I once naively thought that everything was beautiful, but when I saw the waving scene in front of me, I realized what reality is and what cruelty is.

Han Bin sat silently, looking at the pale hospital bed with a dull look, as if his whole body had been removed from his soul, demented and desperate.

There was a pungent smell of potion floating in the spacious ward. A girl was lying on the bed, relying on the oxygen tube and nutrient solution to maintain her life. Her peaceful little face was pale under the oxygen hood, and her swollen lips were slightly open, revealing a kind of sickness that was pitying for life.

This pity girl is Han Bin's sister - Han Xue.

The snow scene on the Hanjiang Bridge is still dancing, but the smile that will show joy when you look at the snowflakes no longer appears, and scenes seem to be staged yesterday.

Now, it has become so far away.

After visiting Mrs. Xu and others, they went back. They could not comfort Han Bin and did not dare to stay for a long time, because every time they looked up, they would lose all the courage to comfort Han Bin as soon as they looked up.

No one knows what kind of painful emotions Han Bin is churning in his heart, let alone no one dares to know.

"Doctor Jin, my sister...what is wrong with her?" Han Bin opened his mouth and asked after seeing the doctor come in. His voice was as deep and hoarse as someone whose throat had dried up for a long time, and his eyes were full of hope.

"I'm not optimistic, my body's functions are at the limit. She... may fall asleep forever." Dr. Jin said with a heavy face, shook his head regretfully.

"Doctor, stop kidding. You have said before that her frailty can be cured. As long as she recovers well and gets enough surgery, she can get healthy again." Han Bin hurriedly stood up, grabbed Dr. Jin's arm, and couldn't wait to explain.

"I'm sorry... I'm really... sorry." Dr. Jin lowered his head, spread Han Bin's hand away, and sighed.

"Stop kidding..." Han Bin suddenly lost control of his emotions, grabbed the doctor's shoulder, and shouted hysterically. Until now, he still dared not see the reality clearly.

Dr. Jin took a few steps back with fear, not daring to look at Han Bin's painful eyes, and shook his head slightly.

"Uncle Jin, please trouble you, let me leave it here." A young woman in her twenties walked in and bowed to Dr. Jin and said.

After hearing this, Dr. Jin breathed a sigh of relief, nodded, and said, "Yuezhen, please advise this young man."

"I understand, Uncle Jin." Bai Yuezhen respectfully sent Dr. Jin away.

He was dressed in a black professional outfit, wearing a large-framed glasses, his scalp was loose, and a few strands of hair were wrapped behind his ears. His facial features were delicate and his face was a little cold, giving people a sense of arrogant, but also exuding an intellectual beauty.

"Long time no see, Han Bin." Bai Yuezhen turned around and looked at Han Bin, with a faint curve on the corner of her mouth, and then her eyes remained on Han Xue lying on the hospital bed, with a hint of sadness on her face. "This girl is really heartbreaking."

"Don't touch her, Bai Yuezhen." Han Bin stepped forward to block her way and prevented her from reaching out to touch Han Xue.

"Did you still refuse to forgive me for so many years?" Bai Yuezhen smiled bitterly and said to Han Bin. "All things back then have passed. Han Bin, let it go! I'm not wrong."

"Yes, you are not wrong, and I don't want to resent you." Han Bin shook his head and said.

"No? Do you dare to say it to my eyes? If not, why did your eyes flash and you dare not look at me?" Bai Yuezhen looked directly at him without any fear.

"Stop talking, I have forgotten. I don't want to mention the past." Han Bin waved his hand quickly, turned his head and didn't dare to look at her.

"Can you forget it? Han Bin, my cousin." Bai Yuezhen said word by word.

The heavy tone pressed Han Bin into breathlessly, and the needles fell in the silent room.

"Do you want me to say it? I want me to say that you abandoned us back then, and left Han Xue, who was getting weaker like a burden, and left alone, far away from the place where we were." Han Bin turned slowly, his gentle eyes no longer, and there was a faint coldness.

When Han Bin's parents left, he and Han Xue entrusted Bai Yuezhen, who had also lost their parents, but they never expected that Bai Yuezhen would leave and there was no news.

This incident has always been a knot in Han Bin's heart, and he can't forget the words she said before leaving.

"It seems that you still refuse to face it." Bai Yuezhen's cold face showed a heartache expression.

"Looking at the person lying on the hospital bed, it's your sister, have you seen it clearly?" Bai Yuezhen made up her mind, held Han Bin's body and looked at Han Xue with her eyes closed. "Actually, you knew that Han Xue's illness would one day turn into this scene in front of her, but why do you always refuse to admit it?"

