Chapter 23 Quick! Let me see!

"Mr. Xia Ming, why...?"

Ming Nanyan opened his eyes wide in surprise and looked at the generous hand that grabbed his wrist.

"Why didn't I pass out?"

Xia Ming looked at her back and smiled coldly, "More than this, shouldn't you explain to me what you are planning to do by leaving me dazed and alone this late at night?"

His gaze was too intense, like two bright lights coming from a car's headlights. Mingnan avoided his gaze, not daring to turn around and look into his eyes.

Infinitely complex emotions welled up in her heart, and she didn't even know what they were. She just felt that the big hand holding her was so strong and warm.

Ming Nanyan, who has lived in the Ming family since she was a child, has always longed for the warmth of others and has extremely low self-esteem.

The first time her world fell into darkness and despair came from Ming Yuancheng's abandonment, and from the collapse of what she thought was a happy life turned out to be nothing more than a falsehood.

At that moment, Xia Ming appeared, like a ray of light shining into the dark world, saving her and giving her the real warmth she had never experienced before.

He was so handsome and kind, not only did he not abandon her as a burden, but he also stayed with her to fight against the pursuit from the Ming family, but how could she be so virtuous as to make him worthy of doing this? Why should she deserve him?

Paying for her like this?

She became more ashamed, more frightened, and more inferior. Only when Xia Ming asked her to do things could her conscience be at ease.

Only the ugliness and greed deep in my heart that wanted to be by his side, want to get his attention, please him and please him, could temporarily suppress my inner inferiority.

Before, she was extremely glad that she was driven by the ugliness and greed in her heart to take Mr. Xia Ming's first kiss.

From Mr. Xia Ming's response and his body's reaction, she finally learned that she was not unattractive in Mr. Xia Ming's eyes. Maybe she could really exchange this humble and insignificant body for staying.

Possibility of being by his side.

Mr. Xia Ming was obviously so gentle and kind to her, but she shamelessly wanted to stay by his side for the rest of her life.

Such thoughts could be suppressed before, and the inferiority and guilt in her heart could be suppressed. But after learning the truth, she collapsed like a violent storm.

How grateful she was for her behavior before, now she regrets it and hates it so much.

If she hadn't behaved so greedily and shamelessly, if she hadn't gotten the slightest response from Mr. Xia Ming, that tiny ray of warmth, she wouldn't have fallen into collapse and despair so quickly.

Now this human body is just a false disguise for being an ugly monster.

She is...not even a human being anymore.

I can no longer hold hands, hug or kiss Mr. Xia Ming, I can no longer bring him the joy between men and women, I can no longer bear children for him...

What qualifications does she have to stay with Mr. Xia Ming, and what reason does she have to hope for a future that does not exist?

Perhaps this is the retribution she deserves, a punishment from God for a bad woman who is shameless and ungrateful in return.

The moment Ming Nanyan learned the truth, the candle of life activated by Xia Ming was once again blown out by despair.

It was like revisiting the moment when he was abandoned by his father, and realizing that the warmth of father and daughter, and the warmth of friends and family that he had been pursuing were just false.

The dark shadow of despair that enveloped the entire world overwhelmed her again.

She doesn't know what else in this world is worthy of her nostalgia. Living as a monster will only make her feel like her life is as painful as a knife.

She was already determined to die, and said her final goodbye to Xia Ming. She reluctantly took one last look at his face, and then decided to find a remote and desolate place to burn out her last remaining strength.

Until Xia Ming suddenly pulled her from behind.

So hard.

Just like when the wild beast was about to take away her life, he suddenly appeared, like a beam of light, pulling her body that was about to be swallowed by darkness out of the mire of darkness and despair.

He still treats me so well, but I used to be human.

And now, having become a monster, am I still qualified to stay by his side, hug him, and kiss his lips?

No matter how hard Mr. Xia Ming endured the kiss from an ugly, weird-looking monster, he would still feel disgusted, right?

"Mr. Xia Ming..."

Gurgling tears flowed down from Ming Nanyan's eyes like clear springs. She didn't know whether it was because of excitement, joy, or the fear and uneasiness in her heart.

Mr. Xia Ming said that he didn't care what she turned into, whether she was a monster or a human.

But that being said, when he really sees his ugly and twisted monster appearance, will he... still think so?

"Crying instead of explaining?"

Xia Ming reached out and turned her head, forcing her eyes to meet his own.

"Crying? There's no point in crying. If you don't explain to me clearly today why you left without saying goodbye, don't expect me to give you any good looks!"

