【192】I was wrong
Lin Yiran's temper was a little sudden, but it was not a moment of unhappiness, nor was he dissatisfied with Zhang Yang, but was heartache and annoyed. The heartache was because of him, and as for anger... she couldn't even tell whether it was because of him or herself.
This emotion has long been depressed in my heart, perhaps it started from what happened to Yang Yuting’s birthday party, or perhaps it had already begun earlier.
She bit her lip, looked at him with tears in her eyes, and said in a crying voice: "Writing novels is the first person in martial arts novels. She has released an album. She has sold more than 2 million yuan in one album. She can write poetry and can be passed down to future generations... You are less than 20 years old! Any of them is enough to make a young man successful, but what about you?"
She sniffed and tears rolled down again, "I don't want to see you like this."
Zhang Yang didn't say anything, and reached out to bring her into her arms and hugged her tightly. Lin Yiran also hugged him, and was still sobbing gently. Zhang Yang said softly: "You have thought too much. I may be a little confused during this period. I don't know how to go on the future path. I am a little eager for quick success, but it's not to prove it to your parents, and I don't feel wronged and endure humiliation.
Since the initial adaptation period, the goal of survival has been clearly placed in front of Zhang Yang. After deciding to participate in the sound superstar, this goal has become clearer.
Through Su Hui Memory, I package myself into a top superstar with national popularity to ensure my life.
Yin Chao was his first step. Although there were coincidences and luck, Zhang Yang undoubtedly achieved his expected goal successfully in terms of results.
The popularity of the first album subsequently made him firmly a leading singer in the position of a first-line singer.
However, Zhang Yang's goal is not only to singers. He wants to be a person with capital in his hands and standing on the upper level of the pyramid in the entertainment industry. So after the sound and superstar, he was somewhat confused in front of a new beginning.
The singer's path has been clearly planned. Just follow Jay Chou's path every year.
So what about film and television?
Zhang Yang had no experience and Luo Shen could not provide practical help. The confusion of Su Hui and the fear and guilty heart that came from reason were constantly revolving and dominating his thinking. At the same time, the clear goals of the two martial arts dramas "The Legend of the Condor Heroes" and "The Condor Heroes", the great success in the field of singers, and the family gap with Lin Yiran, were all spurring him to eagerly achieve greater success.
Under this contradiction, he could only be like a headless fly, keeping himself busy every day, attending classes, falling in love, recording songs, shooting MVs, and dictating novels. He had some free time and had to spend sorting scripts and building a future blueprint.
Busy, but not fulfilling, just boring.
Career and love are all indispensable parts of life, but it does not mean that they are life itself.
It is a good thing to have a goal and a direction in life, but if you only focus on moving forward and ignore the scenery on the road, is this considered missing one thing or even putting the cart before the horse?
For example, the most important thing for her to work hard is to survive, but she may have the idea of making Lin Yiran live a better and happier life. As a result, she felt guilty and uneasy because of this.
If you don’t keep looking forward and take into account your current situation and around you, can you avoid such misunderstandings?
Zhang Yang thought about it and felt that even if he had not fallen into a misunderstanding, he might not have discovered her abnormality. The little girl was hiding too deeply and had no signs at all.
Maybe she hadn't noticed it before. When she was about to talk to her, she obviously didn't plan to cry, and she never thought that she would say such serious words as "I would rather not be with you."
"The mountains and rivers are everywhere, and the fallen flowers and winds and rains hurt the spring even more. It is better to pity the people in front of you."
Zhang Yang sighed quietly, "I would have liked this word if it weren't written by Yan Shu."
Lin Yiran didn't understand what he said later, rubbed his clothes, raised his head, blinked in confusion, "What?"
"fine."
Zhang Yang smiled, gently wiped away the tears on her face, and wanted to hug her again, but Lin Yiran said "um", pushed his hand away with disgust, and said angrily: "Don't apply it to my clothes..."
Zhang Yang said angrily: "Then why don't you say that you've rubbed my clothes?"
"You can change it anytime."
Lin Yiran finally burst into tears and laughed. She pulled a tissue and wiped the tears on her face. Then she sniffed. She looked at Zhang Yang with big watery eyes, a little shy and embarrassed, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I didn't think about losing my temper with you..."
Zhang Yang smiled and said, "I'm sorry, I'll give it away?"
Lin Yiran bit his lip, his eyes as bright as water, and he quietly looked at him and asked, "What are you going to do?"
Zhang Yang pointed a little at his face, Lin Yiran's white cheeks turned red, and he said angrily: "No!"
Luo Shen was still watching the show, Zhang Yang didn't force it, and reached out to hug her in his arms and sighed: "You are right to remind me. I am indeed a little crazy during this period. I have been thinking about being busy all day long, and I should be like this and that, almost forgot. I can already pretend to be x everywhere..."
While talking, he subconsciously supported her long soft hair and stroked her twice. Realizing that something seemed to be wrong, he stopped quickly.
Lin Yiran leaned in his arms and raised his face, his big eyes shining, staring at him, Zhang Yang laughed dryly with a little guilty look, and was about to speak, but she asked in confusion: "What are you pretending?"
Zhang Yang secretly breathed a sigh of relief and smiled: "Pretended to be a big-tailed wolf!"
