Chapter 91 Nun, you are crazy!
Chapter 91 Sister, you are crazy!
Guilt.
No one would have thought that when they saw Xia Ming focusing on others, when they realized that his time and love might be shared by others.
Not resentment, not jealousy.
The fear and uneasiness that immediately arose in Xina's heart and overwhelmed her like a tide turned into guilt.
She felt guilty that she couldn't do such a thing.
She felt guilty that she could no longer be Xia Ming's peace of mind.
The night outside the window became darker, but the clear brilliance of the moonlight still shone brightly, illuminating Xina's tearful cheeks.
What a good woman this is!
Xia Ming looked at Xina's red eyes and trembling lips in silence, and raised his hand to gently wipe away the tears that overflowed from the corners of her eyes.
Even the witch fell silent at this moment, and did not say any more words of contempt and ridicule.
So, she was rewarded for being brave.
"very nice."
"Witch, I'm not crazy or insane. You just don't understand."
"Even...even you are not afraid that I will go on stage to seduce her in person, take away the love that originally belonged to you, and let your eyes only fall on me from now on. You will get nothing, just
Is it okay to be able to watch alone and hopelessly from the side?"
At that time, she can take advantage of the situation, destroy Xina's fragile will in one fell swoop, take control of this body, and complete her revenge!
"These are all 'me', they are part of me and part of me. I accept them, tolerate them, and become them. I am them, I am me."
"Do you really think that that masked doll who can be loving and tolerant of anything is you? You... you are already insane!"
"It's me who has ignored your mood and your thoughts these days."
At the beginning, when Xina admitted frankly that she was jealous in front of Xia Ming, the witch laughed loudly in Xina's heart.
"Next, no matter what kind of punishment you want to impose on me, what kind of reward you want to ask for from me..."
Since the heart is covered with dust, since the soul has become no longer pure and innocent.
It’s just that many times, most people are unable to cross that spiritual barrier and have the courage to take a step forward.
In fact, at this time, as long as one party dares to take a step forward and muster up a little courage.
"Xina, I'm sorry, it's my fault."
"I will definitely...be your peace of mind."
At this moment, Xina actually looked so holy, great, and brilliant in her spiritual space.
A shallow happy smile appeared on her face.
"Even if I am like this, so jealous and selfish, and have not become what you expected me to be, you are still willing to look at me so tenderly, take pity on me, and tolerate all my ugliness and unbeautifulness."
She was surprised to find that the huge cloud that enveloped Xina's heart was dissipating at an incredible speed.
"Xia Ming, that's great."
"No, it's not. The me who wears the mask is me, the me who has dark thoughts such as jealousy and selfishness in my heart is also me, the me who wants to get Xia Ming's attention, the me who wants to tolerate everything about him and make him feel at ease..."
Xina stared at his face with burning eyes, her heart was once again illuminated by his gaze, and all the filth and darkness were swept away like the remaining clouds in the wind.
It's you who don't understand.
Xina took a small step forward, a step full of courage.
He thought that he was in a dream world anyway, in a fictional history of the past.
"Xina..."
She roared in Xina's heart unwilling to fail:
Why didn't things develop according to her script?
How come her cynicism towards the fake nun these past few days, which amplified the damp and dark emotions in her heart, seems to have become a strong bridge between the two of them at this moment, making them more trusting and understanding of each other?
what happened?
Just as she decided before.
Then tell everything.
He apologized sincerely and gently laid Hina's body flat on the bed.
Just for the girl in front of me, even if I have to sacrifice my body to satisfy all her demands and desires, why not?
"Xia Ming."
broken!
She deserves his rewards and sacrifices.
Seeing that the corner of Xina's mouth was still showing a sweet and happy smile at this moment, the witch let out an unreasonable roar.
Staring at Xia Ming's handsome and affectionate cheeks, the painful struggle and guilt on Xina's face suddenly disappeared.
"if only……"
The witch screamed in fear in her heart.
She laughed calmly. There was not much joy on her face, but more tears overflowed from her eyes.
Thinking of her efforts over the past few days, the shadows that Xina refused to admit but were still growing in her heart would soon turn her seemingly pure and flawless heart into a fragmented darkness.
He shouldn't ignore all this.
The saint who always puts on a holy and dignified appearance and spreads gentleness and love, in fact, in her heart, she longs for love and compassion from others.
Xina was silent for a moment and said firmly, "As long as he can get happiness and joy from it, as long as he is willing..."
how come?
how so?
Sometimes, the little darkness that arises in the soul is amplified little by little in the long silence.
Not because she learned to read the atmosphere, but because she suddenly felt uneasy.
Just show this filthy and dusty heart in front of him again as it is.
"I will... try to be your comfort, no matter whether you radiate light or fall into evil in the future, no matter what dark thoughts you have in your heart in the future, and what heinous crimes you commit, even if you want to abandon me, you will treat me
Even if I start to be in chaos and finally give up, I will tolerate you, forgive you, and accept all your crimes just as you tolerate and accept me at this moment."
"It turns out... my fear and uneasiness are just an illusion of the moon in the mirror. It turns out... I have always been deceiving myself and others, and I have been thinking wildly. You are my peace of mind, and this has never... never changed.
Pass."
"Crazy, you are really crazy!"
She thought the opportunity she had been waiting for had finally come, but this fake nun could no longer bear the pain and depression in her heart and was on the verge of collapse.
"Crazy, insane?"
The light reflected from her heart to her eyes and onto Xia Ming's face. Although it was bright and hot, it was also extremely gentle and warm.
She stretched out her hand and gently touched the corner of Xia Ming's lips, her eyes flashed brightly, and she murmured as beautiful and intoxicating as a dream.
"Fake, have you thought about it! After he hears what you said, he may really indulge and degenerate unscrupulously in the future. When he sees a woman and falls in love with her, he shares the love and time that originally belonged to you with others. You really
Can you accept such a situation and watch such a scene play out in front of you with your own eyes?"
He leaned down, lovingly pecked away the crystal tears on her cheeks, and stared lovingly into hers with his dark eyes containing infinite tenderness.
In the spiritual space, Xina turned around and looked at the ferocious witch calmly and tolerantly, with a touch of pity in her eyes.
"I'll give it all to you, okay?"
However, as Xina talked more and more emotionally, she revealed all the dark and negative emotions and thoughts in her heart to Xia Ming without any reservation.
Suspicions and grudges build up over little misunderstandings and conflicts, until two people who originally understood and trusted each other become enemies who want to kill each other.
Xia Ming hugged her tenderly and tenderly, wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes distressedly.
A frank talk allows the other party to know what he or she is thinking, and vents all the dark negative emotions in the heart. The so-called resentment and resentment are often resolved in the sunshine.
"As long as you watch me like this, actually...even if I don't get your reward, I still feel happy and satisfied."
I don't understand?!
The witch was about to argue loudly, but when she saw Hina's look in her eyes, she was suddenly shocked and she was speechless.
It's me...don't understand.
At this moment, an absurd idea suddenly came into her mind for the first time.
The idea that I am inferior to her.
This was the first time that the arrogant witch, who would never give in or admit defeat, had the idea of admitting defeat.
Chapter completed!