Chapter 34 So, he made a decision

When did it start?

Mr. Xia Ming's eyes once again turned into that weird, bizarre and indescribable look.

It looks like a pile of human-shaped flesh lumps of different colors and blood.

Perhaps in the eyes of beings in the spiritual world, whether they are humans or other creatures, they are just such clumsy pieces of unknown shape.

Just like in the eyes of humans, life in the spiritual world is also so weird and terrifying, full of horror and weirdness.

Ming Nanyan took advantage of Xia Ming's lack of attention and covered her head in pain.

At first, she thought it was the will in her body that was once again creating false illusions for her in an attempt to accelerate the breakdown of her personality.

She tried like before, closing her eyes and telling herself that this was just another false deception.

As long as she is firm in her heart and will, she will definitely see the handsome and heart-warming Mr. Xia Ming again when she opens her eyes.

But no.

When she kept giving psychological suggestions, taking deep breaths, closing her eyes and then opening them again, the sight of Mr. Xia Ming in front of her was still the pile of inexplicable pieces of meat.

It's not the will in the body that's causing trouble.

But as she uses psychic powers beyond the limit and uses power to protect Mr. Xia Ming, the way she views things and perceives the world becomes more and more involuntarily closer to the direction of life in the spiritual world.

If the spiritual world is a deep and vast ocean, the physical world is a completely different landmass.

She is like a fish barely living on the shore, relying on her love for Xia Ming to barely absorb the nourishment needed to survive and maintain her personality from being disintegrated.

The scenery on land is different from that in the ocean, and creatures living on land and creatures living in the ocean have completely different perceptions and views of the world.

She is the sea creature who forced herself to live on land.

As she continued to use psychic powers beyond the limit, it was like returning to the ocean again and again but forcing herself to go ashore, but her body and soul couldn't help but want to return to the deep and cold ocean, and return to where she really should live.

place.

Even though she had lived on land before, as a marine creature, once she experienced the comfortable and comfortable environment in the ocean, once she saw and understood the real underwater scene, everything she saw on land became strange and out of place.

Recently, I have seen less and less of Mr. Xia Ming's human appearance, and more and more of the irregular human-shaped lump of flesh in front of me.

And it is foreseeable that this situation will become more serious.

This time, it was not the will in the body that was causing trouble, but the instincts from life in the spiritual world, body and soul, that were destroying her personality and will, trying to wipe out the last trace of her true spirit that was incompatible with the ocean.

The more she uses her power beyond the limit, the more this situation will worsen.

In the end, Xia Ming in her eyes will completely lose her handsome appearance and heart-warming figure, and will forever become an insignificant speck of dust in the eyes of beings in the spiritual world, a speck of dust that makes beings in the spiritual world feel disdainful and even slightly disgusted.

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But she couldn't stop.

She couldn't even choose to walk away from Mr. Xia Ming like before to avoid danger from finding him.

Because after the battle in the small town, not only her, but the Ming family must also have a grudge against Mr. Xia Ming, and there is no way they would let him go.

Now Mr. Xia Ming's body is broken, and his spiritual power level has dropped significantly. Choosing to leave will only cause Mr. Xia Ming, who has lost his strength, to die quickly under the revenge of the Ming family.

Besides her, who else is willing to protect Mr. Xia Ming without any reservation and go against the Ming family?

If she gives up using her power, she won't be able to protect Mr. Xia Ming.

By choosing to use power, she is accelerating towards the edge of self-destruction.

If people want to gain something, they often have to lose something and sacrifice something.

Ming Nanyan has never had such a profound experience and understanding of this principle.

But it's okay.

Just like even if I turned into a monster with two faces, four arms and wings, Mr. Xia Ming would still tolerate and accept me.

Even if Mr. Xia Ming forever turns into a pile of meat in my eyes, I will still love him and still feel pleasure and pleasure from his kisses and touches.

Ming Nanyan kissed Xia Ming's lips vigorously. Even though the scene in his eyes had long turned into something so weird that it was difficult for humans to understand, the temperature on his lips could not be deceived, nor could the smell and taste of Mr. Xia Ming be deceived.

