Lin Yiran’s plan to “see how I was abducted” was not very smooth, because her father has not come back in the capital. If her mother was watching alone, she would inevitably lose a lot of fun. She decided to bear it first and must wait until her parents get together before starting her own performance.

It is always hard to wait. Fortunately, in addition to studying every day, I also have to prepare for the exam at Huaxing University. I am busy, so I don’t have to always think about “see how I was abducted”. I don’t have to prepare anything for this. Everything is ready, just wait for my father to come back.

She has actually been a little confused about applying for Huaxing University these two days.

Both parents graduated from Huaxing University, and there seems to be some hidden information that she still doesn't know yet. In short, in this top university that is the most difficult to get into in the world, they have a certain connection.

My mother also said that it is not easy to get into Huaxing University for her cultural courses, but she also depends on her major. It is definitely enough to enter the Royal Academy of Arts. The only difference is that she is not an art student. However, she is quite talented in design and her level is not bad now. Just prepare for the exam with peace of mind.

To reassure her, there are certainly some other meanings.

Lin Yiran naturally understands the impact of the environment on a person. If the admission threshold for Huaxing University is 80 points, two people with 78 points, one failed to enter Royal College, and the other entered Huaxing University. After graduation, the former may be 80 points, while the latter may be 90 points. This is the gap between educational resources.

But before that, she had some other plans in her mind, so she would do her best to prepare for the exam, but if her level is not enough to be admitted at that time, she would be eliminated and settled for the second best. Entering Beijing University may not be a good choice. After all, it is also a world-class university. Although art is worse, she can apply for another major. It does not mean that design is necessary.

However, in the past two days, her ideas have changed a little again.

Actually... in short... I still like Huaxing Art Academy very much... Even if my level is not good, I will never be much different. Moreover, the subjective color of the examiner is inevitable in the judgment of design... At worst, I can study harder after entering the school, and I will never be disgraced from the signature of Huaxing Art Academy...

Zhang Yang has been bothering in the past two days... no, he is even more entangled.

When he first met Lin Yiran at high school, he was unforgettable to see him. Later, he saw him pitifully. No, it was Fu Quanyi who knew people with wise eyes, but he actually stood together with them. Over time, he felt that this girl was more and more intelligent.

After Su Hui, influenced by the memories of her previous life, especially the failed long-distance love run, his mind changed drastically. At first, he was not rejected by Lin, but deep down, he still used more thoughts, and naturally there were also many other thoughts, "Anyway, I have to be a scumbag, I'm not looking for anyone? She is so beautiful, she doesn't lose money when she sleeps for one night and lives less..."

Later I found out that there was something wrong with this idea, because after sleeping for one night, I had to live one less night and would not change because of what you did.

I don’t know when it started, but Su Hui’s memory began to gradually merge with her native personality. I don’t know whether it was the revival of the self or whether Su Hui’s memory personality also developed a good impression of her. In short, my love and feelings for her can be truly felt.

And I like it more and more.

When I realized this, it was actually too late. It was like Ouyang Feng secretly hid on the top of the snow-capped mountain in order to eavesdrop on the Nine Yin Scriptures. When he found out that he was deceived again, he was trapped in the capped land and had no way to go down the mountain.

Zhang Yang is also ready to jump down now.

But when he arrived at the edge of the cliff, he realized more and more how difficult it was to jump down. Of course, it was not that the mountains were too high and the wind was too cold, because he was not really trapped by the snow-capped mountains... It was just because this girl was so popular, and he liked her too much.

Lin Yiran was meticulous. When she was chatting last Sunday morning, she was already half sensitive and half instinctive, and she vaguely noticed the change in Zhang Yang's attitude. However, when Zhang Yang's performance after his confession was rejected, she had already believed that he had feelings for her and she had no idea that he would suddenly give up.

He didn't give up after being rejected. Now that he is so intimate about him, he almost made it clear that he can be together after entering university. How could he give up at this time?

Secondly, although Zhang Yang wanted to end this relationship that had begun to sprout, he did not want to break up with her. The current state of getting along with the two is still defined in the category of friends, and the idea of ​​trying to distance himself is not so obvious in his words and deeds.

So she knew nothing about Zhang Yang's ideas. She has been treating him as usual these days, but she didn't know that her every frown and smile was almost always sprinkling salt on his wounds. Of course, in the end, this is naturally not her fault.

