A moment later, Bai Jing and I came to Zuo Lan's residence. Bai Jing and I untied our seat belt together. Bai Jing looked at me in surprise and asked, "Zhang Yixi, why are you doing? Shouldn't you go back?

”

"I'm looking for Zuo Lan."

Bai Jing said with a smile: "Aren't you afraid that your girlfriend will be jealous?"

"Some things are more important than worrying about being jealous." I said seriously without finishing my smile.

Bai Jing nodded and said, "You Zhang Yixi still have some conscience."

......

Bai Jing and I came to Zuo Lan's residence together. Bai Jing rang the doorbell and Zuo Lan's voice came from inside: "Here you come."

The door was opened, and I stood in front of Zuo Lan, but I didn't know how to speak. Zuo Lan's face was not only embarrassed but also repulsive.

"What are you guys who are staring at me? Come into the house for dinner quickly, I'm almost starving to death." Bai Jing said as she pulled me into the house.

Pipi was still sitting on the carpet in the living room playing with building blocks, but the fragrance of the dishes emitted in the kitchen did not stimulate my appetite, and my mood was a little heavy.

Pippi, who was playing with himself, discovered my existence, got up from the ground, and threw herself on me, so happy.

"Zhang Yixi, you play with Pipi. I'll go to the kitchen to help Zuo Lan." Bai Jing said to me.

"Yeah." I responded, and Pipi pulled my clothes and said to me: "Pakishin, let's play with building blocks. You want to help me build a beautiful castle."

"What are the castle piles for?"

"Marry a princess." Pipi said with his eyes blinking.

.........

Dinner began soon. Although the delicious food was placed in front of me, I had no appetite and ate absent-mindedly. Bai Jing and Zuo Lan seemed to be affected by my emotions and spoke very little. In short, I should have enjoyed a delicious dinner.

But spent it in the dullness.

After dinner, Bai Jing seemed to have done it deliberately, playing with Pipi in the bedroom, while Zuo Lan was washing dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen.

I smoked a cigarette on the balcony before I plucked up the courage to come to Zuo Lan and said to her: "Bai Jing has told me about your life in the past few years. Can we open our hearts tonight and chat?"

Zuo Lan's movements stopped, but he seemed to have not heard them, and continued to wash the dishes with his back to me.

"I know you don't want to mention the old things again, but I really want to know what happened. Don't let our lives become flawed due to misunderstandings, okay?" I said persistently.

Zuo Lan finally turned around and looked at me, her body trembling slightly: "About the past has long been frozen. If you forcefully smash it open, it will only make the people around you drizzle. Do you understand?"

I said with almost no thought: "No matter how blood is, it is just a skin injury. If I keep it in my heart and don't say it, it is a real internal injury."

Zuo Lan's emotions were a little out of control, and she pushed me hard: "What can I do if I say it out loud? Can we still go back to the past?"

"No matter whether you can go back to the past, you used to be my pretty girl, I am your superboy. This is an indisputable fact. Don't let the simplest life be. Is it okay to leave a misunderstanding of a beautiful love?"

......

Zuo Lan and I came to the balcony. I was nervous and nervous. I used to light a cigarette for myself. Zuo Lan looked at me silently and had not spoken for a long time. I knew she was brewing emotions because

As I say that I have been hiding more than three years of grievances, it takes more than courage.

I don't know how long I was speechless, Zuo Lan finally bit her lip and said, "Two days before leaving you three years ago, my father and mother went to Nantong. They gave me an ultimatum and I won't allow me no matter what. Stay in Nantong, they don’t want to be old and have no support... Do you know that it is very painful to struggle in family affection and love!!"

My heart tightened and felt a pain, but I still looked at Zuo Lan and waited for her to continue talking.

Zuo Lan turned around, looked at the vastness outside the window and the blurred lights, and finally said, "I don't want to lose anyone, I worry about gains and losses, so I thought of Sister Chen Man, I hope she can give me some advice... .”

"What advice did she give you?" I asked impatiently.

After another suffocating silence, Zuo Lan said to me: "Sister Chen Man suggested that I leave you because...she loves you too! She asked me to hand you over to her with confidence, no matter how you are She will take good care of you in life or career."

My emotions suddenly lost control: "Did you agree because of her few words? What do you regard our feelings as?"

Zuo Lan turned around and looked at me with a gaze piercing my body and asked, "Do you dare to say you don't love Sister Chen Man? If you dare say you don't love, then all the suffering that I, Zuo Lan, endured today, will be It's your own fault."

"If I don't love her, I have never loved her. Why do you all impose a ridiculous love on me?"

My hysteria just made Zuo Lan smile and shake her head. Her smile made me feel like I was in the cold and shaking.

"If you don't love her, why do you always shout her name in your dreams when you encounter setbacks in your life and when you are sick... You love her, just because you don't Just admit it!"

I stayed in place like a fool. If I had suspected that Lin Xi had said the same thing before, then Zuo Lan, would they tell the same lie to me? This is obviously impossible!

After a deadly silence, Zuo Lan continued: "At that time, no matter how late you were, no matter whether we were resting or not, as long as Sister Chen Man calls you, you will always leave me and go to her side as soon as possible... ..Zhang Yixi, have you ever thought about my feelings?...I left when you can't even give me a sense of security in your relationship. I believe Sister Chen Man will take good care of you. Give you everything you want! ... From now on, I think love is really not that important, because after graduation we have seen too many passionate couples with love and finally parted ways... Maybe only relatives Talent is your truest support!”

Cold sweat dripped from my face, and I leaned against the wall powerlessly. I always thought Zuo Lan left me for the sake of the house and material things... I never knew that I was the one who let her suffer. A huge grievance.

I asked with my last chance and stuttered: "Why did you argue with me on the second night before leaving?"

Zuo Lan's tears fell down her cheeks, but she said with a sad smile: "I always want to give you a reason to hate me so that you no longer miss me, an optional person."

I held my head with my hands and pulled my hair, and my world was spinning!! I asked myself over and over again: "What kind of scum I used to be??"

"Zhang Yixi, you should consider whether you still have to be with your current girlfriend. I don't want her to repeat the tragedy between me and Lin Xi. In the deepest part of your heart, I must love Sister Chen Man, but you I just dare not admit it."

.........

After getting the truth, I left Zuo Lan's residence in a daze. How should I face my future? How to face Zuo Lan, how to face Chen Man... How to face An Qi?

Who will give me the answer?

I still remember the joy and happiness when I was with Anqi yesterday... Now it seems like a dream... But why are sweet dreams more likely to wake up?

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