Chapter 4: An Uneasy Marriage 4
In Zhang Tianfeng's tone and expression, Yawen did not see the disgust and dislike he had experienced for his wife. Zhang Tianfeng's speed of speech that was like a trickle of water made Yawen really confused.
Every family has their own unique sense of happiness and uniqueness. Yawen feels that even if she is curious, she still feels that she should not be a person who sets limits on others based on her own values.
However, Yawen still needs to get some information from Zhang Tianfeng. Only in this way can Yawen do her job better. All the information Yawen wants to collect is used to help Zhang Tianfeng solve problems, rather than a topic of discussion that brings together to spread rumors.
Seeing that Zhang Tianfeng was still savoring the past, Yawen smiled and said, "Mr. Zhang, what do you think of your wife's misunderstanding or contempt for her former career?"
After hearing Yawen's question, Zhang Tianfeng did not respond for a while, but Yawen could see that Zhang Tianfeng was not refusing to answer, but was thinking of a more appropriate way of expression.
If you can care so much about your wife's rhetoric, you can imagine how much this man cares about his wife. Even though Zhang Tianfeng had lost the dignity that a man cares most about, facts are better than words, and facts are in front of you, and Yawen can only explain her confusion in this way.
"That's all about ten years ago. Not to mention whether my wife is the kind of person who has set limits on others, I just want to say that ordinary rural people like us who have no background, no resources, no money, and no status want to survive in this huge city, the first thing we have to solve is the word "survival".
Nowadays, some people feel that they wear tinted glasses to look at people when they hear the keywords of KTV waiters. I don’t deny that there are characters in society that everyone thinks are, but most girls are still very good, and they work hard to interpret the word "survival" called an independent woman.
If even I can't understand her, will anyone in this world understand her? Some people may ask, why not do a normal and uncontroversial job, but I want to say that as long as it is a legitimate job, someone needs to do it.
We who do not have high education may not be our own fault, but it can make us have many fewer choices. Why are the migrant workers in the city all farmers? Is it because even the people in the city can’t be migrant workers all have high education? No, it is because, as the first group of people who came out of the countryside, we have no capital to make us choose.
Who doesn’t want to live better than others, who doesn’t know that a house with air conditioning is comfortable? If one day, for some special reasons, urban people need to settle down in our countryside, I think the world will have more understanding and less discrimination. There is no distinction between rich and poor, but the environment and perspective of dealing with things is different."
After Zhang Tianfeng finished speaking, he stared out the window with his eyes blankly. Yawen didn't hear Zhang Tianfeng's evaluation of his wife directly, but Yawen still knew the answer she wanted. Yawen didn't expect that the inconspicuous man in front of her would have such a discussion.
Not to mention whether Zhang Tianfeng's view is correct or one-sided, nor whether Zhang Tianfeng's wife is the kind of woman we imagined. At this time, Yawen seemed to feel that she had lost the sense of superiority of being superior. Yawen suddenly felt that the shadow of comments in her heart was even more criticized than Zhang Tianfeng's wife who didn't know the truth or falsehood.
Yawen slowly stopped and typing on the keyboard and said, "You surprised me. Since you love your wife so much, why do you need to do this appraisal? Wouldn't it be good to let him rot in your belly?"
"No, letting it rot in your stomach will hurt the innocent. If you ask me why I did this appraisal, the answer is actually very simple. Just because I am a man, just because I still care about my wife, but I regret it now. I... I didn't expect that she had really lied to me for sixteen years. I... I hate her, I hate..."
Zhang Tianfeng responded to Yawen's question calmly at first, but as he spoke, Zhang Tianfeng's emotions were out of control. The man who had been trying to protect his wife just now was ups and downs and kept talking about the word "hate". The man who looked as strong as a mountain cried between the word "hate".
In the eyes of ordinary people, Zhang Tianfeng's behavior is simply a bit neurotic. In fact, it is more like a mental illness with a brain problem. But as a professional, Yawen knows very well that Zhang Tianfeng's contradictory emotions and thinking come from love.
Because of love, before things are unclear, Zhang Tianfeng first chose to deceive himself. Zhang Tianfeng's behavior is actually a self-protection stress response. Zhang Tianfeng's wife's deception of Zhang Tianfeng is at this point when Zhang Tianfeng really needs to face and must solve it.
Because the facts were in front of him, Zhang Tianfeng had no choice but to hide. The mask about love a while ago, when the word "hate" blurted out from Zhang Tianfeng, Zhang Tianfeng had no choice but to take it off.
Now, even if Zhang Tianfeng chooses to forgive and keep their marriage going, they have to wash away some of the filth that has been deposited for sixteen years before their marriage can continue. Otherwise, all the hidden things will be a time bomb in their marriage that will explode at any time.
Yawen knew that she was an expert in marriages like this.
The reason why this appraisal institution is different from many other types of institutions is that it not only opens the cyst of the marriage, but also cleanses it and then sews it properly. Even if the wound still has a scar, it is much better than letting it rot in nakedness.
After all, the breakdown of a marriage involves the peace and happiness of a family, and the most important thing is to do with the values of a nation's reproduction and thriving.
Yawen seemed to think she could stop asking because Zhang Tianfeng was no longer a tightly wrapped "saint" at this time, but a person, a normal person, a flesh-and-blood man, and an ordinary man with emotions and six desires.
"Okay, Mr. Zhang, my question is over. You can go home. Can I visit your home at 2 pm?" Yawen asked as she looked at Zhang Tianfeng's evasive eyes.
Because of his disobedience just now, Zhang Tianfeng stopped crying at this time, and even though the tears on his cheeks were not dried, he still didn't want people to see through his heart.
Yawen did not give Zhang Tianfeng behavioral comfort this time, and even Yawen did not hand over a tissue to Zhang Tianfeng because Yawen knew that what Zhang Tianfeng needed was not a tissue at this time.
"It's noon soon, why don't we... Or do we go together? Dr. Xiao Gu will go to our house for a snack." Zhang Tianfeng said without any certainty.
Chapter completed!