I seem to be wandering on a crisscrossing road. There are countless exits in front of me, but only one will bring me a bright life. I have to make careful choices. However, many times the more cautious you are, the more you think, the greater the chance of deviations, because things that can only be chosen by luck are complicated by yourself.

In the following time, I no longer focused on things outside of work, but just quietly waited for the people who were bidding with Chen Qingyi to take their seats.

At nine o'clock in the morning, the decoration companies participating in the bidding took place one after another, and Chen Qingyi also began to host this small bidding meeting.

In addition to giving us our own decoration plans, each decoration company is also telling the advantages of our company. When Chen Qingyi and I received this information, we started to analyze. We need to implement the candidates for the decoration company as soon as possible, and the time left for us is not very sufficient.

The bidding meeting lasted for 3 hours. It was already 11 o'clock in the afternoon when Chen Qingyi and I came outside the hotel together. When we breathed the fresh air outside again, we both made a relief move.

I said to Chen Qingyi: "I tend to use this Yingtang decoration company. In addition to the company's strong strength, the design plan also makes people shine."

Chen Qingyi nodded and smiled, "We coincided, I also tend to use Yingtang... Zhang Yixi, I think we have a tacit understanding of work!"

"Yes, we chose the same company for more than a dozen decoration companies, which is indeed a tacit understanding." I also smiled and said.

Chen Qingyi sighed softly and said with some concern: "The implementation of the decoration will mean that the opening plan has officially started. What a high-intensity work is waiting for you at that time. I am really afraid that you will not be able to handle it!"

I looked ahead, lit a cigarette, shrugged and said, "I had long anticipated what kind of road ahead of me. No matter whether I can deal with it or not, I have no choice... I will grit my teeth and walk this path of redemption."

Chen Qingyi bit her lips and looked at me... It was a look of heartache that she couldn't do it. After a while, she said to me: "I will definitely accompany you to the end of this road, even if the end is dark!"

I nodded in emotion, then patted Chen Qingyi on the shoulder, and signaled her to have lunch together.

.........

During the meal, my emotions were unconsciously empty and I was a little absent-minded.

Chen Qingyi put a bowl of soup and handed it to me and asked with concern: "Do you have any thoughts?"

I subconsciously shook my head without saying anything.

Chen Qingyi looked a little unhappy and said, "We are already so familiar with each other. If you have the heart, I hope you can tell me that it is always uncomfortable to hold it in your heart, and... I don't want your negative emotions to affect your work."

"I may be getting married soon." I said to Chen Qingyi after brewing for a long time.

Chen Qingyi looked at me in an unknown mood, and smiled for a long time and asked, "Is it with Mr. An?"

"Yes." I said and lit a cigarette for myself, trying to cover up my complex emotions with the haze of the smoke.

"Isn't it great if you have lovers finally get married? You should be happier, Zhang Yixi!" Chen Qingyi patted my shoulder and said to me in an encouraging tone.

"I'm not unhappy, just..." I said halfway and didn't say anything. Some things were really hard to say, or I was too suddenly going to face marriage, so I was not completely mentally prepared.

Chen Qingyi didn't ask me again at the right time. She looked out the window silently and was immersed in the sunshine that suddenly appeared lazily in the middle of the table, isolating Chen Qingyi and me in two worlds.

.........

I was busy with Chen Qingyi until very late before I returned to the hotel. I hurriedly washed up and lay on the bed. I felt an indescribable fatigue, but I still couldn't fall asleep. I couldn't understand what was wrong with myself... Could it be that Zhang Yixi doesn't understand now that a marriage may end those ridiculous years, shouldn't I be expecting it?

During the meditation of meditation, the doorbell rang again. I knew it was Angel who was back. Recently, she was always with her best friend.

I opened the door with a little depressed spirit, and Angel, who was as beautiful as the goddess of the world, appeared in front of me. At this moment, we didn't need to stand in front of the mirror, and I could feel how strong the contrast between myself and Angel was formed.

