The poorest one is to beg for food, and if you don’t die, you will always stand out.

This is the encouragement that the orangutan has always given himself.

However, after ten years of walking, I actually understand that if you have some talent, you will be popular.

To be honest, after persisting for 10 years and having been in this way, the orangutans can't be proud even if they want to be proud.

What's there to be proud of if you've been writing for 10 years?

It was said to be 10 years, but in fact, I wrote more than three million words in the first two years, but I didn’t make a penny, so I started to earn full attendance in the third year.

At that time, the full attendance at the starting point was two levels. One level was updated 5,000 words per day, the full attendance was 500 yuan, and the other level was updated 10,000 words per day, and the full attendance was 1,000 yuan.

In order to attend all the 1,000 yuan, the orangutan works during the day and works in the decoration company. He grits his teeth and writes at night, and then earns 1,000 yuan.

I still remember my wish at that time, when can I buy a laptop? Because I always go to the Internet cafe to write every day.

There was a training class in 2012, and the orangutan also attended. At that time, I had no money and had to buy hard seats to Shanghai. The train of more than 10 hours was so hard.

The training class met Fu Xiaochen, the one who wrote "The God of Martial Arts". He was also a floppy person at that time. We agreed to each other that we would meet one day last year.

Then 7 years passed, and he became a great god. Every time he met Qidian, he would sigh in the group: "Oh, I'm the only one this year."

Every time he says this in the group, I can only cry silently.

When I came back from the training class, I remembered it very clearly that I opened a fantasy book and then I actually put on a strong push. At that time, I thought I was awesome, so I called everyone.

That was so excited at that time.

I was really crying.

Then I ordered it for more than 200 yuan, so I started to explode. It was really hard to code. I coded words for more than 10 hours a day. The code was very rubbish, and it all depends on the quantity. There was a VIP update list in Qidian that year, and I got the first few.

It was so miserable at that time. In order to refresh myself, I couldn’t afford Red Bull drinks and the like, so I could only drink chili water.

Sometimes I get up from 5 o'clock in the morning to scribbling, and directly code until after 12 o'clock, and I sway at the verge of sudden death at any time.

In this way, I wrote more than 3 million words, and I remember that when I finished the book, I didn’t even order 500.

2014 should be a turning point. That year, the orangutan transformed into writing entertainment articles, the first entertainment article in his life, because that year, other people's kittens created the starting point of literary masters.

I just chatted with my wife and asked her if she remembered what I did today 5 years ago.

got engaged.

It’s just that coincidentally, the first entertainment article that transformed five years ago was launched on May 10, and the Gorilla also went home to get engaged or propose marriage the day before it was launched.

In a blink of an eye, five years have passed, and my wife has not changed. She is still the same kind of knowledgeable, polite, understanding, and gentle. She never blames me for not achieving anything or hits my good wife.

The first book of the entertainment article did not disappoint the gorillas, and it still had more than 200 bookings.

Moreover, because the engagement was not going smoothly at that time, and later when my mother-in-law was hospitalized due to cancer, the orangutan went to accompany her. The orangutan, who had an explosive mentality, gritted her teeth and persevered while typing.

Because of the bad mentality, I often call the gorillas a single chapter, some say that the gorillas are the king of the single chapter, and some read pirated private chats about the gorillas that are so trash written by the gorillas, so it deserves your mother-in-law to get cancer.

Anyway, it's really hard to describe.

This book also wrote about 3 million words, but this book, Gorilla, gained the first group of readers in life, but in the end it all dispersed.

Then there is "The Grandmaster of Entertainment". The book was released on the shelves and did not surprise the orangutan. It also had more than 200 orders. Fortunately, it persisted and then entered the high-quality products.

Yes, it was this book that gave Orangutan a group of readers. It was so lively at that time. I was not afraid of poor grades because there were people who supported it.

I still remember Dongming, low-key, Shahe fellow villagers, moving forward, Huahua, old man and others, but unfortunately I finally disappointed them.

Just disappointment.

The two entertainment books later actually achieved good results, and they also accumulated some readers and helped me more, such as Brother Bin and Brother E, but now there is no contact.

Because these two books collapsed later.

Sometimes, the author speaks by books.

