In addition to accidents and disappointment in Pipi's decision, but it is not difficult to understand that since Zuo Lan passed away, Chen Qingyi has been with him, and I have been busy with work and the time I have been with him is very limited.

Pipi asked with the last expectation, "Dad, aren't you really going to Ireland with us?...A few days ago, you said you would take me to the beach in Ireland to pick up shells!"

The first time I lit a cigarette in front of Pipi, my fingers were trembling. Although I could understand Pipi's decision, I couldn't let go of my failure. As a father, I failed.

I didn't answer Pipi's question directly, but just said to him: "Dad is smoking, can you go back to the house and wait a moment?"

"Oh." Pipi looked at me nostalgically before walking towards his little room.

.........

The moment when the Pipi belt came onto the door, my eyes could not control the burning sensation, and my fingers holding the cigarette were trembling violently, and I felt very heartbroken!

"Yixi, let Pipi leave with me. You chose to marry me because you were afraid that Pipi and Mr. An would be incompatible, and that Mr. An's family would not accept Pipi. Do you have such concerns now... Don't let Pipi participate in our adult emotional entanglements, or just treat it as me taking him to Ireland for vacation, and after everything in the country has stabilized, he will make his own choice!"

My emotions suddenly faced a collapse. All the depression, misunderstandings, regrets, and unhappiness over the years were surging. When the dark side of life broke out collectively, I finally realized how failed and embarrassed I had lived over the years.

"Qingyi, I really lived a very failed life, a very failed..." I said with a sob, but I could no longer say where I failed. Looking back, I almost lived a life of silence and chaos.

Chen Qingyi hugged me and let me lean against her chest. She instantly had a support. I found a point of venting, but I couldn't cry at all and could only choke up!

Chen Qingyi gently stroked my hair: "Yixi, I understand your pain... I believe that you who are free from all constraints and loyal to yourself will definitely be happy... Let us learn to let go and bless each other!"

"Let me go!" I silently recited these two words in my heart. After experiencing the baptism and training of time, when I faced these two words again, I felt the difficulties and heaviness.

"Let's go" are just two words, but when you really try to let go, you will understand how resentful you are. All the pain of living comes from your own inability to see through. If I can see through everything, I will choose to go to Ireland with Chen Qingyi. If I see through everything, I will let Pipi and Chen Qingyi go to Ireland. If I can see through everything, I will pursue Angel regardless of everything. This is logically chaotic, but when you see through everything because of letting go, any choice is reasonable. It is a kind of freedom to do whatever you want, but does anyone really dare to see through it?

Living is a false proposition that has no answers!

.........

In the evening, Chen Qingyi and I took Pipi and my family to have dinner. If Pipi insisted on going to Ireland with Chen Qingyi, I would not stop it anymore. But after the domestic situation stabilized, I would definitely go to Ireland to pick him up. It depends on the opinions of my parents.

Chen Qingyi and I were a little embarrassed because we were thinking, and Pipi looked at me and Chen Qingyi from time to time, probably because we were curious about how we would explain to our parents about not going to Ireland.

After a long time, I finally put down my chopsticks and said to my ignorant parents: "Dad, mom, I don't plan to go to Ireland anymore!"

My dad and mom, all stopped eating, looked at me unexpectedly, waiting for me to explain to them.

"I want to stay in China and return to the mall. There are some things that I find difficult to explain to you, but I hope you can support my decision!" I said to the two in the calmest tone.

The parents turned to Chen Qingyi and waited for her to express their opinions.

Chen Qingyi nodded and said, "Dad, mom, I respect Yixi's decision...but I have a reluctant request."

"you say."

Chen Qingyi lowered her head and brewed for a long time. Finally, she raised her head and plucked up her courage and said, "I want to take Pipi to Ireland..."

Dad and mom said readily: "We don't worry about Pipi following you, you will definitely be better at educating your children than us... But Yixi, when are you going to Ireland to remarry Qingyi? Are you planning to wait until your career stabilizes?"

I said in a low voice: "Dad, mom, Qingyi and I won't remarry... We will live our own lives!"

My parents changed color instantly, looked at me and then at Chen Qingyi, and said excitedly: "Absurdly, if you don't remarry, what's wrong with Pippi following Qingyi!...If you insist on remarrying, we won't force you, but Pippi must not go to Ireland with Qingyi!"

"Dad, mom, we have obtained Pipi's consent when going to Ireland. What he needs more is maternal love. I promise you that I will definitely do the role of mother well. I really regard Pipi as my own, and I can't let him go!" Chen Qingyi's voice choked.

"Qingyi is invincible. If... if... if you are Pipi's biological mother, we can still bear the pain when you take Pipi to Ireland. You... this is not suitable!" Dad said anxiously, clapping his legs.

My mother echoed: "We really can't agree to your request!...Pipi, tell grandma, are you really willing to go abroad with your mother Chen?"

Pipi looked at everyone all the time, just nodded, but was reluctant to say a word.

My mother immediately cried: "You are trouble... Isn't it good to remarry well? This is to make the child suffer. It's so painful, my little grandson!" As she said that, she hugged Pipi tightly in her arms.

"Mom, stop crying... If Pipi is willing to leave with Qingyi, let him go. After my career in China stabilizes, we will pick him up again. Going to Ireland will at least be more conducive to his growth!" I was extremely depressed. When Pipi insisted on leaving Chen Qingyi, I realized that although I was Pipi's biological father, I had no sense of existence!

"Dad, mom, don't worry. As long as Pipi is by my side for a day, I will not consider getting married for a day. Let Pipi leave with me. This is Pipi's own wish and also let Yixi make a comeback in China. When Pipi is a little older, he is willing to return to China. I have no objection, but in my heart, he will always be my son. Even if he gets married in the future, my husband must recognize this!"

My mother wiped her tears and looked at her father, then looked at Pipi again, her lips trembled, and finally chose to remain silent. I knew this was a kind of compromise. We owe Pipi too much. When he was willing to leave with Chen Qingyi, it was really difficult for us to go against his wishes. Although we knew that this was extremely unreasonable, maybe they were still looking forward to using Pipi bond to retain the hope of Chen Qingyi and I remarrying!

"Qingyi, you must promise us that when Pipi wants to come back, you must let him return to us!"

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