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Although she could sense the huge and chaotic will in her body, it seemed that it had not really awakened yet, and the previous blinding of her senses and vision seemed to be just an instinctive behavior of that will unconsciously.

Even if that will really awakens one day soon, it will destroy her consciousness like a flood and a tsunami.

But as long as she can still feel these, feel these smells and tastes that belong to Mr. Xia Ming, she will never lose to the instinct of life in the spiritual world, and she will never lose to another will in her body.

But……

What if one day she can no longer feel this smell and taste?

…………

Ming Nanyan has something on his mind.

Very heavy worries.

Xia Ming is sure of this.

After a month and a half of getting along closely, Xia Ming understood and understood not only Ming Nanyan's body, but also her mind more and more clearly.

Therefore, even if the smile on Ming Nanyan's face did not change after being bombed by missiles each time, even if the game between them at night was still as passionate and full of joy.

Xia Ming was still very sure that she was hiding something from him.

In fact, he more or less guessed it.

From Ming Nanyan's eyes that occasionally become ethereal and hollow, from the slight movements of her hands that occasionally seem to see some strange scene, there are many more details like this.

Ming Nanyan thought he had concealed it well, but he couldn't fool Xia Ming's eyes.

"Nan Yan, the me you see in your eyes is the same as before, right?"

One night after helping each other vent, Xia Ming kissed her lips gently and asked.

Ming Nanyan was silent for a while and said with a smile: "No, Mr. Xia Ming, you are worrying too much."

"You are covering up again and hiding it from me!"

Xia Ming grabbed the corner of her mouth and lifted it up unhappily as usual, but this time his hand was grabbed by Ming Nanyan's hand, and he held it down gently but hard, so that he could no longer do anything wrong on her face.

Ming Nanyan is now at level five, and he no longer has the power to bully her wantonly.

"Mr. Xia Ming, don't worry so much. I really don't have any problems."

Ming Nanyan's other two hands gently patted his back, as if comforting the baby's mother.

"I am protecting Mr. Xia Ming now. Mr. Xia Ming only needs to enjoy my service carefree and comfortably like an obedient baby. The adults will handle the adult's affairs, okay?"

"

Xia Ming was angry.

This Ming Nanyan wants to stand up and become the master just because he is now a little stronger than me. What kind of adult or kid thinks that I can't bully you by pressing my hand?

He lowered his head and bit her lip hard.

"Ming Nanyan, if you keep doing this, you won't be able to play games with me at night anymore!"

"It doesn't matter, as long as I can smell Mr. Xia Ming's scent, I will be satisfied."

"You pervert! Then I, I will ignore you from now on. You will never get any care or tenderness from me. If you come over, I will scold you and hit you!"

"It doesn't matter. Even if Mr. Xia Ming steps on my face and scolds me for being shameless and shameless, he still looks cute and handsome to me."

It’s over, it’s over!

This perverted pervert has evolved, and my tricks will no longer work on her!

Xia Mingxin's hair went cold.

In the past, he was Ming Nanyan's savior. His power was far greater than Ming Nanyan's. He could bully her as much as he wanted.

Now that the offensive and defensive forces are reversed, no matter what tricks he uses, it will be useless. Ming Nanyan can do whatever he wants to him now!

"Okay, if you don't say yes, then! If you don't say yes, then!"

Xia Ming repeated it twice bitterly, bit Ming Nanyan's other lip hard, and said angrily:

"Look how I will punish you tonight!"

Punishment?

Ming Nanyan just looked at him with a loving smile. No matter what he did to her, she was happy with it.

At night, Xia Ming punished Ming Nanyan severely.

This time the punishment is more severe than before, more serious than all the previous punishments.

Xia Ming used all his tricks, even if he was out of breath from exhaustion, even if he had to squeeze out the last bit of spiritual energy left in his body, he tried his best to make Ming Nanyan completely immersed in the sea of ​​pleasure, and even

It was so good that I passed out.

Is this Mr. Xia Ming's punishment for me?
To be continued...