Incredible unfolding, events that happened in another world are slowly revealed——

Meng Rendong has always lived in Si Tian's body. Even if she debuted before Ji Yu, she has never forgotten him. With the education she received since childhood, coupled with hard work and hard work, she has prospered in the industry.

, trying his best to pave a way for Ji Yu.

This process was not without its obstacles.

But compared to Ji Yu, those are not very important.

Meng Rendong made a complete life plan for herself in that world. After debuting in the girl group, she could use the two years of running the group to continuously improve herself, earn enough money, accumulate enough resources and connections, and strive for success.

Successfully transformed, so that after the girl group disbands, they can set up their own studio.

In this way, Meng Rendong can sign Ji Yu to his studio.

You can also share the resources at hand with her.

In the process of achieving her goals, Meng Rendong inevitably had moments when she was unable to do anything. She gradually became busier and even had fewer opportunities to meet Ji Yu——

But she clearly knew that these sacrifices were meaningful.

A brief separation is for a longer reunion.

At that time, she thought that she would stay with Ji Yu in that world for a long, long time, and it didn't matter even if she never returned to her own world.

…

"But……"

"It's the third summer since you arrived, and it's only been half a year since we formed the group."

"One morning, you disappeared without warning."

There was only half of the hot water left in Si Tian's cup. Her eyes fell on the irregular black stone patterns on the table. When she said this, she paused for a long time, as if she didn't know how to explain the next thing to Meng Rendong.

But the tragedies that have happened will not disappear just because she doesn't face them.

Meng Rendong's eyes fell on the spoon on the coaster. After stirring the coffee, she put the spoon aside casually, so now there was a little brown mark on the white coaster.

She could vaguely guess what happened next.

From meeting Si Tian to the present, including the impressions of getting along in dreams, Meng Rendong can roughly judge that his sudden departure must have caused Si Tian a lot of trouble, so that she was not prepared to face the world.

And he put her on a too high level——

I guess it must not be a very pleasant experience.

"When I woke up and regained control of my body, I actually hoped that it was a dream." Si Tian put the less hot glass back on the table, with his reddish palms pressed against the cold table as he spoke.

She used to avoid Meng Rendong's eyes: "Because you are the one who learned how to dance, you are the one who made your debut, you are the one who shoots commercials, runs announcements, works hard to make money, and is the one who wins fans' love..."

"Just handling the advertisements and commercial performances that you left when you were here is enough to make me exhausted. When I have time to rest, I often wonder if it is possible that I am the escaping personality, and this

Life is yours? Otherwise, why would I be like a clown who stole someone else's costume and stood on the stage clumsily. Facing the eyes of the audience, I would be so panicked. I could even uncontrollably see all kinds of comments about me on the Internet.

Bad news..."

"Every time I hear someone say, 'Si Tian's current condition is not as good as before', 'Si Tian's performance is a bit difficult to cope with now', 'Si Tian's stage this time is lip-syncing' and other such news, I will I feel scared, I am afraid that they will find out the truth, find out my inconsistent characteristics, and find out that I am a schizophrenic patient..."

"I don't even dare to see Ji Yu."

It was only then that she raised her head and looked at Meng Rendong, and even though she quickly lowered her head again, her eyes seemed to be apologetic, as if she was blaming herself for not taking good care of the friend she once cared about.

Meng Rendong heard her say:

"I'm very scared, afraid that she will find something wrong with me, and afraid that she will find out that I lost you and blame me... I envy the relationship between you, and I know how much she values ​​you, and I don't want to be the one to break her. Fantasy people.”

"It's just that the situation is getting harder and harder for me to handle."

"There has always been someone in the group who doesn't like you very much. Maybe you didn't care when you were here, but I...maybe it's because I'm particularly sensitive to other people's opinions. Every time I perform poorly, my resources are taken away from my agent by the other party. , or if I was occasionally mocked by her with a gun and a stick, I will silently remember it in my heart."

"The less I don't want to care, the more I care. Once I care, the pressure will be the greatest on the same stage with her next time, but I am still in the C position..."

"I don't know when it started, but public opinion has become worse and worse. I saw people online telling me to get out of the group, and I also suffered strange harassment and attacks during performances. I can't help but look forward to your return. I wanted to be saved again, but I didn’t wait for another miracle. I waited for my parents.”

The spoon Meng Rendong had just picked up hit the edge of the cup.

She moved her lips. Even though she couldn't remember what happened at that time, she already realized what she had done wrong.

She should not decide life for others because of her own selfishness.

If she had just silently looked at Ji Yu in Si Tian's body, and not made her own decisions, and not lived for Si Tian, ​​would Si Tian not have been forced to a dead end later?

