There was silence in the room, except for Lu Lin's rapid and nervous breathing.

Pei Yue's erratic heartbeat recovered in an instant. She raised her hand and patted him calmly, "No, I only treat you as my brother..."

She felt Lu Lin's body stiffen instantly, and the burning fire in his eyes extinguished in an instant.

She sighed softly, "Actually, I once had a biological brother who was just as old as you. One winter it snowed heavily, and there was a thick layer of snow on a small slope nearby. Many children played sledding there, and I took him with me.

My brother went to play... Usually there are no cars there, but that day..."

Pei Yue's eyes were red, "That day, a car slid down out of control and my brother was knocked down..." Chinese website

She swallowed even more, "If it weren't for me, nothing would have happened to my brother... My parents always blamed me, and the family broke up not long after... Lu Lin, when I saw you sitting on the stone bench outside doing homework,

I just thought, if my brother was still here, he would be studying like you. When I saw it was cold and you were sitting outside doing homework in shorter clothes, I thought of my brother. I wouldn’t

I feel so guilty for being willing to let him suffer like that, so I can't help but take care of you..."

Lu Lin never knew she had such an experience, and couldn't bear to let her recall those painful things again. He raised his hand and rubbed her hair, "Sister Yue, there's no need to say anything more. I understand. You don't have to blame yourself. At that time

You're still young, it's not your fault, just let it go."

Pei Yue lowered her head, "Lu Lin, I really regard you as my brother... I made you misunderstand... I'm sorry..."

He smiled bitterly, "Sister Yue, do you think that I have some undue misunderstandings about you just because you are good to me? When I was young, I didn't know what love was, but I am now 21

Yeah, do you think I can’t even distinguish between touching and loving?”

He murmured, "I don't know about your brother. I don't care why you look at me more. I only know that the past is not important at all. What is important is the present and the future. Sister Yue, in my case

After kissing you and doing inappropriate things to you, you can no longer treat me as your brother, right?"

Pei Yue turned her head in embarrassment, "But I can't regard you as my lover. That would be too... too strange. Lu Lin, can you understand how I feel? In my impression, you have always been the tall one.

As a young child, if you want me to like and love you like a man and a woman, I really... really can't do it, and I will feel guilty. So it's impossible for me to be with you."

He was silent, and she said she didn't like him. This was the only reason why he felt helpless.

It was rare for the two of them to talk about this matter calmly. Pei Yue said, "You haven't graduated yet, and you haven't experienced society yet. Only when you work will your mind truly mature. Like is a temporary passion, but love is a steady stream."

, Lu Lin, I hope that when you really grow up and re-examine your emotions, you will find different answers."

Lu Lin smiled and felt helpless, "You just don't believe me. You think I'm a child. Sister Yue, let me tell you that my feelings for you have been there since I was in junior high school. Over the years,

No matter what happened in the middle, nothing has changed. Do you think it hasn’t lasted long enough? That doesn’t matter, I have plenty of time to prove it.”

"Don't..."

She wanted to attack him and deny him again, but Lu Lin didn't want to hear it anymore, "Then I'm leaving. I'll go back to my senior brother tomorrow and go on a business trip with him. Sister Yue, as you said, wait until I graduate.

I'm at work, let's see again."

He turned away.

The next day, Pei Yue saw a cleaner cleaning up the room next door while Lu Lin checked out.

She checked out later that night and continued walking according to Lu Linliu's itinerary. They were all places he had walked. He took the essence and recommended it to her, so the trip went smoothly and happily.

Pei Yue ended her trip to Tibet and moved on to the next place.

She walked around alone, going wherever she wanted, and she was extremely relaxed and comfortable.

After the cold winter, she found a warm place to stay. It was like spring all year round. There was also a huge flower market. Pei Yue liked to go shopping when she had nothing to do, and bought a few bouquets of flowers at extremely cheap prices to decorate the already beautiful book.

A boring and dull life.

She was

I liked the slow life and climate here, so I planned to stay longer, rented a house, and found a job.

Similar to my previous job, I taught people to dance, the salary was good, and my daily life was simple and uneventful.

It was summer in the blink of an eye. She was riding to work that day when her phone rang. She looked at it and saw that it was Lu Lin who had sent her some graduation photos.

It suddenly dawned on her that he had graduated. The two of them had parted ways in Tibet last time, and in the blink of an eye they had not contacted each other for a long time.

She thought for a while and asked him, "Have you decided whether to work or go to graduate school?"

「Hoken.」

Pei Yue smiled, and the brat escorted him all the way, seemingly relaxed, but she knew how much effort he had put in behind the scenes.

Pei Yue was in a good mood. Looking at the lush summer scenery on the way to work, she suddenly realized that the haze in her heart seemed to have dissipated. She would almost never think about all the bad things in the past.

More than a year later, her physical injuries gradually subsided. She went to the hospital for regular check-ups, and the doctors said she was recovering well.

Everything seems to have turned upside down.

She gets along well with her colleagues at work. Everyone knows that she is a foreigner and will take special care of her.

After work that day, their boss's brother happened to come over to do some work. Everyone called him little boss.

He invited several employees to have a meal. After the meal, Pei Yue had some drinks, and the little boss dropped by to see her off. Pei Yue didn't think it was anything at first, but several colleagues started making noises, and Pei Yue suddenly realized that it seemed that the little boss was interested in her.

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Sure enough, after sending her home, the little boss said, "Pei Yue, do you have a birthday this weekend? You are alone in such a far place. Don't spend it alone. Come to my house for dinner?"

Pei Yue wasn't quite sure of his intentions and looked at him.

The little boss said bluntly, "Pei Yue, we have known each other for more than half a year. You should know how I usually treat you. Do you think we are suitable?"

Pei Yue still wanted to work here, so she declined him politely but clearly.

Who knew that the little boss didn't give up and directly pursued her openly. As soon as she went to work, her colleagues jokingly called her the little boss lady.

Pei Yue didn't like this atmosphere anymore and resigned directly.

Unexpectedly, within two days, the little boss came to the door again, shouting drunkenly outside, "Pei Yue, what are you pretending to be? I know it all! My cousin is an obstetrician and gynecologist in the hospital, and he said you go to his place

Checked! Not only are you a second-hand commodity, but someone has died in your belly! Why are you pretending to be pure? Are you disgusting?"
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