Chapter 444
Joey scratched his hair irritably and said to Jiang Nanxi: "Nanxi, do you know? My feelings have completely changed now! I am very afraid of this feeling!"
Jiang Nanxi handed her a peeled apple and said: "It will definitely change. After all, a stranger appeared in the world of the two of you. Her existence disrupted the rules of your existence. It feels like
It’s definitely different! The key now is what you want.”
Joey gnawed on the apple, "When I ran away before, it was actually out of anger. I felt that I didn't feel sorry for him in any way when I married him. Why would he cheat on me? I can't figure it out! But if I really want to divorce him,
I can’t leave this home! Nan Xi, that home is actually my shell. Without it, I don’t know where else I can go!”
Jiang Nanxi understood what Joey meant. She had no brothers or sisters, and if this happened, there was no one to support her.
If she gets divorced, she will really be alone! Although she still has a father, he has formed a new family with another woman, and it is not all her home anymore!
After divorce, she would have nowhere to put her body and her emotions to rest. She did not dare to bear such a result.
"However, compared to these, what I can't accept even more is Xu Wenchang's change. He seems to have changed. When he came home, he acted like an old man. When the oil bottle fell, he didn't help him.
. But now, he is at home and does everything just to please me.
When I see him like that, I feel uncomfortable. He said that he still loves me and he can't let me go, but when I see him like that, I feel that it's not love, it's just a helpless compromise and escape!
When you love someone, you should make them feel comfortable, free, happy and happy. But facing his attentiveness, I don’t feel any of this at all. I just feel like my heart is so blocked that I can’t breathe!
What I cannot accept the most is that he can still cook. I never knew he could cook! Do you think he was trained by that woman? Do you think he served that woman like this before?
I can't find any trace of my mark on him, it's all strange, so strange that it scares me..."
Joey said, finally couldn't help it, covered his mouth and started to cry.
She knew that she had been running away for so long because she actually wanted to compromise. She didn't want everything she had gained with her youth to be wasted, she didn't want the home she had worked so hard to protect to be broken into pieces, and she didn't want her silly and sweet daughter to bear all this!
It was Xu Wenchang who cheated, but it was her, Joey, who was most afraid!
But now, she doesn't know if her compromise is worth it, and how long she can last!
Jiang Nanxi hugged her silently. This kind of thing can only be experienced, but it is impossible to empathize with it.
Just like when she was betrayed by Gao Weiting, she could only lick her wounds alone and come out on her own, no one else could share the burden!
Ye Jingxuan, who was playing car racing with his two children, suddenly interjected: "Joy, where is your fierceness on the set? Where is your courage to defy the director? Aren't you just a scumbag? Why don't you kick me?
Yes, keep it for the New Year?”
Jiang Nanxi:...Was Joey so domineering when he was on the set? I guess he was using the topic as an excuse?
Joey's eyes were red and he said to Ye Jingxuan: "Can it be the same? That's work, this is life! I won't spend my whole life with your crew, and I won't fall in love with you!"
Ye Jingxuan said: "The truth is the same! Because of your strength and persistence, the director compromised for you. Now, if you compromise with life, will life treat you favorably? You will only be ruthlessly crushed into scum by life.
, no one has sympathy for you yet! Life is the most bloody thing in the world!"
Chapter completed!