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Chapter 195: Paranoia

"Okay, even if I believe you, do you believe in Yunwan? Have you ever thought about her behavior being pretended? Why can't she stand steadily when she gets chondrome disease? Why do she feel bloody and faint? It's just to win your sympathy. My pitiful words, I think they are all deceitful tricks!"

Shen Yihan said coldly, she thought she had a deep affection with Yunguan, but it seemed that it was just her wishful thinking.

"Han'er, don't be angry, Yun'er is really dying of blood. She is not as scheming as you said. Besides, what did she lie to me? I watched her grow up!" Murong Jingyu didn't understand the situation and still spoke to Yunguan.

"What tone? I want to say that my villain is jealous of her? You watch her grow up? Then do you know she regrets getting married? Ha~" Shen Yihan smiled contemptuously. She thought Murong Jingyu didn't know Yunguan's past, so she was blinded by her.

"Han'er knows?" Murong Jingyu was extremely surprised. He didn't expect that the secret in his heart would be known by Shen Yihan. Although he did not intend to hide it, the sudden panic made him nervous like a child who did something wrong.

"So you know! Is it interesting to see me hurrying around for her marriage? Why do you hide this kind of thing from me? Could it be that you really have other ideas about her?" Shen Yihan was yelled angrily.

"Han'er, I'm marrying her, it's all a thing in the past?" Murong Jingyu said the more he said, the less he was. Although he thought Shen Yihan knew everything, he also wanted to explain, after all, he had no intention of hiding from her.

"What did you say?" Shen Yihan was stunned for a moment, she thought she had heard it wrong.

"I said, the finger-bellied marriage was ordered by the elders without meeting her before she met her, and I couldn't control her! Especially this matter had a greater impact on Wan'er." Murong Jingyu shook his head helplessly. If he hadn't regretted the marriage, Yun Wan might have lived a life of taking care of her husband and children.

"So it turns out that you are the one who regrets the marriage?" Shen Yihan took a deep breath. She thought that Murong Jingyu was a little in love with Yunguan, so she would stop her from finding a marriage for her. It turned out that there was still a secret.

"Ah..." Murong Jingyu realized that Shen Yihan didn't understand the truth, so he didn't tell himself, "I thought you knew."

"I know? What do you want me to know? What can I know if you don't say anything?" Shen Yihan was indignant. It turned out that the person beside her pillow was a master of deception. He hid all the secrets in his heart without knowing it.

"Han'er, I didn't mean to hide it from you. Really, that's all in the past. Why do you need to mention hurting your feelings again?" Murong Jingyu understood that the mistake was on him, and he had no reason to blame the eldest princess.

"Sad feelings? Whose feelings are hurt? Do you have feelings for me? You said you didn't mean it? Who was deliberately hiding it from me? Did you? Did you collude with her and hide it from me? Is it because you have to accept that I am a matchmaker for her? It turns out that it is for you!" Shen Yihan's self-deprecating and sarcastic look is really pitiful.

"Han'er, I just think Yunguan is my real sister!" Murong Jingyu thought clearly that his concern for Yunguan was pity caused by his debts and had nothing to do with nostalgia.

"Ha~ You want to tell me that everything is Yunguan's love for you, right?" Shen Yihan didn't believe it. How could a slap sound?

"No, we have no possibility. It is a great honor for me, Murong Jingyu, to marry Shen Yihan as my wife. You alone are enough in this life." Murong Jingyu had never made such a promise to Shen Yihan.

"In this life? Isn't it ridiculous? Before I met me, you were a person who had a engagement." Shen Yihan was not moved at all now. If she had heard Murong Jingyu say this before, she would have burst into tears.

"Well, I admit that I did something wrong. When I brought Yunguan Youchen to the imperial capital, I should tell you this first." Murong Jingyu knew that it was because of his repeated delays that Shen Yihan was heartbroken.

"No, you are right. You have known each other for so long that I am the latecomer who wins people's love." Shen Yihan was very sad at this moment.

"Han'er, why don't you believe what I said? I'm afraid you will hide this from you because I'm afraid you will think too much. Really, believe me, okay?" Murong Jingyu wanted to kneel down to Shen Yihan and beg his beloved wife to forgive him.

"Did I think too much? Then why didn't you say it when I met Yunguan? You didn't say it when I got married with you? You still didn't say it when I dressed as a woman when I met you for the first time?"

Shen Yihan finally couldn't help but burst into tears, "You have too many opportunities to confess, but I have been kept in the dark by you. Do you want me to believe you? How do you believe it?"

"I'm just afraid that you will be like this?" Murong Jingyu stood aside in a daze because his beloved wife refused to help him wipe his tears.

"Why are you afraid of me? Are you afraid of me like an abandoned woman? Or are you afraid of me like... like a clown?" Shen Yihan felt that she was too unsuccessful, and her tears completely broke the dam at this moment.

"Han'er, you are in a bad state now. Maybe you didn't have a good rest last night. Please calm down first, let's explain this knot clearly, okay?" Murong Jingyu couldn't bear to see Shen Yihan's emotional out of control and hurt others and himself.

"Are you bothering me? Do you hate me for being so mournful? Do you think I'm very unreasonable?" Shen Yihan didn't expect that he would live so pitifully and ridiculously.

"Han'er, we both need to be calm. No matter what, you should believe my love for you." Murong Jingyu really wanted to hug Shen Yihan. Even if she was a hedgehog, he was not afraid of being hurt.

But when Murong Jingyu opened his hands to hug him, he found that Shen Yihan's eyes were full of determination, as if telling him that if he went further, she would die.

"Believe? Believe that you said you love me, and then you still pretend to be another woman in your heart?" Shen Yihan rejected any comfort Murong Jingyu gave.

"Can you not fall into your own emotions? Yes, I am hiding something from you, I am not doing well, I am not confessing enough, but have you listened to what I said? Do you know that all your accusations, all your anger and suspicion come from your own imagination?" Murong Jingyu never knew how to tell Shen Yihan that he had an engagement.

Murong Jingyu has accepted the marriage that he could not resist back then. The heartache he suffered back then had already become scars. Why did he ask him to open it for others to see it again?

Because once a secret is hidden for a long time, it is difficult to say it again. It is easy to get scarred from the wound, and it is too difficult to get back to normal life. Everyone is walking towards the established track, so why not deviate from the direction and find a new way out?

The old love is hard to relieve sorrow, and the memories are endless.
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