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Chapter 3 Pain in my heart

In the narrow kitchen, Han Bin's busy figure attracted Han Xue's mind sitting in the living room. She washed vegetables carefully, had fluent and skillful knife skills, and did not have fancy cooking skills. The figure who was spinning around handled these trivial matters in an orderly manner.

After about half an hour, the rich aroma of dishes wafted out in the kitchen, and the white and light smoke lingered everywhere. The cold atmosphere seemed to be exaggerated with the smell of becoming a monk, and the warm fireworks lingered in my heart.

"Okay, a delicious Chinese meal." Han Bin brought a few side dishes to the dining table, untied his scarf on his body, and sat opposite Han Xue.

On the half-meter-wide dining table, a few side dishes with all colors, fragrance and flavor were emitting fragrance, which came to the face, stirring up people's appetite. Han Xue pursed her lips and smiled, unable to hide her inner happiness.

At some point, I told him that he was deeply curious about the mysterious country, and told me how much I wanted to know, and excitedly said the rumors I heard from the teacher.

At that time, he just listened quietly, with a faint smile on his face, but a look of seriousness flashed in his eyes, but she was so excited that she didn't notice it.

Later, her body became weak and even going to school became an unattainable past. Coupled with the various ups and downs brought by life and destiny, she gradually became less keen on that mysterious country than before.

But when she was about to forget, her brother could already make exquisite Chinese food, along with those Chinese that she could not understand, or interesting stories about that country that she had never known.

He covered his lips and couldn't believe it. Listening to him slowly telling, Han Xue had this expression at that time, lying on the bed and looking at him without blinking, his eyes were full of him, and his heart was warm and swelling.

Perhaps Han Bin didn't know that since suffering from this gradually weakening disease, her world was only a thick and lingering gray of despair. The departure of her parents had left an indelible trauma. With her reluctant smile, she wanted to leave with her own storm.

But she couldn't bear it. As soon as she saw the gentle and caring face, watching him endure his tiredness, with her eyelids, sitting in front of the bed and whispering interesting things, she found that she still had concerns about this desperate world.

"Brother is so awesome!" Han Xue said in admiration with her hands on her chin, with little stars emerging in her eyes.

"It's not that I've never eaten it." Han Bin said with a smile. Facing her disguised coquettish admiration, the light in her eyes became softer. However, looking at her bloodless little face, she felt a pain in her heart again.

Without saying anything, Han Bin picked up the chopsticks. First of all, he didn't pick up the food for himself, but picked up the dishes she liked for Han Xue. His movements were gentle. After picking up, he moved the chopsticks to eat.

But as soon as there was a gap in Han Xue's bowl, he would carefully pick up a or two chopsticks and whisper, "Eat more!" But he knew that she couldn't eat that much at all.

"Yeah! Brother, you eat more, too." Han Xue nodded, and her meticulous care for him. The smile in her eyes made the corners of her eyes slightly raised.

The clear crystal lamp was filled with a bright light, and the bright light emitted a soft light. In the spacious living room, Han Bin put down his rice bowl that he had not eaten and stood up.

Han Xue, opposite, shook her eyelids and lay on the table. The rice bowl next to her was still filled with steaming white rice, and she murmured, "Eat more, I'm full," followed by a slight breathing sound.

What time did Han Bin forget, when it started, and while eating, Han Xue fell asleep without any warning.

As Han Xue suddenly fell asleep, the warmth that had been brewing also dissipated. The sound of the oriole laughter that had just lingered in his ears was gone, as if the whole world suddenly lost its voice, and only the invisible silence surrounded the surroundings.

"I'm going to sleep again?" The word "Ye" was spit out from Han Bin's mouth, and after the sound came, there was another silence.

The palm gently stroked the messy hair of the scattered hair, straightened it out, and the movements were gentle and slow, as if he was afraid that he would wake up the sleeping person by accident. But in fact, he really wanted to squat beside the bed like he did just now, watching her suddenly wake up in surprise.

That unexpected surprise came so quickly that he even ignored the joy in his heart.

Han Bin looked at him deeply a few times. Han Xue, who was in a 'sleeping', pursed her pale lips and her curved eyebrows were inexplicably frowned, as if she had something unreliable to let go.

Then he gently picked up Han Xue, stroked her smooth back, sent her into the bedroom bed, then pulled the quilt with remaining warmth, and then came to the dining table again.

There were a few hot Chinese side dishes on the table, and continued to exude a greedy aroma. Han Bin silently held the dishes into his mouth, chewed them several times and swallowed them, and then picked them up.

The sound of chewing food was sounding, and the living room was quietly sitting at the table, with lonely shadows reflected on the ground, each person with shadow, just eating quietly.

After eating, he continued to wash the tableware. Han Bin stood in front of the washing basin in the kitchen, holding the dishcloth and washing the dishes. His waist stood up straight, but there was a little more loneliness.

