PART4Tragedy

In the process of growing up, there will always be some unpleasantness, and we need to tolerate each other...

--"Inscription"

I was already bored with having a lot of homework, but now that I have a tsundere cousin, I really have the urge to go home right away.

Forget it, who told me to be so kind? I can’t help it, I’m just too kind...

Well, in fact, even if I wanted to run back immediately, no one would pay attention to me, because——

It took me almost 24 hours to reach my destination. I want to go back now...I'm not sick.

Alas, I can already guess how others will reply to me, so I'd better not humiliate myself. After all, this place is still a little bit beautiful! (It's actually super beautiful)

Hey, I’m so unambitious! Eh? Why do I act like a schizophrenic patient...

"If you please, I'll go up." A certain woman said something and ran away.

"I..." I want to ask where the bathroom is...

What an attitude, bad review!

"Mom, where is the bathroom?" I turned to my mother for help.

"I don't know, ask other people! I'm going to see my classmates."

"..." Is there anyone else here?

...not reliable.

Forget it, just rely on yourself.

…

After taking care of my physical needs, I wandered upstairs and found that there were two extremely spacious rooms on this floor, which looked pretty good.

In one of the rooms, a certain woman was lying on the square window sill, concentrating in a daze...

"..." After looking at her carefully for a long time, I guessed that she must have something on her mind.

Girls who wrap themselves up tightly like a hedgehog are generally very independent, and it is normal to have a tough temper. I completely understand that.

Because, the me back then... wasn't it the same?

…

One day, grandma and the others went out to play mahjong, and Beibei and I were the only ones left at home.

After they left, I felt really embarrassed, so I wanted to find an excuse to go out. It didn't matter where I went, as long as I stayed away from her.

"Um, I..." Before I could finish my words, her cell phone rang, and a woman's voice came from the phone.

"I'll go out for a while, you stay at home."

Before I could react, she walked out of the door and only heard a "bang".

"What, it's really...arrogant." I was unhappy, very unhappy.

Huh, you said I won’t go out if you don’t let me go out? Why? I’ll go out!

But after leaving the door, before walking a few steps, I saw Beibei.

I'll go for it, it's too bad!

Huh? No, there seems to be someone next to her.

I approached them cautiously... Huh? Why do I feel like a thief?!

Overheard their conversation——

"Beibei, can't you forgive mom? I have my own reasons too!"

"Work, work, all you care about is work! How can we be there?!"

"How can you say that about mom? I do it for...for you two siblings..."

"If you want to support the family, dad alone is more than enough. I really don't know what you are busy with!"

"Can't I have my own pursuits? I don't like the feeling of being taken care of by others!"

"I think you are just making excuses! You just think we are a burden!"

"Beibei, I..."

"Needless to say, I won't go to Lanzhou. If you want to go, I have no right to object. Anyway, it's up to you..."

"You really...don't come with us..."

"I made it very clear, unless you, dad, and us stay at the watershed, otherwise... otherwise you should leave!"

"Beibei..."

"you go!"

"...Okay, I'm leaving." The woman ran away crying, looking very sad.

It turns out that that woman is my aunt...

It turns out that something big happened to her family...

Suddenly my face felt hot, maybe it was because of the heat, or maybe...

I walked up to her and handed her a tissue,

"I saw...are you okay?"

"······"

"If you want to cry, don't hold it in. Cry loudly, no one will laugh at you."

"..." A certain woman gritted her teeth stubbornly and remained silent.

I have to say, she is really... very similar to me.

"...When I was two years old, I was left to fend for myself at my grandma's house." Suddenly, I began to recall the memory that I had tried to hide.

"There was no breast milk at that time, so my grandma tried her best to find goat milk for me. So I never drank breast milk since I was a child." I laughed to myself.

"...It's so miserable." A certain woman also knew how to respond to me.

"No... on the contrary, I had a wonderful childhood that others could never imagine, but this happiness was incomplete at the beginning." I didn't expect that one day, I would face my past so calmly.

"How can we be considered happy without our parents?!" Beibei was a little confused.

"Because I have never had it, I can't talk about losing it. But you have gained it and lost it again. Of course, you value the love of your parents more than I do."

"...Why are you telling me all this?" Oh, I'm starting to get impatient.

"What you want is for your family of four to be reunited, right?"

"...so what?!"

"Are you so opposed to my aunt going to Lanzhou because you are afraid that she will ignore you two because of the distance?"

"..." Beibei was speechless.

"Uncle is away all the time, so you are afraid that aunt will leave you again?"

"...We only meet once a year, how can we not get angry?" Beibei asked quietly.

"Since aunt has given you a choice, she is determined to leave, and you can't stop her. What's more, uncle is also there. If it is really necessary for work, shouldn't you as a child...should support her unconditionally?

"

"...I don't want to be a left-behind child." Beibei...

"No one is forcing you to be a left-behind child... It's just that I think you should try to put yourself in your aunt's shoes. After all, she has the right to pursue what she wants."

"...Okay, from now on I will be a wild child raised only by my grandparents. Why not?" Beibei said in a angry tone.

"Don't be impulsive, and don't be angry. Think about it for yourself." That's all I said.

"..."

But after all, this is someone else’s family matter, and I seem to be a bit too lenient...

But he couldn't help but want to prevent the tragedy from happening.

From a child's perspective, of course I hope my parents are around...

But from an adult's perspective, how can you have both career and family?

Although, I don't want anyone to experience the same tragedy as me, because once something happens, there is no room for recovery.

Some regrets are destined to be irreparable. Some injuries may seem superficial, but in fact they are unforgettable and a pain that will never be forgotten in a lifetime.
Chapter completed!