Everything develops in a clear direction, and slowly shapes the world he longs for according to the trajectory he imagines.

When everyone was relieved, Han Bin narrowed his eyes slightly, and an expression of invisibility appeared in the cracks of his eyes, which was very light and the curve of the changing lines of his side face was clearly reflected in the audience's eyes.

It was a kind of bleakness that could not be described in words. Just looking at his sitting figure and his invisible eyes, it seemed like he felt an unspeakable bitterness.

However, he doesn't seem to be heartbreaking. His calm expression is a determination to choose, giving people a bright feeling. With the soft lights on the stage, it looks like the sun is falling.

Perhaps, he was originally a glowing and hot sun, very warm, but winter was coming and the warmth was frozen.

And every past he talks about now is like a very long story. If printed on paper, it should be pages of golden luster and full of vigorous hope. I never believed that life would have dark fonts.

But, is this really the case?

People can already imagine that in the gray ocean, a young man who had just grown up was drowned by endless insults, a pair of slightly immature shoulders, just holding up his own sunny day.

"When my acting career suffered a fatal blow, my body and mind were both cold and I didn't dare to step out of the house, for fear that I would see the surroundings of fans as soon as I went out, my disappointment, their questioning, and their sarcasm were speechless."

"I even want to choose to escape, escape to a place without people, or hide in a dark hut. Although there is no sunshine, I can at least breathe a sigh of relief."

"That's it, I should have given up everything at that time, and abandoned all hope, let alone the so-called belief in survival, because of the comments from outside, I really don't have the ability to bear it."

"But when I was so decadent that I could no longer be decadent, there was a person who told me with his actions that no one recognized me. Without help, it was really okay to have only one person facing difficult days."

"He is more unfortunate than me, but he is a hundred times stronger than me, perhaps countless times. He proved himself with practical actions, much better than me hiding in the dark hut. He successfully transformed. I saw hope in him."

"Han Bin, he yelled at me before. He was obviously just a junior, but he shouted with great intimidation: Bai Zhiying, run."

"So, Bai Ji-young really ran away. He also came up with "No More Love", and I also loved again, choosing to believe that the world is still full of hope, and he is really my idol."

The circulating of an indecent video defeated Bai Jiying's rising acting career and pushed her into an endless abyss. In 2001, she felt that she was more unfortunate than anyone else, until Han Bin encountered the Gray Sea incident.

This remark was what Bai Ji-young said in front of the media when "No More Love" broke out in 2006. She was no longer silent. With her moving emotional interpretation, she regained the understanding of fans and officially stood on the stage where lights gather.

And she is very grateful to such a person for giving her hope, telling her to be strong, and even helping her for no reason. Isn’t this touching and not loving the world again?

Therefore, when Han Bin talked about the process of the Gray Sea incident that year, the audience was silent, and even clearly heard the sound of gradually angry gasps, and the resentment that could not be calmed down on his face.

Why!

Why did the people claim that h.o.t was disbanded on a young man and defeated his originally bright future without leaving any left.

Fortunately, Han Bin successfully transformed and starred in the classic Korean drama "Winter Love Song". In 2002, he became a romantic singer. The pure big boy who perfectly performed "If Love Is Willing" was popular in most South Korea in 2003.

Moreover, those who once slandered him all gathered in s.m to confess with a banner of apology. It really deserved it.

Little did they know that some of them were one of the people who had slandered Han Bin, but they forgot, and perhaps chose to forget, and they didn't want to remember that they had scolded a boy.

Sure enough, the people who came from the darkness were very strong. At this time, the audience forgot to ask Han Bin why he went to serve, and only thought he was very strong, that's it.

People will evaluate a person based on their personal subjective consciousness, but they do not know that they actually do not understand.

"Actually, my stage phobia was because of the shadows left by the gray sea incident, so every time I had too many eyes gathered, I would subconsciously take it as... that was a pair of disgusting eyes."

He has already appeared on the official stage and sang "Girls' Generation" with Girls' Generation. The stage phobia has been overcome, but some dim scenes in the depths of his memory are still unforgettable.

"You are so strong!" This sentence came from your heart. After hearing this, Jin Jiula and others could only express their admiration and respect.

