that Huang Wanting had already made up her mind, and they were really facing a separation. He had a premonition that Huang Wanting would leave his life from now on.

Under such circumstances, it is impossible and unintentional for him to be with Huang Wanting, unable to give her happiness and love, and blindly forcing her to stay by his side, which may be a greater harm to her, Fang Zhiqiang

I opened my mouth, but in the end I couldn't say anything to save him.

Huang Wanting smiled and said: Qiangzi, go find her. There is just a misunderstanding between you and her. Although I told her that trust is the basis of relationships, relationships without trust cannot last. But you have gone through so many things together.

Despite the wind and rain, we love each other so deeply. We must believe that love can eliminate a lot of doubts and rebuild the relationship.

For your trust. If you don’t believe me, ask your heart, does it hurt when you watch her go? I think it hurts her more than you. She just cares too much, but doesn’t understand love, so she is so blind.

If you hurt each other, don't leave any regrets if you still love each other. Don't regret the miss every night in the future.

After Huang Wanting said this, she stood up and picked up the guitar next to her: Give this guitar to me as a final souvenir. Qiangzi, I'm leaving.

When she stood up, she gently bent down, like a gust of wind, left a light kiss on Fang Zhiqiang's forehead, and then strode away.

Fang Zhiqiang sat alone for a long time, but didn't know where to go. In the end, he could only get up and go home in a daze. He was very tired now and just wanted to calm down first and then think about what to do in the future.

In fact, Fang Zhiqiang didn't know whether he fell asleep the whole night. Li Xiaoxiao, Huang Wanting, and even Wang Yaxin flashed through his mind repeatedly... All the confusing emotions were intertwined, making him feel like his head was exploding.

, and then at dawn he found that he had a fever. After all, it was a day like this, and the cold wind blew for too long, and he finally caught a cold.

Perhaps it was due to psychological reasons. Fang Zhiqiang's illness this time was more severe than before. He felt very cold while lying on the bed and kept burning. His father was so anxious that he was sent directly to the hospital for emergency treatment.

After a few days of infusions and injections, the fever finally subsided and I recovered.
Chapter completed!