Lin Yiran wrinkled his nose, hugged him around his waist, and after a while, he whispered: "What I just said is serious. If you are so stressed because you are with me, then I would rather separate from you."
Zhang Yang held her shoulder and looked at her and said, "No matter how the truth is, even if it is true, no matter how much pressure is, I would rather bear it and not separate from you. If you have something to say, don't say such things again in the future, do you hear it?"
Lin Yiran stared at him for two seconds, Zhan Yan smiled sweetly, said softly, took the initiative to throw himself into his arms, and after a while, he said dullly: "I was wrong... I won't say it anymore."
Zhang Yang hugged her gently, feeling very satisfied, and explained with a smile: "Just like what you just said, poetry, novels, music, each one is enough to make the young man successful. I am just that, but my success is different from others. I want higher and farther goals, so this period of time is indeed a bit..."
After thinking about it, I couldn't find a suitable description for a moment, and I smiled and said, "But fortunately, my wife is more sober than me, and I was shocked and woke me up."
Lin Yiran said slightly angrily: "I didn't knock you again."
Zhang Yang habitually stroked her soft hair and smiled: "I won't do this again in the future. Be down-to-earth. Live one day, take one step at a time, and don't worry you anymore."
Lin Yiran said softly "um".
Zhang Yang said again: "You must have wanted to say those words just now for more than a day or two, right? If there is anything in the future, don't you keep it in your heart. If you said it earlier, wouldn't I have woken up long ago?"
Lin Yiran said angrily: "I don't know you're asleep again."
Zhang Yang was about to speak when his cell phone rang. He turned around and saw the caller ID "Senior Brother". He let go of Lin Yiran, held her hand, answered the phone with one hand, and asked, "Hello" and asked, "Senior Brother, are you here?"
Zhang Hongkang said: "Yes, downstairs."
"Okay, I'll go down now."
Zhang Yang hung up the phone and found that there was a text message. It was sent by Zhang Hongkang five minutes ago. The message content was also: "I'm downstairs." It was obvious that he sent the message first, and then he didn't wait for a reply, so he called again.
Lin Yiran also saw the text message, looked at Zhang Yang, Zhang Yang looked at her again, and then said at the same time: "It's all your fault!"
After saying that, he laughed at the same time. Lin Yiran glanced at him and ran to the bathroom to wash his face. Zhang Yang also went in and washed his hands, and then went out to the door and went downstairs together.
Perhaps because of his reflection, Zhang Yang had the illusion of being reborn, and he felt that even the advertisements in the elevator became beautiful. When he saw Zhang Hongkang, he also felt that his senior brother's ordinary appearance became handsome.
"Sir, I'm sorry, I didn't notice you sending a message just now."
After getting in the car, Zhang Yang explained to Zhang Hongkang. Of course, Zhang Hongkang would not mind that. He smiled and said it was okay, and asked where to go.
Zhang Yang looked at Lin Yiran, who thought for a while and said, "Why go to "YaShe"?"
During this period, Zhang Yang and Lin Yiran have discovered several restaurants that are more pleasing to their appetites during this period. "Yashe" is a private restaurant with high prices, but the environment and taste are worthy, and there is no need to worry about the troubles caused by the halo of celebrities. Because many customers are people in the entertainment industry.
"Listen to you."
Zhang Hongkang drove around and recorded the road when he was idle. Once the road was familiar, the location was easy to remember, and there was no need to look at the map. When the car drove out of the community, he was quite confident in driving towards "Yashe".
It took less than ten minutes to drive, and it took twenty minutes to arrive due to traffic jams. Zhang Hongkang stopped the car and didn't have to persuade Zhang Yang anymore, so he followed him in and found a seat. Zhang Yang and Lin Yiran had already ordered food. He didn't speak, and sat next to him silently, pretending to be a transparent rice bucket that did not exist.
The three of them were already accustomed to this way of getting along. Zhang Yang pushed the cup in front of Zhang Hongkang and asked Lin Yiran: "You said Li Changge asked me to meet. Don't you want to take a photo?"
Lin Yiran shook his head and said, "I don't know either, but he seems to have a position and shouldn't take on ordinary TV series, right?"
Li Changge was once the director of "Romance of the Three Kingdoms" and was compiled on Huaxia Satellite TV. Naturally, he was different from ordinary directors. Normally, he would only take on tasks given by the station, and it was indeed impossible to take on other shooting projects.
Zhang Yang said: "That's why I feel strange. He heard that I had the copyright of "The Legend of the Condor Heroes" and "The God of Condor Heroes" at that time, and seemed to be quite excited, especially "The God of Condor Heroes"... If I didn't want to film it myself, what else could there be?"
Lin Yiran thought for a while and asked, "What if he was willing to shoot?"
Zhang Yang pondered for a moment and smiled bitterly: "If that's the case, it would be a little embarrassed. To be honest, I'm not very happy. Do you know if he will make changes randomly. If it really changes, it's really hard for me to compete with others."
Lin Yiran frowned and said, "Even if he wants to shoot, even if it is Huashi, he always needs copyright... At that time, we will be one of the producers, and you are the original author. If you don't say you have to be a one-man show, you must respect your opinions."
Zhang Yang nodded. If Li Changge really wanted to film "The God of Condor Heroes", it would be that Huaxia TV was interested in this drama.
Chapter completed!