Chapter 2753 Dilemma
Of course, Li Xiaoxiao also thought about letting herself return to his side, just like before, everything is still the same as before, but she also knows that this is just her wishful thinking, and the reunion is no longer the same as before.
A mirror, the damage that has been caused, even if you try your best to make up for it, it is just wishful thinking.
In this regard, Li Xiaoxiao naturally has a deep understanding. His parents have told him so much about how they owed him when they were young. Now, no matter how they try to make up for themselves, nothing can go back. They have no regard for themselves.
The damage caused can no longer be undone. For themselves, even if they know in their hearts, they want to make themselves happy and live a better life, and even use all methods to try to make up for the harm they once did to themselves.
Owe, yes
As far as I am concerned, the loneliness and longing I endured during my youth have long been deeply imprinted in my heart. Now I can ignore my parents and treat them wholeheartedly, but I will never be the same as when I was a teenager.
In that way, you can talk about everything in front of your parents, because you will grow up and mature as well. Those things that you couldn't bear before are now completely bearable, and it seems that you no longer need your parents to help you.
Shelter from wind and rain.
But even so, Li Xiaoxiao still did not give up this idea, especially after listening to what Wang Yaxin said today, even though the relationship between Fang Zhiqiang and Wang Yaxin has experienced so many ups and downs, but today Wang Yaxin also
Still has not given up her pursuit, no matter what the final result will be with Fang Zhiqiang, for Wang Yaxin
In other words, as long as you do what you want to do, don't force the result, just don't have any regrets in your heart. Since even Wang Yaxin can do this, why can't I? Do I still want to waste that worthless money?
Do you take your face seriously? In a relationship, if you only care about your face, how do you qualify for true love?
In fact, Li Yonggui's death made the relationship between the three people even more entangled. Not only Li Xiaoxiao is so entangled now, but even Fang Zhiqiang doesn't know what he should do.
Fang Zhiqiang clearly remembered what he said, but
For Fang Zhiqiang now, he does feel that he and Wang Yaxin are more suitable. In other words, if he continues to be with Li Xiaoxiao in his current state, their lives will not be easy, but Wang Yaxin
It's different, she and Li Xiaoxiao are completely different women.
Today, Fang Zhiqiang no longer cares about what kind of person he is in the eyes of others, whether he is a scumbag or a good person, it doesn't matter, because Fang Zhiqiang knows very well that what he is living is his own
In life, are you happy inside, or sad and painful?
, and only you know that instead of trying your best to live like a good person in the eyes of others, but wronging yourself, it is better to go your own way, just do what you want to do, no matter what others think or think, it doesn't matter, as long as you are happy,
Don't worry about anything else.
Therefore, during that period of time, Fang Zhiqiang thought that his heart was firm enough. Especially after seeing Wang Yaxin come back, Fang Zhiqiang became even more determined. He had owed so much to Wang Yaxin before, and now he finally has a chance to make up for it.
, although Fang Zhiqiang himself also
I know that no matter how I make up for it, I can't erase everything Wang Yaxin has endured before, but at least it is better than doing nothing. At least it can make Wang Yaxin's life better in the future. If you can do something, count what you have now.
I can only do so much.
However, Li Yonggui suddenly became seriously ill. This man who had a great influence on him was about to pass away. This was not only a blow to Li Xiaoxiao, but also an extremely bad thing for Fang Zhiqiang.
Things, let’s not talk about what happened between the two people for the time being.
Fang Zhiqiang saw this kind of relationship after living together for so long. He took care of himself and maintained the peace between himself and Li Xiaoxiao at that time. An old man could do this.
, it’s really not an easy thing.
But what Fang Zhiqiang didn't expect was that the blow Li Yonggui brought to him was not just this. The last request he made to himself was the beginning of his complete chaos. What he wanted to choose in his heart was obviously something else.
A woman, but Li Yonggui made such a request. This was naturally an embarrassing thing for Fang Zhiqiang.
Fang Zhiqiang has tried to convince himself countless times that after all, he is just getting married and living a life, and living with any woman is just as simple. Besides, he has been with Li Xiaoxiao for so long before, and they can be considered as good friends.
I'm extremely familiar with it, and I've almost gotten used to it. Anyway, at least I don't need to get to know and operate it again. From this point of view, it can be considered a relatively worry-free thing.
But another voice in Fang Zhiqiang's heart was also very clear. This is a marriage after all. Marriage is obviously not a trivial matter. He must be absolutely focused and cautious. If he makes a wrong step, he will suffer for the rest of his life. Looking back on his relationship history, Fang Zhiqiang
I can't help but be a little surprised. I am only thirty-one this year, but I have already had two marriages, and each of them ended in failure. The first one, Wang Yaxin, has nothing to say. This is a very outstanding marriage.
woman, and right
He is also very good. When he was just starting out, Fang Zhiqiang will not forget the help Wang Yaxin gave him. The second Li Xiaoxiao, although a bit willful and simple, is also spotless in his feelings. Perhaps for him
Said that she was a willful girl, but for herself, she gave everything to herself. However, this girl who pursued love so pure and passionately still failed to get a share from her in the end.
Eternal belonging.
Fang Zhiqiang even began to doubt himself. In his two failed marriages, was it their problem or his own? If it was their problem, why did he miss two such beautiful girls?
?Why couldn’t I accumulate enough experience in both marriages? If this is the case, then it is naturally my own problem, but where is the problem?
Fang Zhiqiang once thought about whether his life with Li Xiaoxiao could not continue stably and happily because of the constant contact between him and Wang Yaxin? His marriage to Wang Yaxin was ultimately caused by his father's opposition.
When the two of them separated, Fang Zhiqiang felt that he had nothing to say. At that time, the two of them were separated.
They were not together for long before they separated because of this objective factor. But later, the marriage with Li Xiaoxiao was completely different. With the blessings of both parents, the two were already living together happily. However,
It didn't take long for all kinds of problems, big and small, to begin to appear between the two.
At that time, I even thought that these various problems occurred because Li Xiaoxiao was doing nothing at home all day long. However, later, because of this, Li Xiaoxiao began to take the initiative to go out to work on his own.
, let her get busy by herself, but the situation still doesn't seem to have changed much,
The problems between him and her still existed, even getting worse than before, until in the end, it led to such a result. Fang Zhiqiang thought about this countless times and felt regretful. He even felt that he was too impulsive at that time in the hospital corridor.
Chapter completed!