see through

Growth seems to take a lifetime to complete. But sometimes, it only takes a moment...

June 10, 8:05am. SY Middle School

Classroom of Class 20, Grade 3

"Squeak..."

I slowly opened the door, and there was no one in the classroom. There were only loose sky-blue curtains blowing in the wind, and dense messages on the blackboard...

Looking at the empty, familiar classroom that has been with me for two and a half years, I feel empty in my heart...

Yes, how could I not know that I...have already graduated.

In a daze, the college entrance examination, our biggest enemy, has been eliminated by us without knowing it. What follows is separation...

"Hey!" Suddenly, I was patted. I was so excited that I suppressed the tears that were about to fall. When I looked back, I saw that it was classmate Tian.

"...Why are you here so early?" I asked her a random question as if to cover it up.

"You just get up when you wake up. It's all caused by the biological clock." She stuck out her tongue nonchalantly and then sat in her seat.

"...A lot of people will be late today." I poked holes in the aluminum foil of the yogurt and said casually.

"Who knows..." She turned on her phone and started playing a game, and we were speechless.

…

At the stipulated time of 8:20, people came to the class one after another, and it was full after a while. Liang Chuchu came just in time, neither early nor late. Everyone was talking and laughing, as if we were not graduates who were about to separate.

Everything is as usual, as if the joys and sorrows of this world have nothing to do with us... But dreams will eventually wake up.

"All students, please go to the gymnasium immediately to participate in the graduation ceremony and coming-of-age ceremony." The voice of the radio rang...

Alas, it turned out to be true. I shouldered my backpack as if resigned to my fate, put my arm around Liang Chuchu and walked towards the stadium together.

stadium

The parents arrived early and we took our seats one after another.

...Seeing the dark crowd, I wish this was just an ordinary parent-teacher meeting.

"Dear teachers and students, good morning everyone..." The host's voice was as pleasant as ever, but why, I couldn't listen at all...

"Dang Dang Dang..." Suddenly, someone tapped me on the shoulder.

"Chen..." I was stunned for a moment, "Why are you here? Do you know that you are late?"

"Oh, it doesn't matter!" Chen Moumou sat in front of me in a familiar manner, "Who cares about you after you have graduated?"

"...Oh." I rolled my eyes at her.

"Zhu...eh?" Liang Chuchu suddenly turned her head and found that the person behind her had changed.

She stuck her head out again and faced me, "Hurry up and get your class fee from the class group."

"Huh?" Monk Zhang Er was confused.

"I'll ask you to pay the foreman!" A certain woman looked like she hated iron.

"Oh..." I opened my phone as if I had a sudden realization, received the red envelope from the class, and then gave her a silly smile.

"..." A certain woman smiled helplessly and turned her head.

"?Bye~" Chen Moumou suddenly rolled up his bag and left, which made me confused.

I moved forward for a second and asked a certain woman quietly, "Why did Chen Jiji leave?"

"Someone left a seat for her in front." A certain woman replied instantly.

Oh okay. I started to enjoy the performance quietly...

"..." I have to admit that I was really surprised when I saw the teachers in the Chinese language department wearing cheongsam and covering their faces with fans, looking like gods.

There is also "Days on the Middle Road" adapted in English by the teachers of the foreign language department, which made me cry!

As I listened, the three years of pain, laughter, struggle, giving up, and perseverance flashed through my mind like a movie...

Maybe I was disgusted and couldn't wait to end this period of time as soon as possible, but now, I really want to say goodbye forever.

Everything in the past will become the past and become part of my memory. Everything I care about and hate will pass away...

What should I do? I don’t want it to end... I once thought that I still had a lot of time to squander. I still don’t understand a lot of things, but so what? I can still improve, I still have room for improvement...

I haven't lost yet.

I had a conflict with Liang Chuchu... It doesn't matter, I can wait for her to bow to me, no more than two days at most.

I fell behind in math again... It doesn't matter, I still have many sets of college entrance examination papers to finish. If I finish a few more sets, my scores will definitely improve by leaps and bounds.

Politics and history have been memorized and forgotten... What are you afraid of? At worst, I won't sleep tonight. I don't believe it, I can't kill them! How can I be worthy of myself if I don't work hard while I am young? Looking back on my senior year in high school, I always think

It's better than sorry. I don't want to, I don't even know how I died.

...Some things can only be known how painful they are only if you have truly experienced them.

I used to be heartless because I was afraid. I was afraid that sooner or later, reality would force me to face it. So, I could hide every day. But when it was really inevitable, I realized how ridiculous I was.

Just because you are unwilling to face it doesn’t mean it won’t happen. Perhaps the reason why reality is cruel is because it... likes to break people’s illusions.

"Okay...one more song..."

"It sounds good..."

"..." I looked at the audience cheering and applauding, and I didn't know why I was moved.

Before, I would have been very disdainful. It would be meaningless to waste time without talking about it. But now...

"Okay!!!" I yelled with almost all my strength, smiling with tears in my eyes.

The last time...yes...the last time.

What I didn't dare to do before, today... I don't want to suppress myself anymore.

There is no need to force people or things that cannot be retained. As long as we all remember the happiness of this moment, that is enough.

Because...I still have a long time to remember...

See through it, so what?
Chapter completed!