Indeed, he is so strong that it is admirable that he straightens his waist in adversity and works hard among the insults that he just listens to, no wonder Bai Zhiying learns from him.

At this time, the audience sincerely admired Han Bin and regarded him as the invincible protagonist in the novel, with the absolute ability to reverse the dilemma.

Are you really strong!

Han Bin slowly shook his head amid everyone's praise, his lips opened, and his dry lips slowly separated. He could say that he was not strong, but people could not imagine how fragile he was.

"What's wrong?" Kim Tae-hee asked worriedly. She was now like Moon Geun-young, with red eyes.

In fact, there is always a story in life that is not beautiful but strong in your imagination. It can touch your softest heart and make you have the urge to cry.

Dad Xu lowered his eyes. He could guess a little bit, because Han Xue and Han Bin were stronger, but he was more fragile than anyone else.

Everyone was attracted by Han Bin's shaking head. They watched seriously and listened to what Han Bin wanted to say next.

"I... am really not as strong as you think." Han Bin said so. With everyone's surprised expression of their mouths, he admitted his weakness. "I... are even more fragile than any of you...."

Fragile! How could it be? You are obviously very strong. Look at how many people can get out of a dark ocean, and how many people can reverse the predicament and successfully transform from a singer to an actor.

Maybe there is, but you are obviously much better than them. Haven’t you seen that Bai Ji-young is standing on the stage now? You encouraged her to run.

So, you are strong and never fragile.

However, Han Bin still wanted to admit that he was really fragile. He had been naive, deceived himself, and even escaped. He did not feel embarrassed because he didn't even dare to accept him. So he was still himself?

He doesn't know what others think, but he understands what he thinks.

He wanted to say how deep the bond between Han Xue and Han Bin was to let others know that there was still someone in this world who lived with another person.

"My sister, just like what I wrote, she is a very shy little girl. She can't grow up, and she will never grow up. Her small appearance makes me like her very much because I can hold her in my palm."

"Listen to her breathing quietly and feel her heartbeat so that I won't feel confused. At least when she is by my side, I will laugh together because of her laughing. Even if she doesn't laugh, I will laugh out loud."

"But, I really can't remember when I can't hold her again, and I can't see her smile. I can only lower my head and look at the bed to see her quiet little face, but I can't laugh."

"She fell asleep, but forgot to wake up, and there were many more things she had forgotten. She forgot to ask me for a hug every day, forgot to eat the rice I cooked and praised it sweetly, and forgot to tell stories before going to bed."

"And I am not used to this kind of life. I am not used to getting up alone. I don't like eating alone in the middle of the night. I am even more afraid of an empty room with only one person."

"Every day, I am looking forward to the moment when I come back at night. I hope that when I open the bedroom door, I can be surprised to see that beautiful little face. Then, I will be very calm, but my heart has already been filled with shocking tide."

"In this way, there are still hope in my life, and until one day of a certain season, I will know nothing."

Then, late winter comes.

Fragile dreams, bloody reality, collapse of faith in survival, and a confused and desperate life.

In that year, everything swept over, without any signs, which made him, who was still a young man at that time, collapsed and developed a mentality of escaping.

"That day, Han Xue... she fell asleep but never woke up again." Just such a faint statement made people tremble and couldn't say anything comforting.

Jin Jiula and others opened their mouths, but couldn't speak.

They wanted to ask why Han Xue fell asleep, but they didn't dare to ask, just because the expression on Han Bin's face had become dim.

"Actually, I have taken her to see the Hanjiang Snow." Han Bin's throat rolled, and he slowly raised his head, his eyes a little blurred, which was a faint mist. He said: "I hate winter because this season has taken away everything from me, but I like winter because after the end of winter, there is sunshine."

He stood up, and with everyone's attention, he walked step by step on the edge of the stage, reached out his hand, and caught a small girl, who was a very beautiful girl, as white as snow.

And some people, can they cry, otherwise they will be too uncomfortable and feel very upset.

I don't know why, I just want to cry.

ps: A long-lost update. Alas, I've been busy these days. It happened to rain heavily yesterday and I was trapped until very late before returning to the dormitory, so I gave me a reason to stop the update... Please don't blame me (to be continued, please search for Astronomy, novels are better and faster!
Chapter completed!