She was the one who pushed Si Tian up and pulled Si Tian up into the clouds, but she let go.

"sorry."

Sweat broke out on Meng Rendong's forehead. Thinking of the story Ji Yu told her, she even felt uneasy. For a moment, she felt that she had harmed Si Tian.

Hearing her apology, Si Tian was stunned for a moment and shook his head gently: "No, I'm not saying this to make you apologize... Besides, I'm not sensible."

"I have always been escaping. From the moment you appeared, I have been huddled in the corner with peace of mind, watching the successful life you created for me to fulfill my own dream. It seems that this is also the use of my own hands. The same as walking out of your feet——"

"But it wasn't until you left that I realized that a person who has been waiting for someone to save her, even if she is lucky enough to get that helping hand this time, the next time, and the next time, there will be a time... She can only watch the torrent roll towards her. Come and engulf her, and there is nothing she can do because she has given up countless opportunities to learn to save herself when passing by the swimming pool."

"When you were here before, when you practiced singing and dancing all night long, when you were filming commercials, or when you were studying scripts, even if I was willing to come out and let you teach me these things... I would never fall into that situation later. The situation is that I didn’t seize the opportunity.”

Meng Rendong hesitated to speak, as if racking his brains to find something to comfort him.

But she was so bad at this that Si Tian inadvertently caught a glimpse of her face with his peripheral vision while speaking, curved the corners of his lips, and took the initiative to change the topic back to its original track:

"What happened next, you should have heard what Ji Yu said on the show, I don't have your ability. After my parents were taught a lesson by you before, they have experience in blackmailing me this time, and I have always

I can't escape their control. Even if I see their faces again many years later, I will still feel breathless..."

"The pressure from public opinion, the anxiety of not being able to live in harmony with the members of the group, and the fact that my agent gradually felt that I had no economic value, etc., made my parents stand up and add fuel to the fire—"

"I want to escape again."

"I don't know how to coexist with this world."

After hearing these last words, the atmosphere in the private room became a little heavier.

Perhaps it was because "life and death" had always been a heavy topic, and even apologies seemed pale. Meng Rendong pursed her lips, not knowing what to do to make up for the harm Si Tian had experienced.

Si Tian sensed her mood, pretending to be relaxed, picked up the glass and touched her coffee cup. After a "ding" sound, she showed a slight smile:

"But I opened my eyes again."

"In this world, I see you again."

"Originally, I thought God had not let go of teasing me, and I was going to spend this boring life like a walking zombie, vowing not to provide it with any entertainment..."

"But when I met you today, I suddenly understood that God actually cares for me."

"It brought you into my world when I was most helpless in my childhood, and taught me that the correct way to face setbacks is to be self-reliant and stand up wherever I fall. However, I didn't

Understand; later, when I gave up again, it gave me a new life regardless of the past, allowing me to start over, and this time I was truly in control of my life."

"Moreover, now I no longer have to feel guilty for deceiving Ji Yu, nor do I have to take this secret between you and me to the grave. I can finally stand in front of her confidently and tell her: Hello, I am the Secretary.

Tian, ​​I am your fan and I like your radiant look when you stand on the stage."

Si Tian thought about it again and suddenly realized -

She seems to be exactly what she had been looking forward to in her childhood.

In this world, she no longer has to face her original parents, and she doesn't have to be forced to play both sides and look at other people's faces. Because she is an independent adult, the experiences she once had on the bad stage can now be easily found.

Some good tutoring jobs, and she didn't have to feel guilty when facing her former friends...whether it was Meng Rendong whom she knew well, or Ji Yu who she had met unilaterally.

It turns out that this is her best look.

It turns out this is what it feels like to be reborn.

So much so that she actually had a little bit of expectation for the world and the future of her life.

…

The story falls.

Si Tian drank all the remaining water in the cup, then put the empty cup aside, put his hands on the table, held his chin like a good girl and looked at Meng Rendong opposite.

Meng Rendong was stunned by her expectant gaze:

"you……"

Si Tian was in a great mood and pulled away the smile on her lips. After telling these stories, she felt really relieved, so her smile became much brighter:

"I've thought about it all!"

"I never dared to go to Ji Yu before because I was afraid of exposing my secret. Now I just need to drag you over and tell her the truth of the matter, and you can be together forever!"

It was obvious that she had always known what Meng Rendong was planning on Ji Yu——

Unexpectedly, Meng Rendong gave the answer in an instant:

"no."

Si Tian: "?"

Si Tian: "Why? You paid so much for Ji Yu, don't you want her to know that you did it?"

Meng Rendong: "..."
To be continued...