Zhuyan was uncomfortable when he saw him, so he got up from the tatami and brought a glass of water. In fact, he was not thirsty, just to be able to do something so that the two of them wouldn't stare at me.

Knowing that she was not thirsty at all, it was just to avoid direct communication with him, Yu Sicheng looked up at her for a moment, and also got up and walked over.

He reached out, took the cup from her hand and put it back on the table next to him, his eyes fell on her face, and he shook her hand.

Zhuyan subconsciously wanted to pull her hands back.

But Yu Sicheng tightened slightly and stopped moving, just staring at her.

After a long time, I finally asked quietly: "What do you want me to do? You are willing to forgive me?"

The eyes and tone were full of helplessness and heartache, "You know that I have been in so many years, and only after meeting you did I feel that life is not so boring, but this period is far more than ten times in the past

Do you know that twenty years have been boring?"

If this continues, he is really afraid that he will go crazy.

I had always thought about it before she finished the exam, but she showed it too obvious every time she rejected her, and she couldn't help it.

Zhuyan lowered his eyebrows slightly and avoided his gaze, and said the same sentence: "I didn't blame you, so I didn't say forgive me, right?"

Yu Sicheng frowned, "If you ask Yu Jinchuan, he will say that you are cold to me, do you want to give it a try?"

Such an obvious fact, she used it to deceive him?

But Zhuyan is still a tone that is neither light nor heavy, "I just need a while to slow it down, it is not as complicated as you think."

"Then tell me." Yu Sicheng immediately followed up, hooked her chin and raised her face, "Do you wait for you to finish the exam and be with me? Or will you wait for you to get promoted to level 8 before you can think of me?"

This sounds quite resentful, but Yu Sicheng doesn't care.

She didn't know what expression or language to reply.

It was just a bit funny. It was obvious that everything had happened, and even the two people who had children had to talk about this seriously when they could be together?

Let her promise him and be with him?

Then what?

To this day, she found that she still couldn't see the future, or she no longer had the strength to look far away like that.

Reality always hits her again and again, what can I do?

Thinking of having a child with him and Yueyue, her chest was cramped violently.

No matter what, she couldn't overcome this hurdle. She couldn't stand with him and talk about feelings like this, at least she couldn't do it now.

"I won't force you." Yu Sicheng frowned as he looked at her, and his heart began to feel pain, so he had to lower his voice.

Even if he forced himself, he could no longer dare to force her.

After all, he ended up in vain. Yu Sicheng sighed heavily, "Stay early!"

She nodded, still not saying anything.

But after they all left, Zhuyan had no intention of reading books and sat there alone in a daze, for nearly two hours.

I don’t know what I thought about, but suddenly I felt that the one I was most sorry for was Yueyue.

Since she was born, she was unable to give her a complete family. She then left her home intermittently, went to Jincheng, went to train for her or went abroad many times.

She took care of Yueyue less than the old man.

But nothing is gone. How can she talk about relationships like this?

...

Zhuyan fell asleep that night, but when she woke up the next day, she was in a daze. She even couldn't sleep well for many days after that, and she went back and forth in the middle of the night.

Sometimes she would wake up inexplicably, but when she opened her eyes, she couldn't remember what dream she had. She just felt that her chest was very painful and stuffy, and she was very sad.

This state has been through until the national exam.

She was confident in doing the questions, but because of her physical discomfort, she handed out the test paper early and felt that she should have answered it worse than usual.

She originally wanted to hold on until she went home, but she fainted on the street after being caught off guard.

From the accident between Yin Yue and the old man and her left one after another, Zhuyan often fainted like this.

When she was taken to the hospital, she knew nothing.

When she woke up, she was already lying on the hospital bed, her eyes turned, the room was empty and there was no one, and she subconsciously frowned.

This feeling was surprisingly bad, and she also hated the feeling given by the hospital.

I sat up, lifted the quilt and planned to go out.

The door of the ward was pushed open, Yu Sicheng walked in, and when he saw her sitting, he tightened his eyebrows, "Why are you getting up?"

Zhuyan looked at him with a pale face and a weak voice, "What's wrong with me?"

Yu Sicheng saw that her face was very bad, and thought she was thinking too much, so he sat down beside the bed, his voice full of comfort, "No big problem, don't scare yourself, it's just that he's too depressed recently and is too nervous to prepare for the exam."