The Buddhist scripture "Zong Jinglu" says: When a thought of a false mind moves, it will bring about worldly suffering. Just like a person is in a forest of thorns, he will be stabbed without being hurt... When a thought of a false mind moves, he will be stabbed by all kinds of things... Therefore, the sutra says, "If you have a mind, you will suffer."

Zhang Yang occasionally flashed through this Buddhist scripture segment that he had read roughly in order to accumulate materials. He couldn't help but smile secretly. The so-called "not getting what you can't get or let go" is in most cases, but he wants it but cannot get it. It's better to be on himself, but it's actually a tangle between fish and bear's paws.

Regardless of past and present, Zhang Yang has always been an ordinary person. Even if Su Hui remembers that he already has a certain depth of thought, it is difficult to avoid being confused by the authorities. Therefore, regarding the decision to give up on this relationship with Lin Yiran, he always believed that he gave up because he wanted to be a scumbag.

He was unwilling to hurt Lin Yiran, nor was he willing to give up the whole forest for her, so he had to wave his wisdom sword to break his love thread and pursue his own love life.

If you can't give her the ending she wants, don't start with her.

That's what he thinks.

However, in fact, Zhang Yang has not realized that the deeper reason is that because of Su Hui's experience in memory, he talked to a girl for ten years, ended up with her, wrote songs, lyrics and novels for her, and wasted her studies and was about to make it through. She couldn't wait and married another man, which directly led to his complete loss of confidence in love.

Whether you want to be a scumbag or give up on your annoyance with Lin Yiran, it all comes from this.

However, it is difficult for people to know it. Even if Zhang Yang realizes this, he is powerless. This is not to say that I can believe it if I am willing to believe it. It is difficult to destroy the buildings in my heart, and it is even more difficult to build it.

However, after Su Hui, Zhang Yang had nearly thirty years of experience after all. Since he saw the ending, he had the only choice of "a long pain is worse than a short pain". So after hesitating and struggling for a few days, on the night of his birthday on April 1, he took out the special recruitment notice from Huaxing University. Looking at his parents and sister's happy and excited smiles, he finally made up his mind.

Relatives are the most solid and long-term companionship. Women... If you have money, you will have it. Just as Zhou Fan said, you will be beautiful and have a better figure. No matter how beautiful Lin is, no matter how many theoretical postures you have, how can you change one if you get tired of it?

Even if it is gentle and considerate, women who are together with love are arrogant because of favor, and women who are together with money are flattering, it is conceivable which experience is better...

While eating my mother's birthday cake, Zhang Yang thought so in his heart, feeling that he finally looked like a scumbag, and was very relieved.

The only bad thing is that my mother seems to like Lin Yiran very much, and she is a little regretful, but it doesn’t matter. I let you go and my daughter-in-law, and I can find a bunch of them for you to choose from. As long as you like me, I will marry her. I will never easily not divorce her.

Fang Qianxue had only a family of four on her birthday, and Zhou Fan, who was rushing to give gifts, finished her birthday cake, Zhang Yang and Zhang Wei took the initiative to clean up and clean it up. Seeing that her mother was very pleased to sit there watching TV, she was also very happy.

After all, one night of diligence is exchanged for a year of hard work, and it is a sure thing to make a profit no matter what you think... This seems a bit too conscience-free, but compared to many young people who don’t even look at diligence for a night, Zhang Wei and Zhang Wei seem to have defeated 99% of the people.

Zhang Yang spent his mother's 43rd birthday in a random thought. Then he watched TV and said something pleasing to make her happy. Zhou Fan said goodbye first and went home. After a while, he washed and went to bed. The clothes he changed were thrown into the washing machine by his mother.

"Are you sure you want to give up?"

After turning off the light and lay down on the bed, Luo Shen finally couldn't hold back and asked Zhang Yang to confirm again.

"Um."

Having made up his mind, Zhang Yang responded quickly and said: "Although I know that a lot of what you said to me is full of moisture, please rest assured. Even if you cannot pass the assessment in a short period of time and cannot open the music library, you can definitely attract fans after the college entrance examination by using the gimmick of "young talent" to market. After all, there are successful precedents. Why are the quality of the novels we cooperate with are top in various fields, right?"

Luo Shen didn't respond, but said lightly: "Since you like Lin Yiran, why do you have to give up? This is not inconsistent with your desire to be a scumbag. Putting aside your feelings, you have a single-round appearance. Even if you go to the audition, you can't find a few more beautiful than her, right?"

Zhang Yang was a little helpless, "She has a grudge against you? Why do you always let me harm her?"