The cold expression on Han Bin's face melted quickly, transforming into deep fear, his pupils expanded, and then he hurriedly covered his ears and shook his head vigorously. "Don't... say it."

"Actually, you have always known that Han Xue's frailty disease cannot be cured. One day, she will fall asleep forever." Bai Yuezhen continued, ignoring Han Bin's painful expression.

This sentence was exactly the same as what she said before leaving, and that was why Han Bin hated her.

"You understand, I told you back then, but why are you still like this?" Bai Yuezhen grabbed Han Bin's shoulder and shook it constantly, saying, "How can I continue to live in a virtual lie."

Lies! Everything is fake, yes, Han Bin is just deceiving himself. From a long time ago, he knew that Han Xue's disease was actually incurable, but he just refused to believe it.

"Why do you always pick the truth so clearly? Why can't you let me live in a beautiful world? You know that I have been fighting for this dream of nothingness for six years, and now you have to say that everything in front of you is fake."

"Then why should I live? Without Han Xue, my world would have no color, dreams, life...all meaningless."

"I...Han Bin... Since I lost my parents, I have lived just for one person, that is my sister Han Xue."

Han Bin broke away from Bai Yuezhen's hand, grabbed her shoulder tightly with his backhand, his voice hoarse, and he roared at Bai Yuezhen: "You will never understand how beautiful it is to live a lie, at least it gives me a reason to live." In the end, tears appeared in Han Bin's eyes, with a pleading look.

"I know, that's why I let you see the reality clearly and stop lying on yourself. You are very tired if you live like that." Bai Yuezhen gently hugged Han Bin and patted his back, tears flowing down uncontrollably.

"You don't know! For six years, I have worked hard to face every day with a sunny smile, warming everyone around me, and caring for me and Han Xue like you used to." Han Bin shook his head desperately and continued to struggle.

"I understand, actually..." Bai Yuezhen opened her mouth, but was interrupted by Han Bin's voice.

"I thought that after I debuted, I could realize my dream by getting a lot of advance payment and signing cash. I saw Han Xue standing in the sun again and smiled. For such a goal, I shed six years of blood and sweat, and endured all the hardships and fatigues from life, but I would not regret it."

"Although I lost my original wonderful youth, I think it's worth it, just because every time I get home and occasionally see Han Xue's smiling face, the surprise cannot be described in words."

"Everything is so beautiful."

A complex and unknown expression was intertwined on his face, and Han Bin told himself about his feelings hidden in his heart for many years, and had joy and hardship during this period.

Bai Yuezhen let go of her hand, took a few steps back, covering her lips in disbelief, and tears in her eyes flowed down, seeping through her fingertips and dripping to the ground.

With a "bang", Bai Yuezhen covered her mouth with pain and gently slapped Han Bin with her other hand.

"Stop lying to yourself. The more you do this, the more sad I will be. Han Bin, see clearly, your sister can no longer be cured, just like I told you when I left." At the end of the speech, Bai Yuezhen almost roared.

"Over the years, I have been looking for a way to cure Han Xue all the time, and even begging Uncle Jin to join forces to deceive you, just to give you hope for life."

"But now, you are actually lost in the virtual lie, and you are still unwilling to face reality and still escape. If this happens, I really regret making up the lie that you believe."

"Cousin, stop talking, please..." Han Bin covered his ears and begged Bai Yuezhen not to say anything more.

"No, I want to say it until you understand." Bai Yuezhen hugged Han Bin and tried to give him a little warmth, but in the end she burst into tears. "Otherwise, you will ruin your own."

The conversation between the two people was from the beginning to the end of excitement, and it was just a problem, a tragedy that was extremely heavy.

Deceiving yourself is the sadness and sorrow behind Han Bin's tenderness so far.

"Han Xue...my sister..." His vision was blurred, and Han Bin slowly stretched out his hand and tried hard to approach Han Xue, but he could not touch it, as if he was separated by two worlds.

"You still have... what about me, Han Bin." Bai Yuezhen grabbed his hand tightly, placed it on her chest, and looked at Han Bin with tears in her eyes.

In the end, both of them burst into tears.

From childhood to adulthood, no matter how many sufferings he experienced, Han Bin only cried three times. When his parents left, he just hugged Han Xue and sobbed gently. This was the first time. His eyes were slightly moist when he met HOT and others.

The third time was now, he cried so hard that he lost Han Xue.

He didn't know how he should live in the future. His dreams for six years turned into bubbles in the moment they were realized. This confusion and pain of loss immediately defeated him, who had always been strong.

The snow outside the window was still floating, and at the end of winter this year, he lost everything.
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