Angel handed me a convenient bag in her hand and smiled and said, "I brought you walnut and almond porridge, which is a brain-tonifying thing. You can rest after drinking it."

I didn't reach out to receive the convenient bag handed over by Angel, but I gently hugged her... The hugging became tighter and tighter...

I don’t know why I have such abnormal behavior. Maybe in my subconscious, I am afraid of losing her, but I can’t figure it out whether it is.

Angel was hugged by me and had difficulty breathing, but she didn't struggle or complain. When we were about to face marriage, she suddenly became gentle. Perhaps this was also an abnormality!!

.........

I don’t know how long I hugged Angel, but I finally let go of Angel. Angel complained, but smiled and said, “Look at how long you hugged you, the porridge is almost cold, so drink it quickly.”

"The porridge is cold, but I feel the warmth in you... Thank you!"

Angel looked at me who was abnormal in surprise and asked for a while: "What's wrong with you today? You're not exhausted, right?"

"We may be getting married soon, and you will be my wife in the future..." I answered the question irrelevantly.

"Yes, yes, I will be your Zhang Yixi's wife from now on. But can we drink the porridge first and then feel a lot?" Anqi said, pulling me to the sofa and sitting down, then opening the lunch box, and handing me a plastic spoon.

"Is the taste good?" Angel asked me with her chin.

“Slightly sweet!”

"No, I know you don't like sweet too much, so I specifically instructed the waiter to put less sugar."

I smiled and took another sip of porridge, but she didn't understand what Ying Anqi said. She didn't understand. The sweetness I said came from her gentle and caring heart for me. It has nothing to do with sugar, more sugar, less sugar.

...........

After accompanying me to eat the porridge, Anqi returned to her room. I turned off the light, half lying on the bed, and habitually lit a cigarette... As the smoke spreads, I am empty, lost, and in a trance...

"Happy birthday, I told myself, the candle is lit, the loneliness is bright, happy birthday, the tears are melting, I want to thank you for giving it, everything you took away, I still love you, take you a little hatred, and it takes time to balance..." The song suddenly rang out on the phone...

I was surprised. This song was neither my call ringtone nor a text message tone, so why did it suddenly ring?

I picked up my phone and looked at it. It turned out to be a reminder of my birthday memo. It turned out that I had 6 days left to celebrate my birthday! No wonder my aunt said she was coming to Jinan. Maybe she wanted to spend this birthday with the warmth of family affection!!

The song is playing repeatedly... My thoughts drifted back to the snowy night a year ago with the song...

A snow, two people, a candlelight, two joys!!

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PS: There are a lot to say today. First of all, congratulations to Tank Legion Ice Flame for becoming a leader-level fan.

Yesterday, the editor and I expressed my thoughts on ending and ending the book. The editor did not agree and asked me to continue writing the book well and increase the recommendation of the book. We also recommended it to the 17K publishing department. As for whether it can be published, this is not sure.

I am a little tired of writing, and I admit that there are flaws in this book. I have been reflecting on what I want to write this book to be like. I have always hoped to bring everyone an inspirational and positive energy, but the plot is too much entangled with emotions. This is the sequelae left by caring too much about readers' reading direction in the early stage.

So far, this book has not had the first brotherly relationship between Wang Jing and Dalong, Liu Jie, Boss and others, nor did Wang Jing fight wits and courage in the workplace. Although his expression and writing have made progress, he has not created a soul for this book.

Since I have decided to continue writing well, in the next stage, I will give this book a soul and complete the redemption of this book. The update will be slow recently. Please give me some patience. I want to sort out my own ideas. In addition to emotions, I also want to bring you more excitement and expectations.

I hope that when this book completes redemption, I can still see familiar names.

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Among the book friends, is anyone playing sing? Yesterday I saw a girl from Yangzhou who sang very well and Faye Wong sang a lot. These are not the key points. The key points are that the photos she uploaded in the singing bar are very consistent with Chen Qingyi's image in my mind... Everyone listen to her songs and support her, she is quite elegant.
Chapter completed!