"I just remind you that with Lin Yiran's appearance, there are so many suitors in high school. What will happen when she goes to college? She is young now and has no plans to fall in love, so it's easy to cheat. You took advantage of the loopholes. When you regret it in the future, it will be too late to think about turning back."

"Even if she has a good impression of you, how long will she wait for you? She will fall in love sooner or later, get married, and have children. You might as well imagine what the scene will be like when she chooses to give up now, separate after graduation, and when she sees each other again?"

"At the wedding, she signed a lifelong covenant with someone. Her lower abdomen was slightly bulging, and it was the crystallization of her love with someone. Or she met by chance at the street corner. She was holding a small child in her hand, and her other hand was held by the child's father?"

"Are you finished?"

Luo Shen turned a deaf ear to his impatience or anger, and his crisp and sweet voice was like a sharp blade, constantly poking his heart, "Or earlier, just like Zhou Fan, I accidentally glanced at her and saw her being hugged into the hotel or coming out of the hotel, even her hair was charming..."

Zhang Yang pounded his head with a silly "bang bang bang", but such a silly behavior obviously did not hurt Luo Shen at all.

"I'm just telling you what's bound to happen. The only difference is that the person in the picture could have been you, but you chose to give up and give her up..."

Zhang Yang reached into the quilt and took off his pants.

The crispy, tender and sweet voice came to an abrupt end.

Finally calmed down, but I don’t know if it was because I haven’t taken off my pants and went to bed for a long time. Zhang Yang tossed and turned, and he still couldn’t fall asleep.

I don’t know how long it has been, but I finally fell asleep in a daze. As the God of Luo said, he saw Lin Yiran’s wedding. On the elegant and romantic lawn, she was wearing a snow-white wedding dress, with her skin being better than snow, beautiful and charming, with a sweet and happy smile on her face. Under the eyes of everyone’s envy or blessings, she slowly walked onto the stage, swore to others, and entered into a marriage...

And he sat down in the audience, witnessing all this with his own eyes, holding a warm and delicate palm in his hand...

"call……"

Zhang Yang sat up in shock in the darkness, and after a while, he let out a long breath. He was shocked and soon remembered what Luo Shen said, these things were inevitable, and the only difference was that that person could have been you, but you bowed her to someone...

His face was not visible in the darkness, and there was only a faint outline. He covered his head with his hands, slowly hunched over and lay on the bed. After a long time, he slowly took action.

The hands slowly slid down, grabbed something on their thighs, and then slowly lifted it up.

It's been a long time again.

He stood up and walked out of the room, came to the bathroom, turned on the lights and turned off the door. After a while, the lights turned off and people walked out, groping in the dark, walking back to his room.

Slippers, go to bed, cover the quilt, stretch your hands down, and just about to go to the next step, but your body stiffened.

The crisp, tender and sweet voice was a little indifferent and disgusted, as if he was reluctant to do so, and it rang in his mind: "Don't take it off first, wait until I finish reading it."

Zhang Yang was stunned for a moment, and then Luo Shen said lightly: "Congratulations to the host for passing the assessment and the memory seal was lifted."

"Congratulations to the host for the first musical work: "You, My Deskmate."

"Okay, it's up to you to take off your love or not."

The name of this volume is "You, the deskmate", this song cannot be avoided, and the meaning of this song is obvious, so this tortuous and twist is inevitable. The old version also has it, but it has basically been skipped.

With a few exceptions, all the upsets in online novels are for pleasure, just like men buy clothes for women not to let them wear them, but to take them off with their own hands... so they did not skip them again, and it was also for the sake of being more refreshing and sweeter in the future.

Please believe me, the new book period has not been released yet, how could I be so desperate? Of course, I won’t be the most annoying thing about me. I will never make any messes. Everyone can watch it with peace of mind...

ps: Given that too many people complain about the setting of memory sealing, and after reflection, it does not meet the needs of Luoshen's faith, so some modifications have been made to the opening chapters. Memory sealing is for assessment. After assessment, memory sealing is removed and the difficulty of triggering the work is reduced. Of course, it does not affect the core setting. The works have traces to follow, but it is impossible for all works to be like this. If this is the case, I really can't write so many stories and will be unfolded in the future. However, most of them will have stories, so you can rest assured.

Later, I will create a solicitation post in the book review area. Everyone can write down their favorite songs, preferably with stories or something that impresses you. I will read every post.
Chapter completed!