Instead, he looked at him explaining so much, Zhuyan smiled, "I really don't feel pain or itchy, I don't think I'll die. You are the one who is nervous!"

Yu Sicheng has always disliked the word "death" and his brows became even tighter.

"Since the exam is over, I will have a good rest at home these days. I will not disturb you. I will take good care of your health and keep your spirits well." He continued.

Zhuyan said lightly, "I am not sick or painful at all, what kind of body should I raise?"

Seeing that Yu Sicheng's face was not good, she nodded, "I understand!"

Then he pursed his lips slightly, "I... don't like staying in the hospital, so leave now, okay?"

Yu Sicheng nodded, "Of course."

She hadn't seen anyone except Yu Sicheng in the hospital, and she thought it was no one else who knew it.

But in fact, Yu Sicheng drove everyone away first, so that she would not feel seriously ill when she woke up and saw so many people.

When she returned to the castle, she met An Ke'er who was waiting for her at home, and Yue Can was there too.

"Is there nothing uncomfortable?" An Ke'er hurriedly came up and looked at her worriedly, "Are you hungry? The housekeeper prepared a lot of food!"

Zhuyan couldn't help but smile, "I just fainted normally, not that serious."

Yue Can didn't say much, but looked at her with a serious look.

After she and An Ke'er went to the restaurant to eat, Yu Sicheng looked at Yue Can, "How long will she get better?"

Yue Can glanced at the entrance of the living room and the sound was not loud. "Destiny is not something that can be cured if it is good, nor is it like a cold. The symptoms are removed when the right medicine is given, so you have to take it slowly."

The man closed his eyes, "You know what I fear the most is to take it slowly!"

He couldn't wait, he was the kind of fear that he would lose if he waited for a day.

The more you can't do it, "What do you think can do? The more you force her, the more you will get into trouble. This is much better than those difficult and complicated diseases, such as cancer, as long as time, environment, and live happily

, it will slowly get better, and the cancer will make you anxious."

Yu Sicheng glanced at him, thinking that his words were unlucky.

Yue Can shrugged and said he was helpless, "I hope she is well, so you still have to feel wronged these days, don't mention any love. If you can accompany her, she will be with her as she relaxes and is as happy as she is,

Anyway, you two are colleagues in the future, where can she go?"

What I said seems to make some sense.

"Don't you need her to take medicine?" Yu Sicheng asked.

Yue Chan shook his head, "It is not recommended to take medicine at present, so as not to rely on medicine to make a mistake when it is too late. I will talk about it when it really doesn't work."

However, from the moment, as long as everyone around her pays attention, she will only get better slowly and will not get worse.

Yue Can sighed, "I always see her light and can't see the sorrow or the emotions are intense. I thought she really just needed time to ease her."

She had just been depressed for so long, which shows how much she felt alone was.

If she really goes to work in the joint department in the future, An Ke'er will not be able to accompany her. She can only contact her every day. Yue Can is really afraid that they will have any conflict.

"You really don't mess with her, otherwise you will be the one who suffers and is worried by the time!" Yue Chan was given a vaccination.

Yu Sicheng glanced at him, walked over and leaned against the window without saying a word.

Because he was not sure, many things were not something he could do alone. Even if he could, those frictions and dialectics would inevitably be avoided in the middle of the process. What if she competed with him one day?

After a while, he walked back from the window, "I'll leave first and see how she's doing in the exam."

Yue Can smiled, "Doesn't it have nothing to do with you?"

Then waved her hand, "Since you can read her test paper, then arrange her in a place where there is no such pressure, so you will avoid quarrels with you at that time!"

Zhu Yan was in the restaurant and looked up and saw Yu Sicheng walking in.

"I will come to see you again in two days. I have to deal with something. If you have any discomfort, I will come to me." Yu Sichengdao.

"I'm leaving?" Zhuyan frowned slightly.

Maybe it was because in the past, as long as he came over, he would have stayed for a while longer, and he would never have been able to take the initiative to leave. This time, she was a little surprised that he suddenly said hello like this.

The man nodded, saw her stopping the chopsticks, and said with the flow: "You eat slowly, you don't have to give it!"

An Ke'er was also a little surprised when she saw Yu Sicheng leaving. She looked at Zhuyan, "When you two came back, weren't you having a quarrel?"
To be continued...