Readers can feel whether your writing is good or not, whether your attitude is right or not.

Last year was a year for me to fall from heaven to hell.

The first book of the new book was 2,900, and it was thought that the worst was to come, but it collapsed all the way until it finally only had more than 300.

The objective reason was that the wife suddenly found that she had a tumor because her mother-in-law had cancer. She was afraid at the extreme and had no intention of writing a book, which caused the update to stop when the wind was pushed.

But most readers read books quietly, and everyone doesn’t care about the reasons you have.

Another thing is that I have written entertainment articles for 5 years, and have been repeating them over the past 5 years. Although my grades have improved, my mind is empty.

It's time to transform.

Since the first entertainment article was released on May 10, 2014, Orangutan has written several entertainment articles in the past five years, and eventually overdrawn his character and trust.

When I was transforming, I was also thinking about what to write. At that time, I wanted to write a book I like and let readers like it too.

I watched "Private Customization of Movie World" which rained heavily last night, and I watched "The Strongest Man in the Heavens" which was dancing seven.

The first one to talk to the dance sau, he told me to write these two types if I wanted to write.

In the end, I chose to learn how to rain, but because of the first time I wrote, I changed as I wrote, but I thought I was doing well, but my grades were very poor.

I don’t dare to post advertisements in a group with only a few dozen people, and I feel shameless.

I don't have the courage to chat with someone privately.

What I am most grateful for is Qizhai Jue. He has always encouraged me in this book, and there is also the heavy rain and Xiao Cui.

Forget Tie Niu, his grades have soared all the time, and he is always in the group. To be honest, Tie Niu let me know that some people have not been beaten since childhood, not because they are so good, but because others can't beat him.

For this reason, the orangutan blocked him and chose to work hard to write.

Fortunately, the sky is worthy of defeat, and the results are gradually getting better. Then I saw the familiar ID, like Wuzhou Feizheng, like Sanqian, like Weiwei, low-key, old man, Mengzhishanglian, look at Uncle Hai, and of course, the reward of 20,000 yuan from fellow Shahe villager, I even saw Yin Yan.

I wanted to cry at that time, as if the old readers were back.

I doubted life in March and felt that I was just a garbage book. I had been writing it for 10 years and became more and more frustrated. At that time, I thought I wouldn't care about anything, just to support the few readers of this book.

But then the results gradually improved in April, and this book was also on Sanjiang. I really thank the science fiction editor, the sci-fi editor, for the expedition.

Thank you for encouraging me when you were a poor grade. Although you changed your name, I still remember you.

There are also all the rewards, this chapter says, recommendation votes, book reviews, brothers and sisters.

real.

I remember every time you give me reward, vote, and encouragement.

Thanks.

All of them are recorded in the orangutan notebook.

The orangutan is no longer young, and can’t write the thrilling passionate words of the past few years, such as the golden monkey rising up, the great saint learning from the great saints, and the like.

A few days ago, I chatted with my high school classmates who had graduated for 11 years.

We are talking about why we suddenly become middle-aged?

It seemed as if time was still in his second year of high school, he took me to the Internet cafe to watch the scene of a small movie.

It seemed as if he was still staying at me after graduating from high school. We just found a restaurant and spent thirty or forty yuan, which was so happy.

The result suddenly became what it is now.

The topic of chat has also changed.

Chat now.

The child goes to school.

Conflict between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.

Do you want a second child?

Can't afford a house.

etc.

It seems like I am still an 18-year-old boy, but suddenly he has become a middle-aged man.

The world of middle-aged people is not easy.

I wanted to say a lot, but I found it a bit verbose.

It's more than 2,000 words.

Has it really become too long-winded when you enter middle age?

I was very nervous at this time. I couldn't understand Qidian now. Some of the 20,000 to 30,000 yuan collections were only 1,000 yuan, and some were excellent. Gorilla thought this book should be worth subscribing to everyone.

Currently, the collection is 23,000. Orangutan has never ordered the first high-quality products, so I hope that the first time I can make the best products.

I just hope that there are 3,000 siblings subscribed in so many collections.

Please everyone.

I asked the little gorilla to kneel down for you.

Orangutans really need to subscribe, need to have enough food and clothing, and rely on this book to support their families.
To be continued...