How many times have I not been able to have a warm dinner intact? Whenever I see the sudden closed eyes, the warmth that has just risen suddenly disappears, as if it has never existed.

The darker the night is, and the occasional snowflakes set against the darkness, whitening the lonely and silent earth, falling on the ground in a bleak manner, turning into a panoramic area.

In the residential areas outside, most people have already turned off the lights to rest, and only a few soft lights are left to penetrate the windows and pour down like water.

Han Bin sat in front of a desk, the small table lamp of the rogue rabbit model emitted a dim light, and his head lowered and there was a sense in his eyes. The right hand holding the pen holder slowly expressed something. The tip of the pen rubbed against the rough paper and made a rustling sound.

Years of ups and downs, rich experiences, and deep melancholy sadness all burst out in this lonely night. Han Bin's eyes, which had always maintained a gentle expression, gradually dissipated, and a melancholy feeling filled with dark eyes.

He felt that he had to write something, explain some stories, touching, sad, and romantic... using his sensitive thoughts to record that sad story, and using words to ejaculate the beauty that he yearns for in his heart.

The tip of the pen moves gently, and the light reflects Han Bin's sad side face. His emotions and feelings are overflowing one by one. The beautiful words and sentences as poetic as they appear on the paper, telling a story of pursuing beauty word by word.

It was a man and woman encounter a love that exuded a fresh chrysanthemum fragrance. Although it was not gorgeous, the fragrance continued, like the occasional twinkling stars in the sky, clean and beautiful.

Between the lines, the clear and beautiful sadness is revealed when the emotions are triggered, and it makes people feel sad. It makes people feel depressed and sad, but the steadfast character inside is like a faint fragrance of flowers refreshing the heart.

This is a story that is not complicated but beautiful, a pure but heartbreaking and sad encounter. The fragrance is distant and romantic love like a tree.

The story continues. After a while, Han Bin paused, stopped the beautiful words in his pen, slowed down, closed the simple diary, cleaned up, and then turned around and walked away lightly.

It turned out that this bedroom was the room where Han Xue slept. Han Xue, who was wrapped in a quilt on the bed, breathing was gentle, but it did not have the power of an ordinary person. It seemed that it could disappear at any time.

She said that she was afraid of being alone and hoped that she would see him first when she opened her eyes, so that she would feel full and no longer feel lonely and fearful.

Turn off the table lamp, climb onto the soft bed in the dark, gently lifted up the quilt, smelled the faint body fragrance and crawled in, then gently hugged her back, gently stroked her long and soft hair, cherishing her as if she was treating precious exquisite porcelain.

"Good night!" He opened his lips slightly, and the warm lips were printed on his smooth forehead, warm and warm.

The eyelids slowly relaxed, and in a short while, two breathing sounds in the bedroom started to rise and fall.

The next day, the warm sunshine did not arrive as promised, the howling cold wind continued to rage, the coldness had not dispersed, the snowflakes kept flying, adding a flying beauty.

Today is Monday. After a simple washing, Han Bin cooked a breakfast for one person. Because Han Xue was still in her dreamland, she didn't know when she woke up. Then after eating it, she picked up her schoolbag.

"Brother Han Bin, good morning!" Han Bin, who had just locked the door when he went out, turned around and saw Xu Zhuxian carrying Keroro's sergeant's small backpack and greeted him timidly.

"Good morning! Xiao Zhuxian." Han Bin also said hello seriously when she saw her serious appearance.

In the winter of 1999, Xu Zhuxian, born in 1991, was only in the second grade of elementary school this year. The Jiangnan Primary School she attended was not far from Han Bin's high school. Every day, she would go to school with Han Bin at this time.

"Let's go! Xiao Zhuxian, I'm going to school." Han Bin raised his hand and said.

However, Xu Zhuxian looked a little hesitant, stood there and asked, "Brother Han Bin, don't you think there is one person missing?" The voice of his speech was cautious, as if he was very careful.

"One person is missing? It seems yes!" Han Bin frowned and thought for a while.

"Xiao Zhuxian, Brother Han Bin, I'm here." A shocking shout came from behind. A little girl jumped over and ran over, raising her hands while running, shouting, fearing that others would not know that she was coming, her eyes were shining with a crystal light, and she could tell at a glance that she was a naughty owner.

The little girl was carrying a blue teddy bear schoolbag, which exuded a cute and playful smell. She ran over and took Xu Zhuxian's arm, and rubbed her head with two small braids against Xu Zhuxian's forehead, making her extremely intimate.

Xu Zhuxian struggled slightly. Her serious personality made her unable to stand such intimate actions, but she couldn't resist the little girl's strong imprisonment and could only bulge her cheeks like a sucking bag.
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