"etc."

In the middle of Xia Ming's words, he suddenly used his psychic energy to grab a piece of wood from the side. The invisible force was like a drill rotating and digging into the center of the wood, and soon a hole was dug out in the middle of the piece of wood, shaped like a cup.

Xia Ming placed the wooden cup under Ming Nan's cigarette plate, raised his hand and said, "Okay, you can continue crying."

Ming Nanyan was a little confused by Xia Ming's actions, and even the tears that kept flowing down her face couldn't help but pause for a moment.

"Mr. Xia Ming, are you..."

"Don't you like to cry?"

Xia Ming shook the cup and said: "The body of a being in the spirit world is of extraordinary value. No matter where in the body, there are extremely precious spiritual materials. You continue to cry while I collect them slowly. Maybe I can get these in the future.

The things are sold at a good price.”

"Hey, aren't you just feeling sad? Keep crying. Don't be afraid. I will definitely not advise you to stop or hold you and comfort you. If you cry more, I can sell these things for more money.

, cry, keep crying, why did you stop?"

Xia Ming looked at Ming Nanyan with confusion.

At this moment, Ming Nanyan was confused and confused by his actions, and his brain was shut down. How could he still shed tears because of this?

"Do not cry?"

"Stop crying, okay." Xia Ming put away the wooden cup and looked at her expressionlessly: "Since you stopped crying, you can now explain to me why you are ungrateful and abandon me after playing with me.

Let’s just say goodbye without saying goodbye.”

"No, Mr. Xia Ming, I don't think so..." Ming Nanyan said softly.

"That's what you do!"

Xia Ming's voice suddenly became louder, and a hint of anger appeared on his face.

"Well, Ming Nanyan, you promised me well, but then you turned around and drugged me treacherously. You wanted to walk away. You didn't want to be responsible after you were happy, right? You're a scumbag!"

"That's...it's not like that."

I'm not a scumbag...

Ming Nanyan's weak voice seemed so weak under Xia Ming's questioning.

"What's that like? Do you feel that you are ashamed of yourself after becoming a monster and feel that you are not worthy of being by my side, so you choose to leave silently? Then let me ask you, what do you think a woman needs to be worthy of being by my side?"

Ming Nanyan was silent and embarrassed for a long time, then slowly whispered: "Beautiful, generous, elegant, noble, gentle in character, powerful..."

In her opinion, the woman who is worthy of the gentle and kind-hearted Mr. Xia Ming must be the most powerful, beautiful and gentle woman in the world.

Anyway, it’s not like her...

"Then let me ask you again, do you think you, as a human being before you were transformed into a spiritual being by Ming Yuancheng's experiment, have the conditions you just mentioned, are you worthy of me?"

Ming Nanyan lowered his head sadly.

"Deserving...not worthy..."

Rather, it is far worse.

Only the most perfect woman is worthy of being Mr. Xia Ming's partner, and she is certainly far from such a woman.

"Then I'm surprised. Since you think that you as a human being and as a being in the spiritual world are not worthy of being by my side, why did you feel comfortable staying by my side when you thought you were still a human being?

And you secretly took away my first kiss while I was sleeping, huh?"

Xia Ming reached out and grabbed her face, viciously pulling her face into various grotesque shapes.

"You little pervert, you dared to touch me so boldly, but now you are no longer a human being, but you don't dare to do so anymore, ah? Talk about it, you ungrateful white-eyed wolf, you won't do it after you're done.

Responsible scumbag!"

Mr. Xia Ming is right. Since I am no longer a human being, why do I still have to follow human moral emotions? Why don’t I dare to abandon those constraints and deal with him directly...

Ah, no, no, no.

Ming Nanyan shook his head violently in his heart.

Because once you choose to break through the moral bottom line and abandon these human natures that only humans have, you will only abandon more and more in the future, your way of perceiving the world as a human being, your values, and even the sensibility and emotions that only humans can have...

She was the same person at that time, and could she still be called an individual of "Ming Nanyan" after abandoning these things?

Perhaps inferiority complex, perhaps shame, are the reasons why Ming Nanyan chose to leave Xia Ming without saying goodbye, but this is actually the thing that really scares her the most in her heart.

When the body in which the soul resides is no longer a human object, the heterogeneous non-human body will in turn affect the evolution of the soul, completely and inevitably transforming her from personality to cognition into another non-human individual.

A new spiritual life will truly be born from this, and the girl named "Ming Nanyan" will die.
To be continued...