Chapter 285
After the New Year, days pass by quickly.
The weather turns from cold to warm, and Chen Weisu often takes Zhenyao to the courtyard to experience the breath of spring.
Zhenyao's changes every day are touching. Chen Weisu takes many photos of her every day because he knows that there are not many times when he can be with her, so Chen Weisu takes as much as possible to take care of her day and night.
A few nights before leaving, she could hardly sleep and kept lying beside the crib and looking at her daughter.
When Zhou Yanhuai came in, he saw her lying on the railing with her hands on her back, and there was water in the corner of her eyes.
She couldn't bear to leave her children, and she burst into tears more than once in a while.
When Chen Weisu heard him come in, he quickly rubbed his eyes and sat up as if nothing had happened.
He felt that there was some distance between her and herself, and she would hide her mood and not see her complicated little emotions.
He sat down next to her, "It's very late, let the nanny carry Zhenyao down."
"It doesn't matter, let her be here, I can't sleep anyway."
He looked at her from the side, but she didn't realize that she was leaving, not only Zhenyao, she didn't feel that she seemed to say something to him at this time.
He didn't care about the child anymore and got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
Chen Weisu suddenly remembered the faint sound of the bathroom. She and Zhou Yanhuai had not been intimate for a long time.
He has never touched her until she was pregnant and gave birth.
There were two more out of control, and he finally held it back. After the child was born, her body needed to recover. Later, both of them were separated by their daughters and treated each other more like partners. They raised a newborn together. The two talked about the child together, and their attention was rarely on each other.
She had paid special attention during her pregnancy, but having a baby is a harm to her body and vitality. She felt that her body had changed, but she didn't know how much it changed.
Maybe he didn't have that interest in her anymore. After only half a year, she felt that she might need more time to recover to the past, or that many examples could never be restored.
When Zhou Yanhuai came out, Zhenyao was already taken away.
He was a little surprised and watched Chen Weisu lie on the pillow and look at him quietly.
She has lost weight these days, she is a little thinner than before pregnancy. Her chin is pointed and her eyes look bigger. Her eyes look gentle, like a lazy cat.
He moved his heart and walked over and lay down next to her.
The two of them reached out and hugged each other.
He raised his hand and stroked her hair, whispered, "Have you found your place to live?"
"Well, Jingjing's roommate is gone, I'll go to her first."
His fingers rubbed her ears, and perhaps at this moment when they were about to part, they should be closer.
Chen Weisu also felt that she was acceptable in her heart, and raised her hand and landed it on the buttons of his pajamas, unbuttoning them one by one.
Zhou Yanhuai looked down at her, her face turned a little red, probably not adapting to such intimacy.
She untied his clothes and stroked his hands on his strong waist and abdomen.
His eyes became a little deeper, and he lowered his head and kissed her.
Chen Weisu felt the heat surge in his body, and she missed him too. The two of them hugged each other and rolled between the pillows, passion was like flames.
But when he really wanted to go further, Chen Weisu still retreated.
He wanted to see all of her. She used to be confident and generous, but now she was worried that she was not perfect enough. She dodged uncomfortably and begged, "Don't... just turn off the light..."
She was still anxious, but she went from anxious to anxious to herself.
She has seen many examples. The things that happened between the couple after giving birth became embarrassing. She was very unconfident and she was afraid that she would disappoint him.
She was a little depressed and was in a bad mood.
Zhou Yanhuai felt that she was still not ready, so he hugged her, stroked her hair, and said calmly, "It's too late to do it."
She couldn't talk about her embarrassment. She knew that her body had always attracted him. Now that their relationship had fluctuated, she felt that the two of them could not be closer to each other except in that way.
She couldn't imagine or accept it. They couldn't even reach an agreement on this kind of thing. She didn't really want to face the gap he had when he found out that she was not doing well.
She pressed against his chest, "I'm sorry..."
He stroked her arm with his big hand as a comfort, "It doesn't matter, wait until you are completely fine."
She knew in her heart that she just didn't like her now, who was ignorant, and she became unconfident.
She stroked his clothes buttons with her hand, and the atmosphere was a little stiff. She wanted to say something, but said with no clue, "I bought new clothes for Zhenyao and sent them the day after tomorrow. Remember to help her try the size."
This kind of trivia was done by the nanny, but he still nodded.
She murmured again, "Zhenyao will get a vaccination and a physical examination next week, don't forget."
He nodded again.
Shen Weisu was a little drowsy. She actually wanted to say something related to him, for example, she would also think about him and miss him, but for some reason, she couldn't say it.
The two hugged each other quietly, and time passed by little by little.
Zhou Yanhuai knew that she was in a bad state and she lived a normal life and would laugh, but she just felt in a bad mood and was not as free and cheerful as before.
He didn't think about it more. Time would heal everything, or deepen the ravines, no one knew.
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When she left, Shen Weisu did not ask Zhou Yanhuai to see him off. She didn't like parting. She could be strong by herself, but if someone helps her next to her, she would develop a dependent heart like a child.
After kissing Zhenyao's little face, the little guy lay on the mat to play with toys, and did not react much to her departure. Shen Weisu touched her fat little hand, endured the bitterness in his heart, and got up and walked out the door.
It was already late spring and early summer. Before leaving, she cut her hair, and could only barely tie it up, wear a T-shirt, jeans, and a pair of shoes and set off.
She knew that she was willful, but she always had to take this step. If she didn't leave now, it would be more difficult to walk in the future. The older the child, the clearer the concept of separation, and she would also wipe out more will when she was around her.
Zhenyao was born in the Zhou family and she could live a life of wealth and worry-free life, but Shen Weisu knew her identity. She and Zhou Yanhuai had divorced. Her only confirmed identity is Zhenyao's mother, and her identity can be replaced at any time. Zhou's mother never gave up looking for a new partner for Zhou Yanhuai.
She wasn't sure how long Zhou Yanhuai could still refuse. Under such a strong sense of crisis, she just wanted to earn more confidence to deal with the uncertain future.
She got on the plane and thought for a long time, but she still sent a message to Zhou Yanhuai.
"Take good care of Zhenyao, and you are yourself."
He was actually at the airport and saw her flight take off.
He didn't like to part. They obviously had a lot to say, but at this moment, they couldn't say it.
He also had emotions that he didn't want to show. He was not very happy, and he was in a blocked tone and did not reply to her.
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