Chapter 41 As a lover
Han Jianing leaned against the door panel, lowered his head and said dullly, "What's there to talk about?"
"As for the relationship between us, Jianing, are you sure it's always been like this?" Gu Xiayang stared at the thin door panel and put his hand on it. He knew that the person was behind the door, and even if the door panel was thin, he only needed to use a little force.
Can be pushed away.
He wanted to wait for someone inside to open the door.
Han Jianing lowered her head and thought for a long time. In fact, she was also a little confused, "Isn't this good?"
"Open the door."
After a while, the door opened from the inside.
Han Jianing stood by the door, placing her plain fingers on the door frame to pretend to be calm, "What do you want to say?"
Gu Xiayang looked at her for a long time. He hadn't looked at her so seriously for many years.
"Jianing, can you tell me why you left Wuzhen in the first place?" Leave me...
Han Jianing was dumbfounded, "Does it make sense to ask this now? Everything is different now. There is no need to dwell on the past."
She didn't want to explain.
"Aren't we very good now? We are friendly strategic partners. We can serve as a shield for you. It would be great to be able to untie you instantly when you don't need it." She smiled so easily that her pretty eyebrows even arched.
Gu Xiayang was aroused, and he, who had always been cold and cold, could not suppress the surge in his heart at this time.
He suddenly stepped forward and pressed Han Jianing's hand with Kuanhou's palm, "It's not good at all."
Han Jianing's expression changed, "What's wrong? Do you even want to be friends?"
"Why do we have to be friends?"
"Because I don't want to be your enemy. I know I can't win you." Han Jianing's eyes were a little sour. She looked at the young man in front of her. His name had been in her heart for ten years and she had said it over and over again for more than three thousand days and nights.
With.
Her tone was soft and confused, "Isn't it good to have lifelong friends?"
Gu Xiayang suppressed the deepness in his eyes, rolled up the ends of his eyes with a hint of red, raised his eyebrows and said word by word: "This time you chose a lifelong friend, why not a lover?"
His voice was gentle, but it exploded in Han Jianing's ears like thunder.
"You... what are you talking about!" Han Jianing looked flustered and nervous, and couldn't help but pick at the hand pressed against the door panel.
crazy!
He must be crazy!
After saying the words buried deep in his heart, Gu Xiayang became a little more frank. He held Han Jianing's slender wrist tightly and said sincerely and seriously: "I want to be a lover for the rest of my life."
"You're crazy!"
"I don't."
Gu Xiayang answered word by word. His eyes were no longer cold, but filled with a layer of heat that fell on the hands held by the two of them. "I wanted to do this ten years ago. When you left Wuzhen,
One day, I watched you sitting on a boat getting farther and farther away from me. I called your name and you didn't look back.
Later, I ran desperately to stop you at the Wuzhen Bridge, but when I ran over like a dead dog out of breath and tiredness, and watched you get off the boat, I became timid again. I stood on the bridge and looked at the bridge.
You dragged your luggage to the bus stop alone, watching you leave on the bus, getting further and further away from me. Do you know the despair of having your heart hollowed out?
Han Jianing, don’t leave, don’t leave my life.”
Han Jianing was stunned. She opened her eyes blankly and opened her mouth slightly. It took her a while to find her voice.
"Gu...Gu...you...are joking! You...how could you...how could you...like..." You like me!
"I like you."
The sudden confession made Han Jianing even pale. She struggled to push Gu Xiayang away. She took a deep breath and thought of the doubts that had been bothering her for a long time, "I have something to ask you."
"Um."
"Back then, why did you tear up the letter of confession I gave you? And still reject me?" Han Jianing bit her lip and stared at the person.
"You wrote me a letter of confession!" Gu Xiayang looked solemn.
Han Jianing frowned.
"she……"
"who……"
The two were silent for a while, and Han Jianing instantly figured out the key point, "You don't know about this?"
Gu Xiayang shook his head sincerely, "I don't need to lie to you." He squeezed Han Jianing's hand slightly, "So was it because of this that you left?"
"You're so annoying!" Han Jianing withdrew his hand and turned back to the house.
Gu Xiayang followed up and pulled her into his arms. His embrace had a cool breath. Han Jianing lowered his head and sniffed, and smelled a hint of sweet and sour smell, as if it had touched his arm before.
The flavor of candied haws.
"Let me go." Han Jianing's voice was soft and muffled, with a bit of embarrassment.
Gu Xiayang lowered his head and looked at the person in his arms, "Don't run away again, I won't be able to find you."
Han Jianing pursed his lips and said, "Bah! Don't you know that I went to Shanghai and I come back to Wuzhen every year? It's just because you don't want to find me!"
She didn't know that her angry look at this moment looked like a coquettish little daughter.
Gu Xiayang stroked her soft hair, "You don't want to see me, don't you? Do you go back to Wuzhen for more than 5 days every year?"
Faced with such a question, Han Jianing sneered, shook his head and puffed out his cheeks, "I don't care! It's just that you don't want to find me!"
"Well, I wasn't brave enough before. Don't leave this time."
Regarding the past, Gu Xiayang did not deny it. He held Han Jianing's hand tightly and said, "I never thought I would have the opportunity to be honest with you again and hold your hand again. I won't let you go this time."
"Then do you want to thank Chao Yuan?"
"really."
Gu Xiayang nodded and Xie Chaoyuan's words really woke him up, "I have been in Wuzhen for ten years without you. I am very sad. I am so sad that I almost no longer love it. I always wonder why it is so far away from Shanghai. It takes a car to drive."
The half-hour journey is 119.1 kilometers.
Taking a car is even more inconvenient. You have to go to the bus station and take a bus to Tongxiang Station, and then take the high-speed rail to Shanghai.
Why so far!"
Han Jianing raised her head and bit the corner of her trembling mouth. She never knew that he was just like her. It was because of a misunderstanding that they ended up like that.
A tear fell from the corner of Han Jianing's eyes, "There is no you in Shanghai, I am only one person..."
"I know, I know, I know everything." Gu Xiayang wiped the tears from her eyes and coaxed softly, "I tried my best to collect all the information about you, and even supported your sister ridiculously, thinking that one day
You came back and found that nothing has changed, but I haven't been able to wait for you. I am happier than anyone else that you can come back this time."
"Blind date..."
"I volunteered to come here."
Han Jianing laughed dumbly, "Then you are still angry with me!"
"I'm sorry, you left without saying goodbye and brought our relationship to an end. For ten years, I haven't been able to say a word to you, and you can't let me say a few words."
"Why, I..."
Han Jianing wanted to say more, but her lips were sealed and she swallowed the unspoken words.
The wind blows the flowers blooming outside the house, swaying... ups and downs... drifting with the current...
Chapter completed!